I went to pick up the meal packet with my daughter. On Fridays, the school now delivers the weekend meal packet containing of breakfast and lunch for Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.

Today the bus driver informed me that the school decided to keep delivering the meal packet until the end of June.

Pandemic EBT(P-EBT), as introduced in H.R. 6201, the Families First Coronavirus Response Act(link is external), provides assistance to households with children who are eligible for free or reduced-price school meals, while schools are out of session due to the COVID-19 pandemic. For three months, she will receive $315. I appreciate our local community and government for their kind support.

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Nowadays I often think of my old friend. We were close friends in our university days. She used to live in an apartment with her other three sisters. I often visited her room and had a sleep-over at her place. Her hometown was northern part of Hyogo Prefecture. I often visited her hometown with her. There, her parents and her maternal grandma heartwarmingly welcomed me. I felt as if I were one of their own family member. Her name is Rie Nakai. She married to a monk in Himeji. I visited their temple once, and stayed one night in their house. It was the last time that I talked to her. Since then, I lost contact with her. I had searched her in Facebook, but could not find her because I don’t remember her new family name. I really wish I will be reconnected with her soon.

My daughter’s school has been closed due to Covid-19. The school has provided 8-weeks assignments to students. They will use the assignment participation as a tool of their grading scale to decide if the student will proceed to the upper grade or not.

I have been supportive for my daughter to finish the assignments. Today she submitted the last assignment packet. She has completed for the 4^th grade.

In these past 8 weeks, my daughter and I have been done pretty good on studying. We focus on studying from 8 a.m. to 3 p.m. In this time frame, we didn’t just only study. We also incorporated other fun study such as art crafting, cooking, cleaning, and exercising. We have done very well. We have started thinking that we will be able to manage a home-schooling option, if my daughter wishes for the future.

I watched the TV program of fortune telling. One fortune teller introduced some fortune telling regarding a mole. According to him, all the moles in the back of an ear have good lucks, and especially a mole in the back of earlobe was the luckiest of all. The owner will be blessed with great luck in business, financial, and love.

I asked my daughter to check the back of my ear. She found one mole in the back of left edge in my ear. I didn’t notice this mole and I was happy that I have one.

I checked my daughter’s ear. She has one mole in the back of her left earlobe. I was very happy to find she has the luckiest one. I want her to be successful in her future career, love, health, and life.  

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Today’s dream: My brother called me on the phone. Before I picked up the phone, I thought it might be an announcement of my dad’s departure. But my guess was wrong. My brother wanted to have some ideas of the passwords of my dad’s computers. I told my brother he asked me the wrong person. Why should I know? I had no idea about it. Then his voice tone changed into that of irritation and anger. He said some cussing words to me and hung up the phone.

Then, on the next scenery, I was with my dad at his house in Japan.  He had several visitors. Everybody was trying to take care of my dad. However, since this was in the dream world, I could see through their true intentions. They all wanted to take money out from my dad.

Then I woke up.

I thought this dream indicated that my dad would live longer than we thought and that he would spend lots of money while he was alive. So, this dream implied my dad would not leave my brother and me a big fortune as his inheritance.

I finished reading the book Theta Healing: Introducing an Extraordinary Energy Healing Modality written by Vianna Stibal.

This book was a thick book with 609 pages. Full of information. It is similar to the method of hemi sync gateway guided by Robert Monroe. It leads our conscious body to the upper dimension. When it comes to the diagnosis for a patient, we use our conscious body to enter the patient’s body and witness any unharmonized parts, then command to fix the issue. All we can do is command and witness. The healing part is done by Creator.   

I want to go to the actual class with her someday.

I went to the grocery store in the morning. It has been at least two weeks for me to go to the store. I was amazed to see many cars driving on the road. In the store too, there were many people. Previously I hardly saw any children customers, but today, there were a quite a few.

Our local county revised the stay home order until May 15^th. Salons/barbershops already reopened since May 8^th, and restaurants already reopened for their dine-in services since May 11^th. Today’s new revision says that pools, spas, and gyms may reopen from May 13^th.

My Japanese friend told me her children will go back to school from June 1^st, unless any other changes.

I am glad everything is gradually getting back to normal.

My husband and I started jogging in the evening. I have always wanted to do this, but I could not keep doing it by myself. My husband was willing to support me.

Today was our first challenge. We jogged 1.4 mike (2.3 km). My husband could job through, but I walked from time to time. Our time was 15 minutes. Tomorrow I set my goal as less than 14 minutes without walking. I still need to practice for my lungs to get used to it.

I felt really good for running. I released a good amount of sweat.

I talked with my life-long friend on the phone. It is always good to talk with her.

I had left some distance from her since my last visit in Japan in March 2019. I have the specific reason that I started keeping distance from her. I had avoided talking her about the reason. Recently I had a strong urge that I should talk to her about my honest feeling.

Right before I started talking with her, I had a prayer about our friendship. She means a lot to me, and I don’t want to lose her. I don’t want to stay being this kind of little bit distanced friendship.

I had a solid confidence that I will be able to make peace and reconnect with her if I talk to her from my sincere heart. The solid confidence came from my personal experience with my husband. My husband and I have built our good relationship through our well-communication.

Our talk went well. After I opened up and talked my honest feeling, she did so to me. We found out there were misunderstandings due to our lack of communication. We made promises that from now on, instead of not talking about it, we will talk from our honest feeling and have good communication.

I am glad that our friendship and trust were rebuilt again.     

This evening I had my second aura cleansing session from the Japanese female healer.

Today I focused on my cleaning my aura field around my physical body.

In my dream of this morning, I witnessed a man. When he was about to ride a car, he hit his head on the asphalted street very hard. His skull was cracked open. I saw a whole bunch of blood came out from his head.

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Then I woke up. I know this dream brought me a good message regardless of grotesque appearance. Something will turn out to be a wonderful reborn situation.

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Tonight we had a bright full moon. It was a Scorpio Super full moon. I prayed for releasing my unnecessary energies from my energy field. It is good to re-start something we had given up. I focused on my spiritual work in Navajoland; the healing retreat tour with Japanese customers.

In my dream of this morning, my family and I all happily ate delicious hot sandwich. After the breakfast I left for somewhere. My destination was a funeral for myself. I was not sad for my death. Rather, I was happy for my death and funeral. Even I was still in my dream state, I knew these two dreams were good messages for me.

After I woke up, I looked up the meanings of my dreams. My own funeral indicates a good luck in a new beginning in career. Eating delicious breakfast also indicates good luck in human relationship and energy.

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I received two more emails from my macrobiotic teacher.

The first one is the advice from the perspective of Theory of Yin-Yang and the Five Elements. And the second one is her personal focusing on how I got diabetes.

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The first advice was like this.

In my case, it sounds to her my root cause is not in my pancreas itself. Rather, I should focus on Gold in Theory of the Five Elements, which include lung, colon, lymph, ankles, and lower back. Also, I should pay attention to kidney and bones.

I should keep continuing on in-taking dietary fiber in order to burn fat. Mushroom will be one of the recommended food for me.

–> I will start send my attention and love to the above organs and body parts. I hope I will be able to communicate with them to support its healing.

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The second advice was like this.

My body will eventually accept the sadness of miscarriage. Then my body will start taking steps to completely heal itself. Please fully trust my body. My body has ability to heal itself. All I can do every day is to communicate with my body. Listen to my body and let them lead. Sometimes I might crave certain foods. It might be the food my body needs. Don’t let my knowledge judge the food as good or bad. Don’t worry about the temporary craving for a certain food, as the craving will be for a short term. Keep the faith my body is strong and smart enough to heal itself.