Today’s dream: I was driving my car in the neighborhood area of my Japanese parents’ house. I don’t remember in details, but I woke up feeling refreshed and comfortable.

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Today was the very first day of homeschooling for my daughter. We opened up the page and checked the to-do-list tab. There were 6 items in the page. Each item has a link to the detailed pages. This week was focused on the introductory instructions. We needed to read many PDF files that contain a whole bunch of information. Somewhat we managed to finish up today’s tasks. My daughter likes homeschooling so far as of the first day.

At night at 9 p.m., I attended the inspirational speech class. There were six students including me. I was the only one beginner student. The other five students have already learned in the class in the previous semester. The instructor was the founder/chairman of the mediumship school in Japan.

The class started with the guided meditation which the script was created by the instructor. When we arrived at our final goal, we met our leader guide spirit. There we received a gift from our leader guide spirit.

I received a light ball. My leader guide spirit told me it was a spotlight. His message for me through the gift was to come out. He said to me “come out from your comfort area, my dear daughter.” He sent me all my younger days’ memories in this life time. I was just an ordinal audience sitting in the hall and all of a sudden, somebody on the stage such as the player and the speaker spotted me and called me to the stage. It happened at the guitar concert, the musical performance, the musical the gathering in Lakota land, and even in the restaurant music concert in Australia. They all said to me I was shining in the audience crowds. They were urged to call me to the stage for some reason. There, I stood up at the stage and got an attention from other audience. I was standing in a spotlight on the stage. My leader guide spirit told me these happened for reasons. They were a rehearsal for me. Now the right timing has come. I will be standing in front of a big audience and convey messages from spirt world. My leader guide spirit added last message. He said nowadays many people whose spiritual awareness level is at the same level as me or higher than me already see me, thus, I cannot continue hiding anymore. It is time for me to come out and start working with them for a big project that I agreed to participate before my birth. Then my conscious came back to my physical body.

After 10 minutes break, the class resumed. We started working on an actual practice. The instructor selected one student. The student was instructed the selected student (an inspirational speaker) to focus on his/her inspirational talk about two topics that the other students picked for the speaker.

The first selected student talked about light and balance. The second selected student talked about healing and cleaning.

Then the instructor selected me as the third speaker. At first I told him I didn’t have confidence for doing that and I asked him to allow me to pass this time as this was my very first time to try. The instructor told me to try it anyway. He told me to say anything whatever I felt. Even a word or two would be fine.

The other students picked two topics for me. My topics were love and fun.

The instructor told me to go into my meditation state and asked my family spirits to talk through me for the specific topics. So I did. I asked my family spirits to talk about love and fun through me.

All of a sudden, I felt their existences strongly. My skin reacted right away. I got goosebumps from head to toe. I started feeling hot, especially about my tanden area. At the same time I felt like I wanted to laugh out loud. I shared what I just experienced. The instructor told us my guide spirits hugged me and that was how I felt their energy. He added it was their way to express love. Love cannot explain by words. Rather, love is what we feel and experience. And through love, we feel fun. I was in awe for what I just experienced. I felt so great. I almost cried for the precious experience.

The class continued. The forth selected student talked about soul and inspiration. The fifth student talked about humbleness and climate. The sixth student talked about daily life and magic.      

Then the instructor had us to another guided meditation. In the meditated state, I was with my family spirits watching the physical me. I realized if I can see myself like this, seeing things from my family spirts’ perspective, seeing myself and surrounding situation around me as a piece of a big picture, everything seems to be just fine. Then my conscious came back to my physical body.

Our class ended with the last practice. The instructor asked us to get a message from our family spirits on if the world will have a specific savoir in order to end the Covid-19 pandemic situation. We all went into the meditate state and ask our family spirits to speak through us.

The messages I received was like this.

There is no such a specific savior to end this pandemic situation. Rather, we all are the savior working on this big project. We all agreed to participate to this big project before our born. It is very honorable to be able to witness, participate, and experience this big project as it is a very rare event involving all the living creatures on Earth. There are some people saying only the souls whose spiritual awareness reached at the certain level will survive this situation. It sounds as if the souls who have fought against Covid-19 and departed back to the spirit world as a loser. Please know there is no such a thing as a winner or a loser. We all are equally precious. There is no win or lose. Please respect the souls who departed back to the spirit world amidst the Covid-19. Their participation to this big project has not ended yet. After they went back to the spirit world, their participation and support have been continuing. We have one favor of you. Please put your attention to the benefits from this Covid-19 rather than putting your attention to the negative thinking. On the planet Earth, all the living creatures are supposed to live in a good balance. Some of the benefits include that the air has gotten cleaner due to the reduced driving a car and an airplane. Some people have started putting more of their energy into the spiritual awareness than before. This big project had been prepared from long time ago. It is happening in order to make the world to a much better place. Through this big project, we will evolve much faster and greater than the normal speed.   

Yesterday my computer didn’t start up. Even though I have installed McAfee, my computer got infected by Trojan.

There was no option for me to completely reset. I lost most of data in the local computer and needed to devote almost all day to the resetting procedure. Today at night, finally, everything was back to normal. I appreciate my husband for his continuous support for this procedure. I am glad he works as an IT person. He knows a lot about fixing a computer.

At night I had a past life reading session. The medium was the instructor who led yesterday’s Spirit communication class. As I mentioned in my yesterday’s blog, I already have felt her reading ability as high. I was looking forward to her reading today.

She didn’t betray my expectation thorough the reading session. It was a very helpful and informative session. Right before 10 minutes passed, she asked me if she can continue the reading session or not. It was polite and humble of her to ask my permission. Even from the very first minutes of her reading, I got goose bumped on my entire body, which was a solid evidence that she was reading my energy correctly. I wish the previous medium did the same thing to me. If the previous medium asked me for a permission if she could continue her reading or not, I would instantly asked her to discontinue as she could not read my energy correctly. Oh well. I guess it was alright by now. Now that I got the right medium for me this time.

During her reading, my thoughts to my late mom got much clearer than ever. My mom and I are very close spirits. We had shared the same lifetime in our past lives. We were always best friends in our past lives though. We had learned a lot through the relationship of a mother and a daughter of this lifetime. The medium told me my mom wants to be born at the same timing with me again in our next lifetime. On our next life, I want to have a peaceful relationship with her. It is my only one condition to share a life together with my mom in our next life.  

Tonight I attended the class for strengthen our spiritual awareness. The class name was Spirit communication, and the instructor was a young woman who is probably in her 20s.

I like this instructor. She is polite and sincere. I have seen her performed the trance spiritual talk and the spirit communication demonstration several times at Sunday Service. I could feel her spiritual awareness being very high.  

The class was for 2 hours. There were 10 students.

She started having us the guided meditation that she created on her own script. With her guidance, our conscious left from our physical body and traveled to the upper dimension. We saw our guide spirits. One guide spirit offered us a healing session. During the healing session, I felt my body got really hot to the point where I started sweating on all over my body. After our soul got healed, we went to see our leader guide spirit. I saw a white light existence. I felt it was a female energy, like Goddess. She gave me a drink bottle. She told me to drink it whenever I need to take courage to go forward. She told me I need this courage drink so that I can come out from my comfort zone. It is time for me to come out. She told me don’t be afraid because I was surrounded by my family spirits all the time. After I said thank you to all the spirits to help me for this journey, my conscious came back to my physical body. I liked her guided meditation and enjoyed the spiritual journey.

After the meditation, the instructor led us to an actual practice.

The first practice was reading the energy from a photo. The instructor showed us an envelope. She said she put one photo of a person in the envelope. The students didn’t see the picture. We were instructed to focus on the energy of picture. The instructor told us we can ask our guide spirits for support. She said one way is to set a certain specific rule with our guide spirits. For example, ask them to put more energy on our right hand-side or left hand-side. Male energy for right hand-side and female energy for left hand-side. Yes for right hand-side, and No for left hand-side.

The instructor asked us 4 questions about the photo. (1) Is this a male or female? (2) Dead or alive? (3) Foreigner or Japanese? (4) Color or black & white?

This was my very first time to read the energy. I got only one right out of 4 questions.

Then the instructor’s 5^th question was “was she born in May?” The 6^th and 7^th questions was another person photo in an envelope. Out of these 3 questions, I got 2 right. So, in altogether, I got 3 right out of 7 questions.

Then we moved to the next practice. The instructor asked us to focus on her ancestors’ spirits. She told us her mother and grandmother have passed away.

This was my very first time to focus on somebody’s ancestors’ spirits. For the first several seconds, I could not feel anything. I remained quiet. I felt her grandmother’s spirit. She was standing far behind of the instructor. Her grandmother was smiling. She said she does not bother her granddaughter because she honors her granddaughter’s free will. Then I moved my focus to the instructor’s mother. All of a sudden, I felt the energy of her mother’s spirit strongly. The mom came closer to the instructor and put the mom’s right cheek onto the instructor’s left cheek. I was overwhelmed by huge love. The mom told me she is proud of her daughter. She has been working on her jobs diligently. While I was conveying this message to the instructor, lots of tears overflowed on my cheeks.

It was amazing. I was moved by her mom’s pure love to her daughter.

On our last practice, the instructor divided the ten of us into 5 small groups so that we have partner each. We were instructed to practice one on one reading session with our partner. My partner was a student of their advanced class. She has taken many classes before. She offered me to go first.

Right after she read my energy, the first thing she asked me was if my mom has already passed away or not. I was delighted to know that my mom came to see me. Today was my mom’s birthday in Japanese time. I was hoping my mom would come see me today on her special day. There she came. With listening to her describing my mom and conveying messages from my mom, I shed lots of tears. I enjoyed the holy time. I appreciate my fellow student for the reading session. She did very well.

When it came to my turn to read my fellow student’s energy, I could not see nor hear anything. I just felt like this as a message. She already had enough messages and also, she can communicate with her ancestor’s spirits so she doesn’t need any medium to convey any messages. She was happy to hear    conveyed this message to her.

All in all, I really enjoyed this class. It was very helpful for me.

Today was my late mom’s birthday in Japanese time; August 2nd. Happy birthday to my dear mom. She would have turned to be 79 years old.

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At night, right before I fell asleep, I strongly felt my mom’s existence. I started chatting with her telepathically. I was confident she was close to me. I shed lots of cleansing tears. We had a great conversation.

Today’s dream: I was at the university. I was buying the class textbooks and all of a sudden, I busted into tears. This university was not what I wanted to go. I should have chosen my university much more wisely. I failed to the entrance test for the attorney university. I felt myself as a failure. This scene was my actual experience. On the second scene, I was with my family spirits. They told me it was okay. There were nothing I should regret in my life. Every single experience, even though some of them looked as mistakes, has created the current me. Without any of them, I would not be here. I cannot change my past. All I can do right now is to cherish all of my experiences as that of my precious experiences. I have learned from my experiences anyway.

Then I woke up.

I agree with my family spirits. Everything was needed to grow and train myself.

Last night I talked with my best friend in Japan. We shared a good time on chatting. Thanks to the fun time, I fell asleep right away. I totally forgot about my recent routine of meditation before going to bed. I guess it was okay. It happens.

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My husband came back with a good news. He will have a phone interview with one IT company in the neighbor city. I hope it will go well. We will definitely be able to handle our third unemployment as we already went through twice before; we should have learned enough from the challenges.

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Today was my 27^th day on reading chapter 9 of “The Greatest Miracle In The World” By Og Mandino. Today, the following sentence deeply came into my conscious.

 “You are capable of great wonders. Your potential is unlimited.”

It was tough night to fall asleep. The entire house stayed warm regardless of turning the cooler and fan on all night. The hot temperature in the house was due to yesterday’s tough afternoon without a cooler for 6.5 hours. Even though I had some sleep, I woke up still feeling tired.

I could not remember my dream this morning. In the afternoon, I did meditation, but I could not fully enter the meditated state.

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Starting from this Monday, my daughter has working on the orientation session for her new school.

In the evening I received a phone call from my daughter’s new teacher for homeschooling. My husband, my daughter, and I greeted to the teacher. The school starts from next Monday, August 3^rd. it was very long spring/summer vacation for my daughter this year starting from the middle of March to the end of July for 4.5 months. I look forward to a new school for her.

Today’s dream: At the first scene, I made a juice with sweet potatoes and carrot and drank it. I enjoyed the energy of the vegetable juice. At the second scene, I was waiting for two girls. They were my customers for our retreat center. I saw the girl’s family names. One was Ms. Tamori. I saw the other girl’s family name in Chinese character, but I never saw her family name before and I could not read. Once it happens in the real life in the future, I will remember this dream was a deja vu. I look forward to that day.

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This morning went well normally. It was good. However, our tough afternoon started at 11:30 a.m. The water stopped. It happens very often in this area. Here in my area in America, the workers don’t notice the water stopping due to water pipe repair. At first I didn’t take it seriously. It usually comes back to normal within one hour. This time though, water outage continued until 6 p.m. Our house, same as our neighbors, uses a swamp cooler. It uses water to create cool air. Thus, we needed to survive this heat day without cooler for 6.5 hours. We turned all the ceiling fans ON, but it didn’t help that much. It was a tough afternoon.

During our usual evening walk, some of our neighbors told us what happened. In this area, the water pipes were installed long time ago. They used a clay pipes. Now that they have become more than 100 years old, the old pipes burst due to warm weather.

On our next house, I am planning to buy and install a water softer/filter for an entire house.