Yesterday I spent almost all day with my daughter. She asked me to lay down in bed with her while she was taking a nap. Although she had a high fever, her body got chill feeling and was shivering. I kept warming her up. While I was close to her yesterday, I started feeling sick.

During the night I woke up from the sore throat and coughing. I didn’t have a high quality sleep.

And easily imagined, I woke up feeling sick.

The fact that I caught a cold was shocking to me.

I seldom caught a cold in my life up until now. I hardly ever had a cold nor a high fever in my childhood. Even in my adulthood days, I seldom got cold. I always appreciate it was thanks to my female hormone.

Now that I am in the process of menopause, as my female hormone has getting lower, I am much more easily getting sick than before.

I still have a confidence that my cold won’t get too bad. I know I can get over it quickly.

Last night my family and I went to the planetarium. We went to see the leaser show of Stranger Things. We are big fans of Stranger Things so that we could fully enjoy the leaser show and the songs.

The only downside of the laser show was the location and the show time. It was 1.5 hour away from our house, and the show time was 8 p.m. to 9 p.m. We seldom go anywhere in the night.

When we finally were back home, it was past 10:30 p.m.

We quickly took a hot bath and went to bed. My daughter was so tired that she could not fully dry her hair. She fall asleep with the wet hair.

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This morning she woke up feeling sick. It was clear the cause of her sickness was sleeping with wet hair.

She had suffered from a high fever and chill feeling all day long.

I feel guilty about her getting sick. I should have insisted to completely dry her hair before letting her into the bed last night. At least we learned the lesson in a hard way.

I woke up feeling cold. When I opened the curtain and blind of the bedroom, I found snow sitting on the ground and some outdoor chairs in the backyard. It seems we had snow during the night.

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Right before I left for the school bus stop with my daughter, I grabbed my cell phone and turned “airplane mode” to off. I normally turned airplane mode ON during night from 8:30 p.m. to 6 a.m.

I found one voice message on my cell phone. My heart starting pounding very fast. Instantly and quietly, I prayed that it would not an emergency call from my Japanese parents. Then, I calmed myself down and called the voice message center.

When I heard the familiar voice, I got relieved. It was my daughter’s teacher.

She called me at 9 pm last night. The message was not urgent at all. It was about the 100th day of school on Friday, today. She forgot to inform all the parents and guardians about the cerebration. The school wanted to encourage students to wear something nice. Also they wanted to ask students to bring something related to the number 100. I hope they are having a fun 100th school day cerebration at school.

Again this morning I woke up with the clear memory of my dream.

I had two different sceneries in my dream. The first one was I started cooking dinner for my family. The second one was I started driving my car to somewhere.

These dream indicated my true life is about to start.

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I value both lives; the life in my dream world as well as the life in my real world. When I am busy thinking or acting in the real world, I seldom remember about my dream. On the other hand, when I am peaceful and relaxing in the real world, I always clearly remember about my dream.

I know this year will be one of my greatest years in life. That is why my family spirits are intensely communicating with me through my dream. I always appreciate their support.

This morning, a panda visited me in my dream.

When I opened the back door of the house, I saw a panda waiting for me at the door. The panda was friendly and filled with love. The panda smiled at me and hugged me. I felt so good about the dream.

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I woke up feeling good.

A panda indicates “being loved” and “brings a nice encounter with somebody important to me.”

I look forward to the good luck.

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Later that evening, while I was meditating, my family spirits helped me understand this morning’s dream. The panda indicated somebody whom loving me so much. Now I know the panda represented my mom. I feel her huge love to me. She hasn’t replied back to me since the end of last year. I sent her a message twice, on New Year’s Eve and January 8th. For those two messages, I haven’ received her reply. However, my message was marked as “read” right after delivered, so at least I know my mom has read my message.

I made my mind to believe and trust deeply.

I believe everything will go well for my parents and me.

My mom hasn’t replied back to my message but I believe it is from her love. I accept my mom’s love. Last time when I talked with her on the phone, my mom told me not to worry about them but take good care of myself and my family here in America. I appreciate my mom’s love and sincerely accept her love.

I believe in myself and my family spirits. Everything should go well for my parents and me. I know that, because my parents and I have lived our lives sincerely and honestly. We deserve to receive all the love from our family spirits.

I bought the earthing mats for my family and me this November. We have used the earthing mat for almost two months now.

I cannot see any visible benefits from the earthing mat in my health condition. But I noticed one obvious benefit in my husband.

We have lived together for 12 years now. I noticed my husband never fails to keep coughing every winter.

He had a surgery on his tonsils when he was still a small child. He thinks it was the main cause for his cough every winter. In some years he coughs even in summer.

This winter though, I didn’t hear his coughing yet. The only thing we can think of is the benefit from the earthing mat.

I am glad it has worked well for him.

My dream of this morning was an explosion.

I was in the ocean with a male being whom I am familiar with.

In the near distance where we were, there was a small ship. We knew we needed to destroy the ship. He handed me a bomb. I nodded to him with smile and tied the bomb in my back with a rope. Then I jumped into the ocean and swam to the ship. When I arrived closer to the ship, I threw the bomb and quickly swam back to him. The bomb exploded and emitted a huge amount of fire with clear white smoke. The explosion scenery was beautiful. It was like a huge firework, but at the same time, I felt relieved for getting rid of burdens. I felt so good. Our project ended up successfully. The ship was destroyed into small pieces. Nobody got injured nor killed.

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I woke up with confidence that the dream was a good sign for me.

According to my Internet research, the explosion dream indicates a huge fortune or problems/concerns will be solved.

My family and I went to the planetarium and watched two shows.

The two shows were: Great White Shark and Next Stop; Mars.

Last night when I was water-flossing my teeth as usual, I felt something hard fall onto my tongue. Scared, I spit it out onto my hand. I got shocked. It was a crown cap.

The first thing in the morning I called to my dentist’s office. They put me in their opening spot so that the dentist could see me within today.

The dentist performed the examination of my gum through the X-ray and confirmed my gum was doing fine. He re-cemented my crown cap back on. I appreciate my dentist fixed it right away for me.

My dentist is getting old. I notice he has been reducing his work hour little by little. I hope he won’t completely quit his job. I like this dentist.

I had a routine lab test at the local lab test clinic. Today was okay. I didn’t need to wait for long at the clinic.

As usual I took two tests; lipid panel and hemoglobin A1C.

Today’s result was not exactly what I expected.

Hemoglobin A1C was the same as last time. It was 6.9. My last result of August 28^th was 6.9, but for these term I was still taking the diabetes medication; metformin 500g a day. Since October 1^st, I stopped taking it. Taking the fact into consideration, my glucose might be doing fine. The Trigriceride was improved by 100. LDL cholesterol was worse by 46.