At the afternoon class, the number of the student was reduced to 6. I was the only one beginner student, and the other students were at the advanced level.

(Initiation)

This class also started from the initiation from the instructor. This time, the energy was totally different from that of the morning class. It was more quiet and solemn than the previous one. I smelled a scent of gentle subtle fragrance, similar to a peach fruit. I was surrounded by white light, then the white light changed into gentle rainbow color. The rainbow colored energy started rotating around me and brought me higher just like a crimping up a spiral staircase. It was high vibration. I felt like I was surrounded by the elite unit or top leveled group.

(Meditation)

The class moved to the guided meditation. It was a different guided mediation from that of the morning class. On the way to our final destination, I saw dark blue and purple, and sparkling silver. Up on those color, I saw delicate and faint pink color.

<Gift from my guide spirit> I saw my guide spirit. She was tall goddess like figure. She reminded me of Kannnon-sama. She had gentle and soft loving energy around her. She gave me a pink rose. The color was just the same as her surrounding aura energy. She conveyed her message in her gentle tone.

Please know you are always loved. You are lovable just being as you are. Please know our love all the time. I am going to give you this pink rose. This pink rose represents love. Please fill up your energy with this love energy. Once you are filled with love, please share it with your loved ones and the people around you. I want you to be a messenger. We will convey loving energy through you.

<Ask my guide spirit to show me my past life that blocks my spiritual growth>

I asked my guide spirit to show me my past life that blocks my spiritual growth. I saw a Lakota woman. She had a beautiful long hair. She was respected for her spiritual gift by her tribal members. There was our tribal enemy group. They didn’t like my spiritual gift to protect my people. One day they came to our village and killed all the tribal people including my husband and children in front of me. They let me alive and had me witness the tragic scene. The tragic scene stayed in my soul. Due to this past life’ experience, I thought I had to hide my spiritual gift and keep a low profile.

I told the girl, aka, myself in my past life, that her painful life was over. Now the future me has regain back my husband and child with me. We have been living peacefully right now. So, be happy for us. Now I am in the safe place. I don’t need to keep a low profile anymore. I can speak up and use my spiritual gift whenever needed. I shed tears with the girl. It was the healing tears.  

(Practical training-Affirmation)  

Same as the morning class, we wrote down 2 sets of affirmation sentences that the instructor shared with us. We read the affirmation five times in total. First we read it out loud in a loud volume. Second, we read it in a little bit lower volume than the first one. Third we read it in a whispered tone. Fourth and fifth, we read it in our mind.

The first affirmation was to order my negative past life experiences that prevent my spiritual growth to be blessed and completely depart from me. I ask holy spirits to bring these negative past life experiences to light schools and light hospitals to be healed and leaned from them. 

The second affirmation was to call back every single piece of my soul and order them to come back to me as pure light. I cherish every single one of my soul’s personalities such as love, flexibility, strength, braveness, funniness, generosity, smartness, and peacefulness. I fill up my physical body with these lights and take good care of my body. With my body, I keep devoting myself for my spiritual growth until the very last day of my physical life.

(Hinzu’s Tantra)

The instructor chanted Hinzu’s Tantra. I felt high vibration. I saw a white huge snake. I knew this snake represented as holy. The snake escorted my soul to high up in a spiral stairway. I felt like the healing energy was checking on every single part of my physical body. I felt comfortable at most of the parts. There was one part though, I felt ouch. I felt that part needed extra healing energy.

(Practical training – ancestors and guide spirits reading)

The instructor told us to read the classmates’ information of their ancestors and guide spirits. The instructor also added, before doing so, it is important to ask our guide spirits to convey us only positive messages to make the client.  

The instructor divided the students into small groups. My partner did very well on reading. I felt sorry that I could not get much information for her.

At the last part of the class, the instructor gave us some warnings when reading a client’s energy. In order to make a reading session successful, all the three related parties; a medium, a client, and the clients’ ancestors and guide spirits, need to collaborate beautifully. When the instructor was learning at the mediumship school in England, his teacher said the students to stop reading if a client said NO three times. When a reading session does not go successful, it is not always due to the medium’s inadequacy. In such case, the medium should stop the reading session and refund the reading fee, and ask the client to change to other medium or change the date. I thought this as very important. I will definitely remember this instruction.

I attended one day workshop regarding the spiritual awareness. Ātman is a Sanskrit word that means inner self, spirit, or soul and a basic concepts in Hinduism. This workshop aimed to release any blocks for our Atman in order for a smooth spiritual awareness growth.

It was one day work shop 3 hours each and total of 6 hours. In Japanese time, they had the morning class and the afternoon class. In my time, the first class started at 5 p.m. and ended at 8 p.m. The afternoon class started at 10 p.m. and ended at 1 a.m.

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At the first class, there were 12 students. This class contained the beginner students.

(Initiation)

The class started from the initiation from the instructor. The instructor entered into each one of the students’ aura field and gave an attunement. We students were told to close our eyes and relax. I focused my conscious onto my energy field. I started feeling hot energy surrounded me. I started having sweat all over my body. Especially both of my palms got sweaty. I felt like being surrounded by many people, just like being in a crowded train. But unlike surrounded by strangers in a crowded train, I felt comfortable for the surrounded energies, because I felt safe with these spirits. Maybe these spirits are my family spirits and ancestors. I could sense the existences of spirits on 360 degrees, but I felt the strongest one being on my right side. I felt everybody’s exciting feeling. They were shouting “Yay!”. I felt they were so excited to attend this workshop with me.

(Meditation)

The class moved to the guided meditation. At our final destination, I saw my guide spirit. I felt “them” instead of just one.

<Gift from my guide spirit> They gave me something on my both palms. First it looked like a white mochi (rice cake). Then it turned to be a golden cube caramel. This caramel didn’t have any sharp corners or edges. All the lines were curbed. It emitted gentle energy. They told me to use this caramel whenever I feel lonely or need to feel being love. They said this caramel has a white and golden energy so that it cleanses my energy field. Also, it satisfies my sweet tooth, so that I don’t need to crave something sweet in the physical realm. I thought it was a great gift.

<Message from my guide spirit to release the block> After I received the gift, I asked them what was blocking me for my spiritual growth. They told me to release my old habit to judge people by their appearance such as skin color or male/female. I should change the old habit to a new habit. My new habit to judge people by sensing their soul. I should be able to feel their vibration by looking at their eyes. Looking at their eyes will tell me the real personality of the person. The new habit is to see and feel the maturity of a person’s soul. In case of the person’s soul as immature, don’t get mad at them easily. Rather, deal with them with compassionate love. They are not bad soul. They are just immature and young soul. They don’t do things with their evil intention. I thanked my guide spirits, and my conscious came back to my physical body.

(Practical training-Affirmation)   

We wrote down 2 sets of affirmation sentences that the instructor shared with us. We read the affirmation five times in total. First we read it out loud in a loud volume. Second, we read it in a little bit lower volume than the first one. Third we read it in a whispered tone. Fourth and fifth, we read it in our mind.

The first affirmation was to allow myself to forgive any humans and events that have hurt my soul from my heart. I release these humans and events from my subconscious. I ask for blessings for these humans and events from holy spirits. When I said this affirmation out loud, lots of tears overflew from my eyes. I hugged myself. I appreciated for this opportunity to release my sadness accumulated in this lifetime and past lives. It was a very powerful affirmation.   

The second affirmation was to release any blocks such as old promises, beliefs, vows, that prevent my soul’s life missions and evolve. We freely added any belief that we limited ourselves for our spiritual growth. I added two of my old belief in the second affirmation. First of my old belief was what I have brought from my past life. I limited myself to be famous and speak up the truth in front of people because I was scared of the bad people who took away my loved ones lives. Second of my old belief was what I had been told by my family. My paternal family inherited diabetes DNA. I terminated my beliefs and vowed to my soul that I will walk my true path and live my life fully until my very last day. I felt so good when I said this affirmation out loud.   

 (Practical training- psychometry1)

The instructor showed one stone through the webcam. He said to focus on this stone’s aura field and connect to our aura field. Once our aura fields merge, we can feel lots of memories that this stone has.

The first vision I saw was a river. Followed by a word “river side.” I felt the strong sun light and heat. I felt the stone’s memory as follows. The stone had been in the river side. The place was dried air and strong sun heat. The stone had many buddies around him. With the buddies, the stone had enjoyed the strong heat and light from the Sun every day.

After each student shared what they felt from the stone, the instructor shared some information about the stone. He went to Mount Sinai in Egypt. At the foot of the mountain, there was a church. From the church, the tour rode on a camel back. On the way there was a river. After passed the river, there was a rock hill.

I was amazed on how accurately other students read the energy. Three students read it right as Egypt.  Other students described accurately about the area. I felt the dry air and strong sun, so I also read accurately.

(Practical training- psychometry2)

In this practice, the instructor put 3 different colored roses in front of him, but we could not see them. He put his right palm on top of each flower, and had us feel the energy of color. Some students got the right answers for all of the three. As for me, I got the wrong answers for all of the three.

This was the last practice of the morning class. After two hours break, I attended the afternoon class.

Today’s dream: I was spending a vacation with my family and my parents- in-laws. My mom-in-law looked much more beautiful and young than the real life. My dad-in-law acted childish. My husband and I had a tough time with our dad-in-law for his selfish actions and behaviors. Then I woke up.

I thought about my dream. I wonder if this was reflecting my fear for living with them in Navajoland in our near future. Or, this dream came to me to show the truth, that we will have a tough time with his actions and behaviors.

I want to move to navajoland soon. But at the same time, I admit I have some fear to live with my husband’s immediate family and relatives very close to each other. They are not bad at all. It is just me. I like to have quiet time and my privacy. I am syncretism. I don’t like to have people very close to me all the time. When we move there, I wonder how I can establish my own sacred boundary without offending my in-laws and the relatives.

While I was cooking, I noticed some rotten smell nearby. I checked under sink and found a shocking scene. Water was leaking and made a small pond under the sink. Water pipe connection was broken.

We called the management office and they sent somebody to fix. We needed to survive several hours without using water in the kitchen.

After dinner in the evening, a maintenance guy came and fixed the water pipe. He mentioned the pipe was broken due to a high water pressure or something.

After the maintenance guy left, I recalled the water outage for 6.5 hours happened on July 28^th. After the long hours’ water outage, when I opened all the faucets in the house, they busted some air and dirt out with high water pressure. Our kitchen sink water pipe might have broken for 2 weeks since then. I am glad it is fixed now.

Once we move to Navajoland and start living on our own, we will have to deal with any water leakage and other house repairs on our own.

Today’s dream: I was in a boarding school. It looked like Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry in the Harry Potter films. I had my own wand to use magic. I lived with my classmates and teachers in the dormitory. The dormitory was like a luxurious hotel. It had a nice restaurant hall and even an indoor heated-water swimming pool. I enjoyed studying, chatting, eating, swimming with other students. Then I woke up feeling happy. I guess I was actually at a school in dream world.

Then I woke up. I didn’t go to a boarding school in this lifetime. I thought it interesting to experience something new in my dream. I recently started learning spiritual awareness in school, so I am studying magic in school even in my dream.

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Today I went to the local Asian store. I used to buy Japanese food ingredients through the online store or the Asian market located 1.5 hour away from my house. The online store is currently temporary closed due to Covid-19. I cannot go to the Asian market in the big city, as their infection rate is much higher than my area. So, going to the local Asian market is the only one option left for me at this moment in order to buy Japanese ingredient. I purchased lots of ingredients there. At home, I was shocked. Many items were already expired long time ago, such as 2017 and 2018. If this is a big chain grocery store, I would not mind to go back there and ask to exchange or refund. However, it is very hard for me to do so to this small store’s owner. I decided to let it go. I will be careful on my next shopping though.

Today’s dream: In my dream, I bought a new Washlet (an electric toilet seat with various useful functions, manufactured and sold by the Japanese manufacturer). I was so happy for my new toilet seat. I was staring at it. Clean water started coming out from it, and overflowing rapidly. I felt I was being healed by the water flowing. It was beautiful and relaxing. It was like a water fountain.     

Then I woke up. I felt it was the continued version from last night. On last night’s mediation class, my family spirits told me that my life mission is to work as a channeler bringing sacred messages from spirits to humans. In order to convey their messages accurately, I will need to purify and clean my energy field as a pure channel.

The dream interpretation dictionary said watching water overflowing from a toilet implies good luck in monetary fortune as well as good luck in health recovery.

I attended the meditation class started 10 p.m. and ended 11 p.m. The instructor had us the students to follow his guided meditation. At our final goal, I saw my leader guide spirit.

First Question—a special gift to me.

My leader guide spirit gave me a light sword.

Second question—how can I use this special gift?

This light sword can be used in two ways.

One is to go up high, to the higher dimension. I saw the vision of myself holding this light sword on my right hand like an umbrella that allowed me to float in the sky.

The other way is to cut off any negative energy in my aura field. This will help my aura field to stay clean whenever I run into anybody who is filled with negative energy.

Third question—what can I contribute to the world as my life purpose?

They want me to remember my life purpose to work as a channeler. I am gifted to convey sacred messages from spirts to humans. They want me to keep being open my spiritual channel, which is my entire physical body and energy field. They want me to enjoy being a sacred messenger. They are so happy that I am ready for fulfilling this precious life purpose. They will keep supporting me by cleansing my energy field.

Right after the class ended, the instructor told me in person that I should keep meditating. I appreciate his advice and his class. With his support, I am feeling much more confident with my spiritual ability.

Today’s dream: I was driving my car in the neighborhood area of my Japanese parents’ house. I don’t remember in details, but I woke up feeling refreshed and comfortable.

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Today was the very first day of homeschooling for my daughter. We opened up the page and checked the to-do-list tab. There were 6 items in the page. Each item has a link to the detailed pages. This week was focused on the introductory instructions. We needed to read many PDF files that contain a whole bunch of information. Somewhat we managed to finish up today’s tasks. My daughter likes homeschooling so far as of the first day.

At night at 9 p.m., I attended the inspirational speech class. There were six students including me. I was the only one beginner student. The other five students have already learned in the class in the previous semester. The instructor was the founder/chairman of the mediumship school in Japan.

The class started with the guided meditation which the script was created by the instructor. When we arrived at our final goal, we met our leader guide spirit. There we received a gift from our leader guide spirit.

I received a light ball. My leader guide spirit told me it was a spotlight. His message for me through the gift was to come out. He said to me “come out from your comfort area, my dear daughter.” He sent me all my younger days’ memories in this life time. I was just an ordinal audience sitting in the hall and all of a sudden, somebody on the stage such as the player and the speaker spotted me and called me to the stage. It happened at the guitar concert, the musical performance, the musical the gathering in Lakota land, and even in the restaurant music concert in Australia. They all said to me I was shining in the audience crowds. They were urged to call me to the stage for some reason. There, I stood up at the stage and got an attention from other audience. I was standing in a spotlight on the stage. My leader guide spirit told me these happened for reasons. They were a rehearsal for me. Now the right timing has come. I will be standing in front of a big audience and convey messages from spirt world. My leader guide spirit added last message. He said nowadays many people whose spiritual awareness level is at the same level as me or higher than me already see me, thus, I cannot continue hiding anymore. It is time for me to come out and start working with them for a big project that I agreed to participate before my birth. Then my conscious came back to my physical body.

After 10 minutes break, the class resumed. We started working on an actual practice. The instructor selected one student. The student was instructed the selected student (an inspirational speaker) to focus on his/her inspirational talk about two topics that the other students picked for the speaker.

The first selected student talked about light and balance. The second selected student talked about healing and cleaning.

Then the instructor selected me as the third speaker. At first I told him I didn’t have confidence for doing that and I asked him to allow me to pass this time as this was my very first time to try. The instructor told me to try it anyway. He told me to say anything whatever I felt. Even a word or two would be fine.

The other students picked two topics for me. My topics were love and fun.

The instructor told me to go into my meditation state and asked my family spirits to talk through me for the specific topics. So I did. I asked my family spirits to talk about love and fun through me.

All of a sudden, I felt their existences strongly. My skin reacted right away. I got goosebumps from head to toe. I started feeling hot, especially about my tanden area. At the same time I felt like I wanted to laugh out loud. I shared what I just experienced. The instructor told us my guide spirits hugged me and that was how I felt their energy. He added it was their way to express love. Love cannot explain by words. Rather, love is what we feel and experience. And through love, we feel fun. I was in awe for what I just experienced. I felt so great. I almost cried for the precious experience.

The class continued. The forth selected student talked about soul and inspiration. The fifth student talked about humbleness and climate. The sixth student talked about daily life and magic.      

Then the instructor had us to another guided meditation. In the meditated state, I was with my family spirits watching the physical me. I realized if I can see myself like this, seeing things from my family spirts’ perspective, seeing myself and surrounding situation around me as a piece of a big picture, everything seems to be just fine. Then my conscious came back to my physical body.

Our class ended with the last practice. The instructor asked us to get a message from our family spirits on if the world will have a specific savoir in order to end the Covid-19 pandemic situation. We all went into the meditate state and ask our family spirits to speak through us.

The messages I received was like this.

There is no such a specific savior to end this pandemic situation. Rather, we all are the savior working on this big project. We all agreed to participate to this big project before our born. It is very honorable to be able to witness, participate, and experience this big project as it is a very rare event involving all the living creatures on Earth. There are some people saying only the souls whose spiritual awareness reached at the certain level will survive this situation. It sounds as if the souls who have fought against Covid-19 and departed back to the spirit world as a loser. Please know there is no such a thing as a winner or a loser. We all are equally precious. There is no win or lose. Please respect the souls who departed back to the spirit world amidst the Covid-19. Their participation to this big project has not ended yet. After they went back to the spirit world, their participation and support have been continuing. We have one favor of you. Please put your attention to the benefits from this Covid-19 rather than putting your attention to the negative thinking. On the planet Earth, all the living creatures are supposed to live in a good balance. Some of the benefits include that the air has gotten cleaner due to the reduced driving a car and an airplane. Some people have started putting more of their energy into the spiritual awareness than before. This big project had been prepared from long time ago. It is happening in order to make the world to a much better place. Through this big project, we will evolve much faster and greater than the normal speed.   

Yesterday my computer didn’t start up. Even though I have installed McAfee, my computer got infected by Trojan.

There was no option for me to completely reset. I lost most of data in the local computer and needed to devote almost all day to the resetting procedure. Today at night, finally, everything was back to normal. I appreciate my husband for his continuous support for this procedure. I am glad he works as an IT person. He knows a lot about fixing a computer.