This morning for some reasons I was craving coffee and a donut. My family agreed to go to the local gas station to get them. We purchased a cup of coffee and a donut for breakfast.

It tasted so good and I enjoyed the breakfast. The joy didn’t last long, though. I started suffering from the smell of coffee in my mouth.

I thought about my habit of having coffee. Previously I had coffee every morning and afternoon. Especially while I was in Japan, I used to have many cups of coffee every day. Recalling back of those days, I don’t think I enjoyed having coffee. I had coffee as part of my habit and routine.

I recall the reason why I stopped having coffee. In May 2017, my acupuncturist, from her diagnosis on my tongue, recommended me to stop having coffee. I didn’t argue with her, because deep inside of me, I knew coffee was not good my health. So, followed the acupuncturist’s advice, I had cut off my daily habit of having coffee since May 2017.

So, my experience of this morning turned out to be good. It confirmed me that having coffee is not good my health. I won’t have coffee anymore.

Please don’t get me wrong. I am not arguing with coffee lovers. Coffee is considered as beneficial for some people’s health. It just doesn’t serve well for me. I still love the fragrance of coffee, but my body cannot digest coffee like many other people.

Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Exploring Other Lives. I tried this guided meditation several times before, but I could not see much. Today’s meditation however went very well.

At the first scene, I saw a young girl in a buckskin dress. I was outside with my other tribal people. It was autumn evening. I was preparing dinner with my sisters and friends. It was calm and peaceful. In this lifetime, I had devoted most of my time for being an apprentice to become a medicine woman. I learned about medicine herbs and how to use them. I was respected by my tribal people and that made me happy. I was skinny as I didn’t eat to full. I always ate the minimum amount of food.

At the second scene, I was about 18 years old. I was outside. It was winter and all the ground was completely covered by snow. I needed to go far away in order to find the right herbal plant for one of my tribal members. I walked a lot and finally found the right plant. I walked back to my village, I saw my tribal people were all killed. After the tragic event, I lost my memories and had lived several years like a dead person.

At the last scene was my last moment of the life. My husband was a rich Caucasian. I had lived to a very old age. I was in my bed in our luxurious house. I was surrounded by my husband and my children, and grandchildren. My soul departed my physical body peacefully. At the last moment, I was so happy to see my family spirits and tribal people again in the spirit world.

The meditation guide asked me my name in the past life. — I felt their native language meaning of “blue sky” but I could not hear exactly. In Lakota, blue is tho and sky is mahpiya, according to the internet dictionary.

The meditation guide asked the year I passed away. I felt 1686.

The meditation guide asked me the lesson that I learned in this life. — In life, we will experience many different events. I should not focus on just one event even though it was a soul imprinted heavy tragedy. I experienced a very tough event, but I was never alone. My family spirits were always there with me and sent me a whole bunch of support and love through the live persons around me.   

At the end of this past life journey, the meditation guide asked me how I can fully utilize the lesson that I learned in the past life. – I felt the most important teaching I can utilize in this lifetime is to live my life fully. My life has not ended yet. I have 30-40 years more to go. I cannot judge my life at this moment, because I am still in the process of creating my life. I should keep living through to my last day. I will experience a variety of events to come. I should not focus on just a single event. Every event is connected to one another. After a tough event, we can feel the happiness even stronger than before. A tough event makes us learn and become wise. I should not judge my life yet, instead, enjoy every moment and cherish all the events and experiences. I will be fine no matter what.    

In these past several days, I had watched the Intuition and Remote Viewing class. This company offers a series of four introductory classes for free of charge. The owner of the company is the instructor of the class. The classes are informative and helpful. In her second class, she shares her mantra while remote-viewing and explaining what you see.

The mantra is

“Describe, don’t identify”. —Cited from her class mentioned above.

She encourages students to use terms other than nouns.

This mantra is very helpful for me that I can incorporate the technique in my mediumship practice.

In the actual practices at the mediumship school classes, I mentioned a certain noun for what I saw in my third eye. From now on, I should change my way of explaining of what I see in my third eye, by describing rather than saying it as a certain noun.   

On my last visit to Japan, I brought back a powdered bacillus subtilis natto. Today I finally used the natto starter to make my first homemade natto.

I added enough amount of bacillus subtilis natto to boiled soy beans. I let it fermented with the help of a yogurt maker.

After 24 hours. I saw no sign of fermentation. I let it sit in the yogurt maker for another 24 hours, still no sign.

My fist homemade natto didn’t turn out well. I ended up eating just an aged boiled soy beans.

Next time I will steam soy beans instead of being boiled. Hopefully it will turn out well on my second trial.

Today’s meditation. I did the guided meditation to see my guide spirits. My guide spirits gave me a feeling of being proud. It is a feeling of proud for all of us for our strong bond and commitment. For my guide spirits, they are proud of their support to me. They constantly support me and watch over me. For me, I am proud of my constantly acknowledging my family spirits’ supports and listening to their advice. I admit in my younger days I didn’t always listen to them and made mistakes, though.

One question to my family spirits through the guided meditation. “In order for me to shine more in the light, what should I do?” Their answer was like this.

“To get rid of the wounds that I had in my past lives where my loved ones were hurt or killed because of my fame. The similar tragedy won’t happen again. I can become famous again for doing the right things to save and lead many people in their spiritual journey. Although I needed to fight against the ignorant people all by myself, on this life time, I will have many more like-minded souls to fight as a group against the ignorant people, so I won’t be alone. Do not live in the past memory, but move on to the future vision. Remember, I am always with my family spirits and the like-minded souls with their family spirits. we work as a huge group this time.”  

At homeschooling, my daughter had been suffering from the constant errors on the school laptop. The error was obviously from the laptop itself. When the error occurred, I let my daughter to use my personal desktop computer. She could continue her school work in my personal desktop without any errors. However, I cannot let her use my personal computer all the school hours.  

I contacted the support team several times. They thought the error was due to the malfunction of their server. Or, the technical support team people thought it was due to our internet speed being slow. No matter how many times I explained the school laptop was bad and needed to be replaced, but nobody took care of this issue.

I contacted my daughter’s homeroom teacher. Followed by the teacher’s advice, I issued a ticket and requested to replace the laptop to another one. It was August 21^st.

It took them four weeks until somebody finally contacted me and arranged on sending us a replaced laptop. Today, the replaced laptop finally arrived.

My daughter used the replacement laptop. It was obviously much better than the current one. It worked normally. Finally this case was taken care of.

Today’s meditation. I did the guided meditation to see my guide spirit. My guide spirit appeared in a male figure. He was surrounded by bright and sparking light. He was tall, sturdy, and well-built. He gave me a white boomerang. He said this is a symbolic tool. He wants me pay attention of my statements and actions. Whatever I say or do will come back to me. He said to me say and do nice things to others, and they will all come back to me in a nice way. 

I asked a question to my guide spirit what God expects me to do. He said to enjoy every moment in my life.   

I asked my family spirits about my husband’s new job. Recently he received a couple of phone calls regarding the possible job opportunity.

One is to get an IT job position in the military base in Cuba. When I heard about this job position, my intuition gave me a dull gut pain. I didn’t think it would happen, even though my husband is excited to hear from the recruiter more about the job details.

The other one is to get an on-call position on the military base. He had worked as this job position. Again, my intuition didn’t give me happy feeling. We didn’t have comfortable experiences working for this company. This company uses the on-call position worker for their convenience. They canceled on the same day many times. This job position does not come with any benefits.

His former company asked him to come back with the vacant position in Kentucky. My husband was excited about this job position because he will be able to work for the same job content with his previous coworkers. After I did some research about the area, however, I really felt uncomfortable for moving there. I cannot feel my soul to be related to this new area.

With these conditions in my mind, I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Free flow of Focus-12.

I clearly saw the vision of Window Rock. It is located in the capital city of Navajo Nation. I also saw the vision of a flame of a wooden house. It should be our handmade house to be built in Navajoland. I could not get the detailed information about when we should move though.

I received an email from the account. After he talked into my dad, he proposed a compromised plan. It was not exactly what I requested, but at least my dad accepted some of my requests. Since I didn’t want to cause any more arguments with my dad, I decided to accept his compromised plan.

Without the accountant’s help, my family would not been able to come this far. With his support, the inheritance procedure has gotten close to an end.

My family sprits was right. Two days ago, in my dream, my family spirits told me they had been working on this issue and so, I didn’t need to worry about it. I appreciate everybody who were involved in this case and worked on settling down.

There is one more last procedure on October 1^st. I know it will go well and smoothly with my family spirits’ support as always.

I attended my second Mantra class.

I always feel nervous because it is a very small class of only two student. Besides, it is right after the awareness basic class of a 2-hour class and my eyes got dry and tired.

Today we reviewed Sanskrit alphabet and two Mantras.

Regardless of its nervousness, I fully enjoyed the class. I appreciate the instructor to kindly have shared his valuable knowledge with us.

We have three more classes. I don’t want to miss any class. I want to fully focus on learning and enjoy the time spending time with this instructor.