Today’s dream: My family and I moved in Navajoland. I felt this dream as very realistic and in details. The moving day in the physical ream is coming closer, I guess. We are still under unemployment and don’t know how and when we can move.  

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Mediumship Training.

My guide spirit appeared in the light. I could not see his appearance but I knew it was the same figure with built up muscle.

Today’s message was like this.

Please know you are the responsible person who create your reality. Have confidence in you. We, as your family spirits, are always s watching over you, but we cannot lead you nor guide you. You are the one who should lead and guide your life. Once you take a leap, we will surely support you for your decision. Please start preparing in writing a script of your own guided meditation. Also, please start creating a draft of your upcoming lecture. Many people want to know your wisdom. Share your life experiences. You have lots of interesting life experiences.

Today’s dream: I was visiting my Japanese family. Grandpa, my brother, his three children, and my daughter and I were at a cafeteria enjoying eating sweets and hot tea. When it was time for us to go back, my brother gave my daughter and me a ride to the airport. I woke up happily and refreshed.

Thanksgiving Day is coming closer. My family and I were planning to visit our Navajo parents and looking forward to cerebrating it together.

However, we needed to cancel our vacation plan. This morning my husband received a phone call from his dad. He noticed their three-weeks lock down starting from today until December 6^th. At their area the number of the patients of Covid-19 has been increasing along with the number of patients who has passed away from it.

My mother-in-law still has coughs while she talked on the phone. She does not have high fever, but she still has headache and feels sick from time to time.   

Their winter gets harsh. I sincerely hope they will survive this winter without getting sick and we will see each other soon.

Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of visiting Akashic library created byTeri Uktena.

During the meditation, I asked my future of 5 years from now on.

I received the message like this.

Always remember that you create your reality. Only you decide what you want to be and how you want to achieve your dream.

Everything is possible. It means everything is in your hand. Your future is in your hand. Your desire creates your future and reality.

Don’t ask others about you. Don’t let others decide your dream. Don’t listen to others. Just listen to you; your heart and true yourself.

My family and I went to the canyon hiking. We love the place. Once we move to Navajoland, we will definitely miss this place. We should enjoy visiting there as many as we can.

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Today I made my homemade miso. It is my third year. My family and I love my homemade miso.

I used 600 gram of kouji, 600 gram of soy beans, and 250 gram of salt, same as last year. 

Today’s dream: I was enjoying vacation in Kyoto, Japan, with my daughter who was around my age. We both were in our early 20s. Her appearance was not familiar with me in this physical world, but her soul was familiar with me. I believe she was my daughter. While we were chatting, the doorbell rang. I took a peek from the door hole. It was my mom. Again, her appearance was not that of my mom. But I instantly knew it was my mom. She was around the same age as us, in her early 20s. I was delighted of her joining us. We opened the door and welcomed her. The three of us enjoyed our small vacation together. Then I woke up feeling happy.

I am happy for my mom visiting me in my dream. My mom and I never enjoyed the vacation like in my dream while she was alive. But I wished we were became close friends just like in my dream. My mom is originally pure and fun in her personality. We could have become great friends beyond the relationship of mother and daughter. Luckily though, now that my mom is in the spirit world, my mom and I are much closer than ever. We can go vacation or do something fun together anytime in the spirit world. I am so happy for her that she is now in the peaceful place where she can enjoy being true to herself. I love her even more.   

During the meditation, a big black bear appeared in front of me. I didn’t feel scared of the bear, and the bear didn’t scared of me. We just looked at each other.

I felt the message from the black bear is like this.

The bear wants me to believe in my inner strength, fearlessness, and healing ability.

Also, the bear wants me to clearly know about me. By clearly knowing about me, I will be able to set a solid boundary to what I want to do and what I don’t want to do. The boundary will help me to say yes to use my ability and spiritual gifts and say no to anything that goes beyond my ability. I should do what I can do and what I am willing to do, and should not do anything else.

This morning I worked on the final test for Awareness Basic class. It has 150 question sentences, and we are asked to mark right or wrong. Some of the questions were easy, but some questions were tricky. It can be considered as both; right and wrong depending on the interpretation.

I finished the test and submitted to the office. I will need to send an inquiry email to the office 10 days later. I hope I will pass this test so that I will be able to proceed to the advanced classes. There are still more classes in the mediumship school that I want to learn.

I attended the online seminar; Communicate Soul to Soul With the Spirit World with Suzanne Giesemann

In this seminar she introduced one simple and easy method to relax. It was through breathing. When breathing in, we count slowly from one to four. When breathing out, we count slowly from one to six.

Then she taught us to observe our body’s reaction. It was actually the technique of body dowsing. When we are asked a certain question, when we answer wrongly, our body reacts by weakened muscle. On the other hand when we answer correctly, our body reacts by strengthened muscle.

I asked some personal questions regarding to my daily life. My body reacted to the answers. The questions are about the future. I will see the answers later.

I attended my tenth basic awareness class at 5 p.m. This class was the last one for this autumn semester.

Before the class, the instructor explained about the school policy. This awareness basic class is the very first mandatory class for the school. In order to proceed to any of advanced classes, the students have to pass the final test. Then the instructor asked us if everybody has received the final test from the office. Everybody except for me nodded. They have received the test by postage a couple of days before the final class. The other student told me the deadline of the test is set one week from the final class day. I concerned. I didn’t receive the test. If they have sent out through airmail, I wonder how long it will take. In September, the regular airmail took almost three weeks to be delivered.

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Today’s instructor’s original guided meditation was a journey to find our Agastya Nadi Astrology. Tonight my guide spirit appeared in a shape of a Chinese male elder. I know this guide spirit is the same one even though the appearance is always different. Even though my guide spirit appears in male or female, it always shows muscular body. It is a solid sign for me he is my guide spirit for life because keeping good muscles in my body has been always in my mind since I was very small.

The past life I saw today was I was a worrier somewhere in Southern Asia. I was a leader who led my team. I always listened to the voice of nature and understood the terrain of the battlefield where I never had been before and even the upcoming weather, and that was how our team could be superior to our enemy. I didn’t like killing people, so I would go talk to the enemy team leader and negotiate. I always made my efforts to end the war and regain the peace between the two parties. The message from this past life was to know humans are just a part of nature. We never be able to own the land. We have to learn the best way to live peacefully with other living creatures in nature. Same thing can be applied to between humans. Instead of jumping in a war or a fight, we first have to search around some ways to restore peace.

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(Practice)

The instructor had us to read the energy of a paper that the instructor wrote one Chinese character on. She told us not to try to get the right answer of the Chinese character, but focus on the energy of the Chinese character.

When I focused on the Chinese character, I felt the energy like this.

Water flow

River

Going forward

Flexibility

Female energy

Soft

Gentle

Forgiveness

Acceptance

Curbed lines

The answer was “虹” rainbow.

All of the students including us read the energy correctly. We all enjoyed this practice. It was great that the instructor brought a great practice at our last basic class.