The road to become a house owner (1) 12/3/2020

At the end of last month, one of our neighbor friends moved out. They are an old couple with two dogs. They were renting the house and planning to buy it from the owner. However, last summer, the man argued with his next door neighbor. They ended up with actual punching fighting, even though they are both in their 70s. He never told me the reason why they got fight, but as far as my intuition concerns, the bad guy is his next door neighbor. With the fight, the old couple gave up on buying the current house and decided move out from this area.

On their last day, they showed us their moving house. Their house was slightly smaller than our current house, but I knew they had invested a lot to the house, because they were planning to buy it. They put gravel on both of front and back yards, decorated them very nicely, and planted trees here and there. They replaced the roof. They put shelves throughout the indoor house and the garage. With their many investments, the house looks much better than before.

Their house owner decided to stop renting it and to put it in the market. The list price was reasonable.

We also met a realtor for their house. We could have made an offer to buy this house, but my family and I are still reluctant of moving. We decided to ask our realtor if the house owner of our currently living wants to sell his house to us or not.

The road to become a house owner seems to be long.   

My daughter’s birthday 12/2/2020

It was my daughter’s birthday. We woke up in a hotel room. We noticed our clothes and hair had a cigarette odor from the suite room.

We went back to our original room. Our next door guests were quiet. They finally fell asleep, I guess.

We went to the outdoor swimming pool and enjoyed the vacation time in the morning.

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We checked out the hotel and came back home before noon.

Right after we unloaded our staff, the entrance doorbell rang. It was our friend. She was holding a birthday balloon and a gift bag. It was a nice surprise.

I am glad my daughter had a nice birthday today. I really appreciate my daughter to have come to me in my life.  

Second hotel-stay vacation 12/1/2020

In the afternoon we went to the hotel to cerebrate my daughter’s birthday. It was the same hotel where we stayed in last month. We like this hotel for their heated outdoor swimming pool and Jacuzzi.

We enjoyed swimming in the late afternoon. We had a nice dinner with the hotel’s complimentary red wine. Everything went well. It was a nice day to relax.

We went to bed at 9 p.m. After the good exercise from swimming, we fell asleep right away. However our peaceful sleep was suddenly disrupted. The hotel guests in our next room came back around 11 p.m. They were so loud. They sounded like a family of five; parents with three young kids. They started taking a bath with a jet. They took their time for long. The loud sound of the in-room jet bath in the middle of night was so disturbing. After their long bath, the parents started arguing. Their voice got louder and louder to the point where they yelled each other with cussing words. They even yelled to their kids.

We patiently waited for them to sleep, but their fight continued until 3 a.m. we could not sleep at all. Finally I asked my husband to call the front desk. He asked the front desk to give us a replacement room, but the front desk man said there was no vacant room available. He visited to the next door and warned the loud fighting parents to keep it down for other guests. After the front desk man left, the couple kept their voice low for about five minutes. Then they started getting louder and louder. It sounded they started punching each other or something. I heard lots of thuds, banging sounds, and screams. Then, to my surprise, they started taking a jet bath again. It was after 3:30 a.m.

This time I grabbed the phone and called the front desk. I told everything and asked for a replacement room in other building. The front desk man finally prepared another room and we moved. It was a room next to the swimming pool. The room was a luxurious suite room with a kitchen and a huge Jacuzzi in the room. The room had one big issue though. The strong cigarette odor. The front desk man said this room is a non-smoking room, but many hotel guests had smoked inside the room. It is understandable because this room is a party room. I can easily imagine the hotel guests gathered up in a huge Jacuzzi, with drinking alcohol and smoking cigarettes.

We could finally sleep right before 4 a.m. It was a long and awful night.  

Received a new Job offer 11/30/2020

Today started with a good news. In the morning my husband received a new job offer. The pay rate is much better than his previous job. And the great thing for us is the new workplace was the same place as the previous one.

In these unemployment duration, my husband went through almost 10 job interviews so far. One company owner was a real jerk. The other interviewer was honest enough to tell my husband that he was not qualified for the job position. I appreciate the interviewer to be honest so that my husband could move forward. He went through lots of ups and downs during the job hunting process.

At this moment he has been dealing with three job opportunities at the same time. The two job opportunities are located to northeastern area where is close to Navajoland. Once he receives the job offer from one of these two, we will have to move to the new area in next State. The last job opportunity is the same area as the previous workplace. All these three job opportunities didn’t disclose the pay rate during the job interview process. We want to know at least the other two job opportunities’ work conditions.    

Sunday Service in San Francisco 11/29/2020

Today I chose the topic of “willingly doing; 快くやる” as my practice of trance talk. The message I received was like this.

Since we as a soul with a physical body are granted the rights of free will, everything leaves up to our willingness. In case we are not willing to do something, our guide spirits sense our willingness and they don’t fully support it. On the other hand, in case we are willing to do something, our guide spirits also are happy to support us for the process. Also that will attract other humans to join you and support you for it.

When we do something willingly, our vibration level is raised and our soul is surrounded by all the positive energies such as joy, happiness, and excitements. As the law of attraction, positive energy attracts further positive energy.    

***

At 3 p.m., I attended the online Sunday service presented by the church in San Francisco. There were 30 attendees. The program contained the opening prayer, distance healing, and the demonstration of spiritual communication. There were two mediums to perform the demonstration. The first medium was the Japanese woman whom I know from the Japanese mediumship classes. Before the demonstration started, I asked my family spirits to get her attention so that she would convey some messages to me from my family spirits.

She kept on reading other people’s energy. I was not chosen. At the last demonstration, she mentioned a boy came in. She said the boy was never born to the physical world. When I heard this, I thought she chose me reading the energy of my son-in-spirit. My body reacted. I started shedding lots of tears, my body got extremely hot and sweaty, covered by goosebumps. I raised my hand, but she didn’t notice me. Two other people unmuted themselves and started talking. I was too shy to unmute myself. The medium conveyed the message from the baby boy. He was encouraging to publish a book. I thought the message was definitely for me. I felt sad that I was not brave enough to unmute myself. I was sad that I could not hear more message from my son-in-spirit through the medium.

***

Later on at night I did the guided meditation to see my guide spirits.

I asked them what I need to know at this moment. They told me that I can connect and communicate with them directly, so that I don’t need to attend Sunday Service for the spirit communication demonstration. I should believe in everything I feel. Everything I feel is always correct. I am gifted to accurately communicate with my guide spirits. I thanked my family spirits. That makes sense. I should not depend on others to listen to my family spirits. I can communicate with them directly. I should believe in my spiritual gift.

Aura class 11/28/2020

Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync, Getting to know your team. This guided mediation guided me to meet my five guide spirits.

The first guide spirit is my main one who stays with me from my birth to my last day. I felt the tingling sensation and the strong energy on my right. I felt male energy. I felt his energy as very strong in both mentally and physically. I felt he always shows up as a well-built strong bodied male figure.

The second guide spirit had female energy. I felt her on my left. Her energy is gentle and broad-minded and accepts me as who I truly am. Her big love and kindness gave me tears. She gives me the ability of empath. Thus, the first guide spirit is my father figure while the second guide spirit is my mother figure.

The third guide spirit had male energy. He helps me for my career. He gives me strength and willingness to improve the current status and go forward. He always supports me to maintain the high vibration. His today’s message for me was “don’t be afraid of a change. A change is a must to move forward.” He also told me he will support us for our moving. He said enjoy every step on this life transitioning process. 

The forth guide spirit had also male energy. I felt it on my right. He helps me not to get influenced by any negative energies. He carries a light sword and cuts off unnecessary attachment in my aura field. Also he keeps an eye on my aura field. In case of any tear, he nudges me to take care of it. He told me I have been doing great on taking care of my energy field and keep my good work.

As for the fifth guide spirits, I felt they were my ancestors. My son-in-spirit, my mom, and my maternal grandpa and grandma. I felt their happy energies. I pictured they were staying together as a family and enjoy watching over me.

***

From 6 p.m. to 8 p.m., I attended the workshop about aura. There were six students attended. The instructor was a woman who is probably slightly older than I. It was my first time to have her class. She was friendly and casual.

The class started off with a 10-minutes meditation. The meditation was about a lotus flower, and the flower gave off seven pastels with seven chakra colored energy.

The first practice was to feel our aura color. The instructor showed us nine envelopes. She said each envelope included different colored paper. We were told to imagine our main aura color and pick one envelope. At this moment we saw only the outside of the envelopes and didn’t know what colored paper was included in each envelope. I was attracted to the number-2 envelope. Later on, I found out the color I chose was blue.

39 Then we paired with other classmate and read the partner’s aura color. I saw a statue above her head. The statue looked like the Virgin Mary. It was tall and her dress spread long and wide onto her head. As for her aura color, a white light line was emitting from her body to outside. When Sato-san read my aura energy, she sensed light blue and yellow.

When my second partner read my energy, blue came to her strongly. She felt my personality as calm and objective. Then yellow and white energy came. My aura spread wide, especially around my head. Green energy came too, so she felt me as well-balanced and peaceful. Also, orange energy came as the energy of creative and artistic. When I read her energy, I saw a vision of a water fall. The white bright light is falling down onto her head.

Next practice was to read the energy of two stones. When I read the energy of the first stone, I felt the mountain area where a large temperature gap between the highest is and the lowest of the day. The answer was the beach close to the Nagoya airport. When I read the energy of the second stone, I felt the ocean where the climate is mild and a small temperature gap between the highest and the lowest. The answer was the healing place of the mediumship school in England.

Next practice was an auric reading. I worked with my third partner. I felt she has warm and kind energy. I felt she constantly support and help people in some trouble or in need of help. I felt the energy of a young boy. She confirmed that she used to be an educator and help people. She also confirmed she loves her young nephew. When she read my energy, she felt something yellow and round. I could not think what this was. Then she read “going for a walk,” “singing,” and “cooking.” I told her she read my energy accurately. I go for a walk three times a day, I sing along my made-up songs all the times, and I cook three meals for my family and me.

With my fourth partner, we had a good time. I had a strong feeling that I have known her for a long time. We shared the same life in ancient African tribe and some Native American tribes. We always worked together as a shaman, a medicine woman, and a healer.

The last practice was to read the energy of the instructor. I felt she loves to collect small items. She confirmed her hobby is to collect small decorative dolls and items. I also felt a young aged girl. She does not have any small girl in her immediate family, but she was told by other medium about the same thing.

I enjoyed this class with lots of actual reading practices.

The first guide spirit is my main one who stays with me from my birth to my last day. I felt the tingling sensation and the strong energy on my right. I felt male energy. I felt his energy as very strong in both mentally and physically. I felt he always shows up as a well-built strong bodied male figure.

The second guide spirit had female energy. I felt her on my left. Her energy is gentle and broad-minded and accepts me as who I truly am. Her big love and kindness gave me tears. She gives me the ability of empath. Thus, the first guide spirit is my father figure while the second guide spirit is my mother figure.

The third guide spirit had male energy. He helps me for my career. He gives me strength and willingness to improve the current status and go forward. He always supports me to maintain the high vibration. His today’s message for me was “don’t be afraid of a change. A change is a must to move forward.” He also told me he will support us for our moving. He said enjoy every step on this life transitioning process. 

The forth guide spirit had also male energy. I felt it on my right. He helps me not to get influenced by any negative energies. He carries a light sword and cuts off unnecessary attachment in my aura field. Also he keeps an eye on my aura field. In case of any tear, he nudges me to take care of it. He told me I have been doing great on taking care of my energy field and keep my good work.

As for the fifth guide spirits, I felt they were my ancestors. My son-in-spirit, my mom, and my maternal grandpa and grandma. I felt their happy energies. I pictured they were staying together as a family and enjoy watching over me.

***

From 6 p.m. to 8 p.m., I attended the workshop about aura. There were six students attended. The instructor was a woman who is probably slightly older than I. It was my first time to have her class. She was friendly and casual.

The class started off with a 10-minutes meditation. The meditation was about a lotus flower, and the flower gave off seven pastels with seven chakra colored energy.

The first practice was to feel our aura color. The instructor showed us nine envelopes. She said each envelope included different colored paper. We were told to imagine our main aura color and pick one envelope. At this moment we saw only the outside of the envelopes and didn’t know what colored paper was included in each envelope. I was attracted to the number-2 envelope. Later on, I found out the color I chose was blue.

39 Then we paired with other classmate and read the partner’s aura color. I saw a statue above her head. The statue looked like the Virgin Mary. It was tall and her dress spread long and wide onto her head. As for her aura color, a white light line was emitting from her body to outside. When Sato-san read my aura energy, she sensed light blue and yellow.

When my second partner read my energy, blue came to her strongly. She felt my personality as calm and objective. Then yellow and white energy came. My aura spread wide, especially around my head. Green energy came too, so she felt me as well-balanced and peaceful. Also, orange energy came as the energy of creative and artistic. When I read her energy, I saw a vision of a water fall. The white bright light is falling down onto her head.

Next practice was to read the energy of two stones. When I read the energy of the first stone, I felt the mountain area where a large temperature gap between the highest is and the lowest of the day. The answer was the beach close to the Nagoya airport. When I read the energy of the second stone, I felt the ocean where the climate is mild and a small temperature gap between the highest and the lowest. The answer was the healing place of the mediumship school in England.

Next practice was an auric reading. I worked with my third partner. I felt she has warm and kind energy. I felt she constantly support and help people in some trouble or in need of help. I felt the energy of a young boy. She confirmed that she used to be an educator and help people. She also confirmed she loves her young nephew. When she read my energy, she felt something yellow and round. I could not think what this was. Then she read “going for a walk,” “singing,” and “cooking.” I told her she read my energy accurately. I go for a walk three times a day, I sing along my made-up songs all the times, and I cook three meals for my family and me.

With my fourth partner, we had a good time. I had a strong feeling that I have known her for a long time. We shared the same life in ancient African tribe and some Native American tribes. We always worked together as a shaman, a medicine woman, and a healer.

The last practice was to read the energy of the instructor. I felt she loves to collect small items. She confirmed her hobby is to collect small decorative dolls and items. I also felt a young aged girl. She does not have any small girl in her immediate family, but she was told by other medium about the same thing.

I enjoyed this class with lots of actual reading practices.

Getting ready for Christmas 11/27/2020

Today was Black Friday. I purchased Hemi Sync products. Mediumship series and out-of-body experience (OBE) series. I am looking forward to working with these new meditation programs.

This morning my family and I took out the Christmas tree from the garage. We decorated it. Now we are ready for Christmas Day.

***

I saw one sad news. Due to increasing the number of infected Covid-19 patients, Los Angeles County has issued a new COVID-19 pandemic order that prohibits most gatherings and discourages most crowds. This Safer at Home Order from November 30st to December 20th is not strict as that of this March, but it still affects lots of people’s holiday plan and businesses.

***

Today I chose the topic of “ocean and mountain; 海山” as my practice of trance talk. The message I received was like this. Flexibility

Ocean teaches us about its flexibility by showing us the variety of aspects. Some think of ocean as a representative of peacefulness, quietness, and stillness with the color as light blue. In this case they see the surface of ocean. Others think in the opposite way. They see the bottom of the ocean and think it as a representative of the harshness, dreadfulness, and unknown area, with the color of blackish dark blue.

On the other hand, mountains teach us about their immobility and firmness.   

Mountains and ocean teach us that we need to adjust ourselves depending on the situations. Sometimes we need to stand firmly on our decisions just like a mountain, and other times we need to adjust ourselves flexible with others just like ocean.

Thanksgiving Day 11/26/2020

Today was Thanksgiving Day. The first message I saw in the early morning was the heartwarming message from my friend wishing us a Happy Blessed Thanksgiving.

I cooked roasted turkey along with mushed potatoes. I also cooked rolled sushi with cucumber, parsley and avocado. And always, miso soup and Nukaduke vegetables.

It was nice to greet “Happy Thanksgiving!” to one another whenever we passed by our neighbors and unknown people

***

Today I chose the topic of “sympathy; 同情” as my practice of trance talk. The message I received was like this.

Expressing sympathy to someone can be either helpful or harmful, depending on how you put it. A good sympathy cannot be sent when you lower your vibration to the same level where someone is already struggling in the challenging situation.

When you face somebody who is in the middle of challenging situation, it is important to know where your mind state is located. If you notice your mind state is located in lower realm, you should first work on yourself to raise your vibration. If you try to help someone from your lower vibration, the person will grab onto you and pull you down. Thus, the both parties will end up drowning in the heavy vibrational realm, it is like the bottomless swamp.

In order to encourage someone, it is important for you to stay in the high vibrational realm. In this state, your family spirits can support you advising the best way to help the drowning person is.