Our garden of this year has been doing pretty good. We bought five plants of jalapeno, lettuce, tomato, okra, and parsley on May 20^th. These plants are growing very well. We already started harvesting jalapeno, lettuce, okra, and parsley almost every day. Tomatoes took very long. It took almost two months to become ready to harvest. Our first tomato had finally ripen and we harvested it on July 21^st. Since the first day, we have been blessed with harvesting tomatoes every day. Our tomatoes are not red but yellow. They grow up to the size of 3-inch and come out heavy. It has become my pleasure to go check our garden every morning. I need to bring my bamboo basket for harvesting because they will overflow from my both hands.

On the other hand, the seven seeds of cucumber, eggplant, corn, tomato, bell pepper, peas, and radish have not grown well. Only some corns and radishes are still growing, but they haven’t grown enough to harvest yet.

It was good that we decided to start our gardening this year. It gives us comfort and joy.

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Today was my 24^th day on reading chapter 9 of “The Greatest Miracle In The World” By Og Mandino. Today, the following sentence deeply came into my conscious.

“And even should love not be returned it is not lost, for love not reciprocated will flow back to you and soften and purify your heart.”

It was a hot day. My period has come too. With these two reasons, I spent today in detoxing and resting. My family and I rented a kids’ movie, but I was too sleepy to keep watching. I spent most of the day dozing off. It is okay with me. Whenever a huge life changing transition is happening, I need to sleep a lot so that I can discuss intensely with my family sprits.

Today’s dream: I was at the amusement park by the ocean. Although I was alone, I didn’t feel lonely at all. I was at the waiting line for the Ferris wheel. There, I started chatting with woman who was standing before me. She was alone too. During our conversation, we noticed we were like-minded. We became liking each other and became friends. We got on the same car of the Ferris wheel and continued our conversation. After that, she took me to her favorite coffee shop. At the coffee stop, the owner offered us one ticket each for their raffle draw. I didn’t pay attention to their raffle draw, but on the next moment, everybody in the coffee shop was facing me and smiling. They congratulated me. I won the first prize. It was a trip to Mexico. After I hugged to my new friend, I departed to my next destination, Mexico. At the restaurant of the hotel in Mexico, I met another person whom I felt close from our very first meeting. We became friends and decided to travel together. Then I woke up.

Right after I woke up, I was still somewhat in the dream state. I asked the message from this dream.

My family spirits told me I will keep going forward, just like a story of わらしべ長者 “The straw millionaire.”  On this journey, I will start off with just one item. As I go forward in my journey, I will gain my treasure on every step, just like the story. My treasures will be my experiences including successes and failures, and my human connections accumulated.

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At night I attended the Sunday Service. It was my 8^th attendance. I enjoyed being with other like-minded people. Even though I never met them in person, nor I never talked to most of them in person, I like them.

Today’s dream: I was at the amusement park by the ocean. Although I was alone, I didn’t feel lonely at all. I was at the waiting line for the Ferris wheel. There, I started chatting with woman who was standing before me. She was alone too. During our conversation, we noticed we were like-minded. We became liking each other and became friends. We got on the same car of the Ferris wheel and continued our conversation. After that, she took me to her favorite coffee shop. At the coffee stop, the owner offered us one ticket each for their raffle draw. I didn’t pay attention to their raffle draw, but on the next moment, everybody in the coffee shop was facing me and smiling. They congratulated me. I won the first prize. It was a trip to Mexico. After I hugged to my new friend, I departed to my next destination, Mexico. At the restaurant of the hotel in Mexico, I met another person whom I felt close from our very first meeting. We became friends and decided to travel together. Then I woke up.

Right after I woke up, I was still somewhat in the dream state. I asked the message from this dream.

My family spirits told me I will keep going forward, just like a story of わらしべ長者 “The straw millionaire.”  On this journey, I will start off with just one item. As I go forward in my journey, I will gain my treasure on every step, just like the story. My treasures will be my experiences including successes and failures, and my human connections accumulated.

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At night I attended the Sunday Service. It was my 8^th attendance. I enjoyed being with other like-minded people. Even though I never met them in person, nor I never talked to most of them in person, I like them.

Today’s dream: I was with my parents at their house in Japan. My late mom was with us in their house as if she was still alive. Although she didn’t say a word, she constantly looked happy and being smiling. My dad asked me to organize his money. He asked me to gather up certain numbers of 10,000 YEN bills, roll them up, and tie the bundle with a rubber band, then put the bundle in a cookie can. It was just like you see in the old western movie, even though my dad never does such things in the real life. He put the cookie cans filled with bills into a safety box. He locked the safety box.

Then, on the next scene, a stork came down in front of me. The stork telepathically told me he was sent to me by my dad. He told me to look for his leg. I found a key tied to his leg. Again the stork telepathically told me the key was mine. The key was to open the safety box. I also saw the vision of my dad smiling and telling me the safety box was given to me. I received the message from my dad. he said to use the money accurately and wisely. On the third scene, I was packing my suitcase. My mom showed up and asked me to help her packing her baggage. Even though I was busy with my packing, I willingly accepted my mom’s favor and helped her. After I was done with her packing, I went back to my packing. My mom made it on time for her flight, and I made it on time for my flight.

Then I woke up. I felt feeling comfortable and happy. The dream interpretation says a landed stork implies the dreamer will be blessed with a very rare types of great opportunity. I am looking forward to experiencing that.

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync exploring Focus-15. I didn’t receive any specific messages, but I felt very relaxed.

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Nothing has changed in the real life. Rather, the current situation under unemployment must be tough and I must have feeling stressful. However, despite of the appearance of the current situation, my soul is filled with love, encouragement, and hope. I feel something is growing well for sure toward fulfilling my last life mission.

Today’s dream: At the first scene I was at the beach with somebody. We were clamming for our meal. On the second scene, I was at our backyard garden with my family. We were harvesting ripe tomatoes. I woke up feeling relaxed and comfortable.

According to the dream interpretation dictionary, going clamming implies the dreamer will be blessed with thriving business. Also, clamming means the dreamer’s goal and achievement has gotten much closer than before. Just one step away. Harvesting tomatoes implies the dreamer’s hard works and efforts will be rewarded.

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In the evening after I came out from a bath, I noticed two missed calls from my dad on my cell phone. Same as usual, I prayed my family spirits for their support so that we would have a good conversation. Then I took my courage and called him.

My dad picked up the phone. Right after he heard my voice, his voice was risen with joy. On our last phone conversation on July 2^nd, we ended up arguing about the different opinions about inheritance procedure and my mom’s funeral and ceremonies. However, he seemed to have completely forgotten about that. He sounded purely happy to hear my voice.

I mentioned about my husband’s got laid-off. And I asked my dad to share my mom’s inheritance. My dad was not surprised to hear about the laid-off, and he didn’t change his stance about the inheritance. He said he would keep it for himself. So far, everything was exactly the same. However, this time, something was changed in me. I didn’t get irrigated with my dad. I finally could accepted the way my dad takes.

After my dad and I had a nice conversation, we hung up the phone comfortably.

It was amazing. The situation itself was not changed at all. But I could change myself, and that led my feeling uplifted. I decided not to take my dad as hostile, instead, I chose to love him.  

Today’s dream: I was with my family spirits. I started having some sickness symptoms such as a high fever, coughs, and runny nose. My body temperature was 37 degrees Celsius (98.6 degrees Fahrenheit). In the physical realm, I seldom have body high temperature. The body temperature of 37 degrees Celsius is abnormally high for me. I started feeling scared because they were the symptoms of Covid-19. All of my family spirits gathered around me and calmly told me not to worry. I am not infected Covid-19. I am not sick. I am totally fine.

Then I woke up. I felt comfortable and refreshed. I knew this dream didn’t warn me, rather, it was to encourage me.

In the awake state, I asked my family spirits what were the messages through this dream. I got their block of thoughts like this.

They know I am feeling about the current situation got laid off being scary. But they want me to fully believe in me and my family spirits. They told me not to focus on only the narrow vision, instead see things around me in the 360 degree range with a wide vision. Then I will see the truth.

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Today was my 19^th day on reading chapter 9 of “The Greatest Miracle In The World” By Og Mandino. Today, the following sentence deeply came into my conscious.

“And fear not as you enter your new life. Every noble acquisition is attended with its risks. He who fears to encounter the one must not expect to obtain the other. Now you know you are a miracle. And there is no fear in a miracle.”

Maybe, it is a message from my family spirits of not to fear this transition. We should be protected by them all the time anyway. We will be fine.

This evening my husband came back shocked. He said he received a bad news from his company. I instantly knew that we would go through an unemployment again. My intuition was right. It was a layoff notice due to the contact reduction from Covid-19. Even though he received the official notice in the morning, he didn’t tell me until he came back home in the evening.

We both were shocked. We already went through an unemployment twice. The first one stayed for 9 months, and the second one stayed for 11 months. During our marriage life for 12 years, this will be our third unemployment. It is too high frequency.

I started feeling huge stress, just the same as I felt during the previous unemployment terms. The symptoms of huge stress that I had tonight were irregular pulse, abnormal thirst, and abnormal frequency of urine during the middle of night.

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Free flow of Focus-12. Since I was deeply shocked with my husband gotten laid-off, I could not go deeper in a meditation state.

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I am very shocked about my husband’s laid off situation. But I also know deep in my soul that this is the spirits’ intervention.

Yesterday while waiting at the car dealer, my husband was talking about his current job. He expressed how much he appreciates his current situation. He appreciates his coworkers and customers and job contents. Right after I heard him saying, I pictured him clinging on to this current job. That means we will stay where we currently live for another several years. That will be great for our normal life. However, I thought to myself. What about our life mission? Wasn’t I guided to Navajoland to become a rainbow bridge to connect Navajo people and Japanese people? Now that I have turned to be 50 years old. It is time for me to seriously think about my life mission. I was surrounded by that kind of thoughts.

Thus, when I heard my husband’s being laid off, I really felt it should be the final call from our related spirits.   

It is really scary to lose our current safe lifestyle. However, we will need to take a leap in order to fulfill our life mission. Once one door shuts, a new door opens. That means, unless we close the current familiar door, a new door never opens up for us.

Today’s dream: I did not fully remember my dream except for only some parts. I was with some other people. I felt comfortable working with them. We were not working for a company, but working together for some same goals. Unlike the situation of working for a company, we didn’t t have any stress or pressure to be standout from other coworkers. We supported each other without any fighting. We all were connected through unconditional love.

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Yesterday morning when we were about to leave for the farm and the orchard and started the engine, we heard a high-pitched squeaky sound from the engine room. It could be due to the worn out drive belt. I made an appointment for an inspection with my car dealer.

Our appointment was 8 a.m. It takes more than 1.5 hour to get there from our house. We left our house before 7 a.m.

At the dealer, although we went through some miscommunication issues, all in all, everything went well. Everybody stayed calm and polite. I think it was the good influence from the new moon. I was born on the new moon day and I like the energy of new moon.

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Free flow of Focus-12.

In my meditation state, one of my personal experiences came back to me as a real vision. It was when I was 27 years old. My boyfriend at that time had a short temper. He got mad for something and put his both hands on my neck and started choking me. I was closed to be killed. On the next second, he stopped doing it. I clearly saw my family spirits jumped into the situation and helped me out from it. My family spirits are originally calm and just watching over me whatever I do. However, on that second, they really needed to intervene the situation. I had many more plans to be done in this lifetime. I could not be killed at that time.

After I saw the vision, I thanked my family spirits for their constant support and love to me. While I was doing that, all of a sudden, I noticed the same love that I constantly received from my parents. My parents were not perfect parents at all, however, they did their best to protect me. Their way of expressing love to me was not what I needed and wanted from them. They are also humans same as me. They were still in their learning process. Nobody was perfect. I need to admit that I was not perfect daughter for them. It was a very important reminder for me.

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Nowadays I have been having good dreams and good mediation experiences. I believe everything is connected. There is no gap or difference between this physical realm and the ether realm. Whatever I experience ahead in the ether realm through my dreams and meditation experiences will come true in the physical realm.

Today’s dream: I was with my brother at my condominium in Japan. We were enjoying having each other as our company. There were no gap or miscommunication between us as in the real life. I really enjoyed talking with him as a brother and a sister. I went to the building entrance hall where the mail boxes were located. I opened my mail box and found a whole bunch of boxes and envelops. They were all the birthday gifts to me from my old friends. One of the friends was my best friend in our high school days. In the real life we don’t have our contact information. I miss her and want to reconnect with her. When I went back to my condominium room, this time my brother’s wife was there waiting for me. In the real life we are not close at all, so I was surprised to see her casually talking to me. I was happy to see her again. My sister-in-law asked me to come with her. She took me to a certain area of the condominium. It was a huge warehouse room. She said all the items in this warehouse room belong to me. I was delighted to see all the items. Among the items, there were a pile of Japanese rice bags. They used to be my favorite brands that I always purchased while I was in Japan. In the real life, I cannot purchase it anymore in my area.

Then I woke up. I felt so comfortable to have had a good time with my brother and sister-in-law.

I thought things might not as bad as I concern. Once some trigger happen to reconnect between them and me, everything might come back to normal, or even much better than now.

I appreciate my family spirits to have guided me to this dream. Now that I know I can shift my emotion toward them from negative feelings to positive feelings. All I need to have at this moment is to have a faith. Everything will go well. Really it will.

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Early in this morning my family and I left for the farm and orchard. The places are located at a 1.5-hour drive away from our house. Due to the influence of Covid-19, there were not many visitors as the previous years. We enjoyed picking up fresh produces.

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Free flow of Focus-12. Today’s meditation was successful one. I felt so calm and relaxed. I felt happy and excited about everything. I felt filled with love. I experienced a huge love. I was in love. I myself was a part of the huge existence. I appreciate my husband and daughter. I appreciate my mom and dad in Japan. I appreciate my brother and sister-in-law and their children. I appreciate my friends. I appreciate my family spirits to have enabled my life in this lifetime and their continuous supports and encouragements.

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Today was my 16^th day on reading chapter 9 of “The Greatest Miracle In The World” By Og Mandino. Today, the following sentence deeply came into my conscious.

“This time the curtain is up. This time the world watches and waits to applaud. This time you will not fail.”

Today’s dream: I was in a huge house. The house had a spacious kitchen. I put a kettle on the gas stove to make hot water. I turned on the stove. On the next scene, I was swimming in the pool. The house had a private indoor pool, next to the kitchen. After I had enough swimming, I went back to the kitchen. I saw the burning fire from the gas stove. The hot water was boiling and ready to serve. Then I woke up.

I know the swimming in dream implies the dreamer had healed in spirit world. The dream interpretation dictionary says watching a gas stove implies the dreamer will have good luck in family and health, and something unexpected and great luck (a huge transition or life pattern change) will come to the dreamer. I look forward to the good luck.

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Today was my 15^th day on reading chapter 9 of “The Greatest Miracle In The World” By Og Mandino. Today, the following sentence deeply came into my conscious.

“You are more than a human being, you are a human becoming.” Cited from The Greatest Miracle In The World By Og Mandino.

I appreciate my soul picks up deeply a certain sentence in this passage. It is great to know I am always being evolving and I am loved by my family spirits. I always feel their existence and constant love to me. I am the happiest and evolving human.

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Tonight I attended the Sunday Service. It was my 7^th attendance. As usual, I was not picked for the spirit communication demonstration, but it is okay. Now that I know my past-away spirits are constantly with me. Since we communicate very well, they don’t have any special messages to me through a stranger medium. I also know my family spirits are humble. They don’t like to get a spotlight in a big group of strangers.

Today, there was one male attendee who was frivolous. Nobody was bothered by his actual voices as his mic was muted by the host, however, we could see he was constantly chatting and laughing with somebody in his room. He even moved around just like playing a video game or pretending a playfully fighting with somebody. It was annoying to see him especially somebody was seriously working on a sermon connecting with spirits. I am just an attendee and don’t have any authority to gently tell him to show his respect to others. I was hoping the host would do so.

At the spiritual communication demonstration, one student selected the man. However, his mic was not active. The host asked him to re-enter to the Zoom page. The man tried twice, but ended in vain. After his second trial, he decided to leave the meeting. He never came back to the meeting.

I guess spirits did this to him as a lesson. Previously, when the same issue happens to somebody, reentering to the meeting always solved the issue, but not today for the frivolous man.

It is always interesting to observe the energy of Sunday Service. The attendees are different and the number of the attendees are always different.