While our recent routine of evening tricycle exercise, my friend shared her experiences with her friend.

She has a friend who live in the same apartment complex as hers. They have been friends for 15 years now. Her friend was diagnosed as dementia and has been treated through medicines for these past three years. Regardless of his doctor raised his medication dose level as the maximum, the symptoms of his dementia has gotten worse every day. My friend does not have any lawful connections with him, but she cannot leave him alone. She has been taking care of him as a friend for free of charge by preparing his meals giving him mediation every morning and evening.

As one of the dementia symptoms, her friend sometimes does not remember his own name nor her name. Sometimes he expresses anger toward her for nothing. But still she doesn’t stop taking care of her friend.

I asked her the reason why she still takes care of him. She said both of her parents passed away 20 years ago. At their last couple of years, they were diagnosed as dementia. I don’t know the details on who took care of them in their last years.

She said she hates the sickness itself, but she never hated them. She said maybe the soul of a person with dementia does not with the body anymore.  

I thought of my dad. He might have dementia even though he would deny. At this moment I don’t like my dad being stingy, stubborn, and self-centered. This might be his original personality not from dementia. I don’t know. All I can do at this moment is try not to hate him.

I attended Sunday service at 8:30 p.m. today’s gathering was a small group. There were only 17 people including the female MC. Toward the end of the demonstration of communication with spirits, the MC asked the audience if anybody wanted to receive a short message from their family spirits. Since this one was a short one, the medium would not describe in details about the message sender. It was just fine with me, so I raised hand.

One female medium received a message for me from somebody who is related to me.

She saw three images. A stuffed animal, healthy green leaves in trees, and a cup of Water. From these images, the medium interpreted the messages for me as follows. My related spirits want me to drink plenty of water, to see plants’ greens in the far distance to recover my eyes’ good health, and to do whatever I liked in my younger days.

These three message resonated with me. Especially for the last one. I felt the sender of this message was from my mom. My favorite things in my childhood was to deal with spirituality on either speaking about spirituality or experiencing it. And that is exactly I have been doing recently. So, yes, this message was a nice way of confirmation that my mom has been supporting me in my working hard on increasing my spiritual awareness and blushing up my spiritual gifts. Thank you mom for encouraging me and supporting me.

I attended the FB live. The originator of holographic breathing received an interview and he shared the mediation with using his method.

This was my second to participate in his event. I like his guided meditation. Even though I didn’t receive any visions or messages through the meditation, I am satisfied as I could get into the deep relaxation mode.

Since last September, my family and I had come closer to one of our neighbor. She would walk her dog. The dog was a small sized dog with fluffy curly hair. He looks like sheep or a teddy bear. He is super cute and friendly. At first we asked her permission to pet her dog and she gave us her permission with a big smile. Since then, we became friends and started chatting often.

Since my husband’s birthday, we started our new evening routine of biking. She borrows an adult sized tricycle from her friend. Her small sized dog can fit in the tricycle’s basket. My daughter rides the tricycle and three of us adults jog or fast-walk with her. This tricycle ride has become our new routine for our chatting and exercising.

Today she said she had something for my daughter. It was a brand new hammock. Our backyard does not have two nice sized trees for a hammock, but we can use it in Navajoland on our next visit.

Now that we are good friends, we will miss her a lot after we move to Navajoland. My daughter had a dream that in the future she will visit us in Navajoland. I hope it will happen for real.

In the morning I had a massage therapy. The massage therapist was slightly older than me. I found her in the internet search. I had her massage therapy in this February after I came back from Japan. She was pretty good. Before the therapy, she asked me the strength of the massage; gentle, medium, or firmer. I requested her to give me firm pressure. I liked her firm pressure.  I was planning to visit her massage therapy every month. But since March, the situation of the Covid-19 had gotten worse so that she closed her office for a while.

Last month I visited her business homepage and noticed she resumed her business from last month.  

Today’s session was her trial massage during the Covid-19, so she took care of only my back. During the service I needed to wear a mask. She stopped the trial month and from the next appointment, she would offer the normal Swedish massage on both front and back of body.

I really liked her massage and made a next appointment on next Friday. My another lab test is coming up on September 21^st. I feel her massage therapy will do well for my health.

I attended my first Mantra class at 9 p.m. It was a very small class with only two students.

The instructor started the class from the prayer as usual, then proceeded to some Mantras.

We started off from learning the alphabet of Sanskrit. We learned how to write and pronounce.

At the latter part of the class, the instructor taught us two Mantras.

I was so excited on learning new language. But to be honest, it was a bit overwhelming.

The instructor started learning Sanskrit after he turned to be 50 years old. It was encouraging as I am the same age as he started learning. I hope I can catch up with this class, and by the end of the class, I will learn and master a lot.

Among all, I sincerely appreciate the instructor for teaching us his valuable knowledge. I am so thankful my family spirits for guiding me to his school. It was the right timing for me to start leaning a lot from him at this school.

I attended my first Awareness Basic class at 5 p.m. the instructor told us this class has 7 students.

In the meditation, I met my guide spirit. I saw white light and in the light I saw an elder man figure. He was curvy and his energy was gentle and calm.

He gave me golden light. The light changed into a baby while bird. He gave me wings to fly up in the sky. The wings symbolized as being light and higher vibration. With these wings I can fly anywhere I want, just like I can do in the spirit world. The baby white bird also symbolized as myself. I am now free. I don’t have any heavy energies attached to me anymore. I am released from anything tied with me. I am free and light. I can go anywhere I want. I can do anything I want.   

I asked my guide spirit the message on what I should do to brush up my spiritual awareness. He said I can just observe the baby white bird. Keep being excited. Keep being pure. Keep enjoying the path of the spiritual awareness. It was a nice gift and message. I thanked my guide spirit and came back to my physical body.

Then we proceeded to the study through the textbook. In order to become a good medium, we need to stay being pure and clean in our energy. In order to do so, meditation is a must. We should keep staying as humble.

At the last of the class, we did some actual practices of psychometry. The first and the second practice were to read the energy of the color of a colored pencil. I was wrong for both practices. I saw the opposite colors of the answer.

The third practice was to read the energy of a picture.

I felt blue sky, white clouds, ocean, yacht, smile, fun, and good memories. The answer was a green mandala drawn by the instructor’s friend.

In today’s practices, I might be seeing the color as the opposite color. The instructor said there are some people like me to see the opposite colors.

My daughter got dry skin symptom in her neck, back of elbows, back of knees, and around shoulders. It was definitely from Navajoland. We applied some eczema cream of the over the counter, but it did not completely clear up the itchiness and dryness.

I called the clinic in the morning. The clinic could set up the online checkup with a doctor just one hour after I called. I was amazed. This is one of the benefits from Covid-19. We didn’t need to go to the clinic. We could see the doctor through the Bluejean app and talked with her through the video chat.

The doctor prescribed one ointment for her. The ointment is not an over-the-counter medicine, so we cannot buy it from a store. It is only for an RX order. This ointment worked great. Just one application cleared up her itchiness and dryness. I am thankful for arranging the doctor and the right ointment for her quickly.

I attended my first Trance class at 9 p.m. there were 8 people in the class; 7 students and the instructor.

We heard the instructor’s mantra to the sacred mother. While listening his mantra, I saw a vision. It started from the darkness, then red flame came in. the red flame changed into blue and finally white.

We proceeded to the instructor’s guided meditation. When I met my guide spirit, I received a young okura baby plant. I asked my guide spirit the message for me to be able to do the inspirational talk. He told me like this.

Same as this okura plant, first I need to grow my root. Let the root grow and spread deep in the ground. This strong root will help me to stand firmly no matter what happens outside. Once the root has fastened firmly in the ground, then, grow my leaves and stem high up in the sky. I will receive enough blessings through the leaves. I thanked my guide spirit. It was a nice gift.

Then we proceeded to the instructor’s lecture. He said mediation and inspirational speech are similar but the biggest difference is meditation is to get a message for ourselves, while inspirational speech is to convey a message for many others through spirits. In order for spirits to speak through us, first we need to improve our physical body. We need to have strong and healthy veins and nerve systems, especially in the brain area. We should pay attention to the triglyceride value for our safety. When the instructor started practicing inspirational speech, he had suffered from headache for five years or so. He strongly recommended the people who want to be an inspirational speaker to stay away from alcohol and cigarettes. We should constantly check about our ego for not growing too big. We need to maintain good health physically and mentally.

While the instructor was in the mediumship school in England, his teacher used to check the students energy while doing an inspirational speech. When spirits come in strongly, the speaker will feel heat in the back of the neck. Or just looking at the speaker’s energy, his teacher would know if the speaker was actually becoming a pure conduit for spirits or not.

During spirits come in, some people lose the control of muscle while others keep their mouth open and start drooling. Often speakers speak with their hands moving. He personally knows one mediums who rolled his eyes back. Some people reported their heartbeat got faster and felt like something is pressing their hearts. Some people can speak foreign language even though they don’t know in the real life.

We proceeded to two actual practice. The first topic was about “possibility and impossibility.”  

My family spirits conveyed the message as follows.

Everything is possible when we strongly desire to accomplish something. However, in this Earth, everything is done as a team. When we decide to start doing something, in order to make it possible, all the team members have to be ready. In other words, if even one person is not ready, we have to wait for the person to get ready. Spirits can interfere by working on the person who is not ready. Once the person gets ready, it finally comes to the right time to make it possible. So, it is all taking about the right timing and everybody’s getting ready.  

The second topic was about “the world after the Covid-19 is settled down.” One female student was chosen to speak and started conveying the message. Her way of speaking was obviously changed into somebody else. It sounded like a woman who was living in Heian Era, 1200 years ago. She was crying and looked like feeling sad while conveying the message. At the end of the class, the instructor told her she was not ready for this class yet. Since she let the lower vibrational spirits and conveyed negative messages, it can be dangerous for her if she keeps allowing the spirits using her physical body. She agreed with the instructor.

My family spirits and I were ready to speak, but unfortunately the instructor forgot about us. I was little disappointed about it. At the ending of the class, the instructor asked each one of us the feedback of the class. So I mentioned him about it. He apologized for forgetting about us. I still don’t know why we were forgotten. Am I still not ready for him to attend this class? If so at this moment, I guess I should accept the current situation. Maybe I am still invisible for him. I will take this as a lesson for myself. As I practice more and meditate more, I will be shining in aura brighter than now. Eventually he won’t be able to forget us as my energy will be too strong to be forgotten.  

Today’s dream: I was with my family; my husband and our daughter. In front of us, there was a tall building. All of a sudden, a big earthquake or something happened and the tall building was collapsed. We saw many people fell down from the higher floors and dead on the ground. We were safe. We didn’t get injured or anything. Now we wondered what we could do to help those people who were still alive. Then I woke up.

I looked up the meaning of my dream. Watching the tall building collapsed brings some messages.

The first message was that the dreamer’s desire or goal might be too high to make it happen at this moment. So this dream came to advice the dreamer to rethink and replan of the goal in the realistic level.

The second message is that the dreamer will go through a drastic change in the environment or situation, and thus the current way of living will be changed into something new. In my dream, my family and I were safe, so that it suggests we will be fine when going through the drastic change.

These messages from this morning’s dream made sense to me regarding our moving to Navajoland.

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I received an email from the inheritance accountant. The Agreement package that I sent out on August 22^nd was finally delivered to his office. It took for the post office more than two weeks to deliver it. But that is okay as long as it was delivered safely. He made an appointment with my dad on September 10^th. He will deliver this Agreement and explain my situation on why I was reluctant to sign the Agreement and why I changed my mind on signing the Agreement. I hope he will do the great job on his side and my dad will listen carefully and understand what he conveys. From here, it is my family spirits’ hands. I just trust them and keep visualize everything will go very well between my dad and me for our better understanding for the future. I want to visit him once Covid-19 is settle down. Possibly the earliest opportunity will be next spring or after. By then, I really want to make peace with him and enjoy our visit in Japan.