Today’s dream: At the first scene, I was in the Shinkansen going somewhere for business trip. I was so excited about the job there. At the second scene, somebody gave me a brand new umbrella wrapped up in a beautiful wrapping paper. At the third scene, I saw two Ganesha.

Then I woke up. According to the dream interpretation dictionary, receiving an umbrella from somebody implies the dreamer will be guided to the right people who can support the dreamer. This is good. I do need somebody’s help to deal with the inheritance process.  

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Today’s mediation: I did the guided meditation of Hemi Sync exploring Focus-15. My mind was gone here and there. I tried twice, but in vain. I could not see nor feel anything. It happens. I don’t worry about it. I will receive some messages through my dreams as usual.

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I have playing a video game since 2015. My daughter downloaded one of the pet raising games in 2015. Since the game was made by Japanese company and all the instructions were written in Japanese, she would ask me for help. I was not interested in the game at the beginning, but while I was helping my daughter by reading the instructions, I was hooked into the game. Since then, I have been logging in the game every day. Recently several days ago, the game company announced they will support only for iOS 11 and above, so that the players who have the older versions won’t be able to log in anymore. I am playing with my old iPad of iOS 9, so I won’t be able to long in to the game anymore. With the announcement, I felt relieved. It was really time for me to stop playing this game. Even though I knew it was a waste of time, I would log in and play. I needed to be forced to stop like this situation. I appreciate their decision. Thank you.

Today’s dream: I had four different scenes.

First scene: My mom showed up as herself while she was still healthy. Her appearance was in her early 60s. She looked very happy. She showed me her beautiful smile with her own teeth. In her real life, after she had a couple of sets of a chemotherapy and a radiation therapy, she lost her teeth and ended up having a denture. She didn’t like wearing a denture. But in my dream, she proudly showed me her own healthy teeth. I was happy to see her being happy at this moment. 

Second scene: I saw a white bus comfortably flying in the sky.

Third scene: I saw a red airplane comfortably flying in the sky.

Forth scene: I had a whole bunch of items that I needed to pack into a baggage. There were several people around me. They bounced their ideas off and came to a final conclusion. They chose one baggage and started packing my items in the baggage. With collaborating very well, they were able to pack everything in the baggage. It was amazing. I praised them for their ideas and working together. Now I was ready to leave for my destination.

Then I woke up.

Obviously this morning’s dream was very good. According to the dream interpretation dictionary, watching a white bus implies the dreamer will be successful and blessed by cooperating with others.    

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Today’s meditation: I did a guided mediation of HemiSync exploring Focus-15.

I saw a young woman. She had a long beautiful hair came down to her waist. She was born as a Native America tribe. She was wearing a buckskin dress. When a foreigners came to their village, she became friends with one man. He was born in France. They fell in love and married. They had three children. Her life was not easy at all. Other tribal members treated her in a mean way as a betrayer. She went through lots of hardships and challenging situations, but she was satisfied with her tough life.

I am a very unique soul. I tend to choose my life in tough situations and conditions as I believe I can learn different lessons from the tough environment. The majority of other people won’t be able to fully understand me as I am very unique to the point where is peculiar.

This lifetime is one of such a unique one. My domestic circumstance was very tough. My Japanese family might appear as normal and some people might think the environment was not tough at all. I am the only one who experienced all of the toughness. It is for sure that not many people can sympathize with my experiences. However, there are still some people who will get healed by reading my personal story. So, from that reason, my family spirits strongly suggest me to write a book and publish it.   

In the early morning I did some yard work. After one to two hours work, our front and back yard looked much better.

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Today was one of the hottest days. The temperature went up to 39 degree Celsius (102.2 F). The weather report says an extreme heat wave are coming to our area on this coming week. Our county issued an extreme heat warning and

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In the evening my friend shared some rolled sushi. It was luxurious foods for us. We enjoyed it a lot. However, I felt being full until the midnight. Luxurious foods are good for occasional intake.

Today’s dream: Seeing staples indicates that you need to organize your life and keep things compartmentalized. Learn about how things relate to one another in your life, you will need to combine ideas and events together for easier access and filing. To see stapler in dream means that you will experience some serious and beautiful changes in your business life. You can start trusting in life.

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided meditation of HemiSync Exploring Focus-15. I had about my writing a book in my mind.

A block of thoughts came by. They were like this.

I should start writing a book of autobiography. Starting from about myself. About my parents, my brother, my aunt, and my grandpa. About my jobs. About my strong points and weak points. How I met my husband.

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At night I attended the Sunday service. It was my fifth attendance. Before the event, I asked my son-in-spirit, my aunt, and my mom to show up and tell me some messages, if they can.

When the spirit communication demonstration started, my heart pounded and waited patiently. Unfortunately though, I was not picked.

After the event ended, I mentioned my daughter about that. She instantly conveyed me the messages from my mom. She has been very busy. Especially she has been watching over my dad. As for my son-in-spirit and my aunt, they are shy and humble personality. They don’t like to stand in a spot light. They don’t like to get an attention from many other strangers. That makes sense to me. I am glad my daughter can convey messages from them.

My daughter added the last message from them. They always love me and watch over me. There is no special messages from them to me, because they know I am doing totally fine. This makes sense to me too.

Now that my daughter has been officially accepted for the homeschooling, they sent me a shipping information regarding the necessary school supply. The information notice included our household ID consisting with seven digits.

As a numerologist, whenever I am assigned with some numbers, I add up the numbers and analyze the energy. So, I added up the seven digits of our household ID. It turned to be 33. I was delighted. “33” is the most powerful number among the other two master numbers (11 and 22). It is an ascended master’s number who help other people. This number means a charismatic energy and revolution power. The energy of 33 can have the energy of 6, which is a good number of building a family. I considered this number 33 as in our household ID as a support and blessing from angels about my daughter’s homeschooling.    

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My State has become the top 1 of the infection rate of the Covid-19. I heard many students have switched from public school to homeschooling this year. With the news, our local public school now offers the students three options: on-site schooling, remote schooling, and the hybrid (the students can choose the school days and the home stay days). Each student can choose one option among the three options. I think it is one of the great changes that the public school made.

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 At night I had suffered from sharp headache and had a 3-hour nap. I was still very sick and could not get out from bed. My daughter came to me and gave me healing. After her 3-minute healing session, my headache disappeared. Not only I could get out from bed, but also I could even perform a 10-minute muscle exercise. Her healing ability was amazing.

It was a very hot day. This week our area will have extreme heat day with the highest temperature up to 38 degree Celsius.

This morning my daughter wanted to go to the local Asian market. I like going to the grocery store alone in the early morning, but I decided to break my routine for my precious daughter. I knew the Asian Market opens at 9:30 a.m. When we arrived at their store after 10 a.m., we didn’t see any cars parked in their parking lot. Their store’s OPEN sign was off. The new open hour says from 1 p.m. to 7 p.m. I was disappointed. I will need to come back again sometime. But I cannot complain about this store. I used to get Japanese ingredients from the online shop in Los Angeles, but they have been closed since March. The other Asian market is located in a big city where the Covid-19 infection rate is very high, so I cannot go there at this moment. I am almost out of Japanese soup mix and Natto (fermented soy beans).

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Since the medium could not help me on seeing the past lives with my brother in the reading session of yesterday, I decided to see it by myself. I asked my family spirits for support and did the guided meditation of HemiSync free flow to Focus-12.

At the first vision I saw a pack of people walking in the woods in Hokkaido. There was no nice trails for humans, rather, it was untouched wilderness. I felt the people were the Ainu people. I felt the leader and the father of the family was my brother and I was one of his daughters.

At the second vision, I saw a pack of people in Eastern America. Again, it was in the deep woods. They were the Native American tribe. I felt my brother and I were not in the immediate family but in the same tribe. We grew up together as an extended family.

At the third vision, I saw a pack of people in a wooden raft going down in a river. I saw my brother and me in the same tribe. Again, we grew up together as an extended family.

At the fourth vision, I saw a huge number of workers. I felt they were in the process of building a pyramids in Egypt. I was born as a man. I saw my brother was born as a man too. We both were born in a rich families. We were best friends. We supported each other throughout the life.

These four visions of our past lives were shown to me as if it were in a short movie. Interestingly today’s visions were all shown in an animation movie.

Then I came back to the conscious realm.

I am glad that I have known my brother for long time. I recall our younger days. We grew up like a twin brother and sister. We liked each other very much. At least we shared a good memory in our childhood. This meditation help me to understand my brother more than before. I think I will believe in him no matter what.   

In the morning I received an email from my friend. It was very, very long email. She expressed her complains about her part time job. Reading such negative complains was not fun, rather, just time consuming. Besides, I don’t work there so that they were nothing to do with me. On my second thought though, her email gave me some lessons. Leaned from this experience, I won’t send a long complaining email to any of my friends because I don’t want to drain their energy nor steal their precious time. Now that I know one method to calm myself whenever I run into any stressful situation. I take some long relaxing breathes. If I can, I meditate and ask the lesson from it. More than anything else, I should thank my husband for going to work for me. Thanks to his support, I am not under any stressful work environment.    

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Today’s meditation: I meditated with hemi sync guided meditation of Free Flow to Focus-21. I wanted to see the past lives related to my Japanese family members; my dad, mom, and brother. Even though I was in a deep meditated state, nothing came up to me. Besides I woke up without any memories of my dream. Maybe today is a quiet day.

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At night I had a total reading session from a medium at the Japanese mediumship school. The medium was the instructor at the Japanese mediumship school. I saw her during the spiritual communication demonstration at one of their Sunday Services.

She started conveying messages from my paternal grandpa. Unfortunately he passed away when my dad was young, I don’t have any memory about him. Nothing the medium conveyed about his appearance and his message seemed to be irrelevant to me. I had a feeling that the medium got the wrong spirit.

Then she conveyed a set of messages from two guide spirits. One guide spirit has been supporting me to raise my voice regarding the world peace. He wants me to complete my book. Once it is done, he will switch to other guide spirit.

— While I was listening to this message, I recalled of my early 30s. I read many books about Japanese-Americans who were born and raised in America, but during the World War II, they were discriminated and put into the concentration camp. Those days I often visited Little Tokyo in Los Angeles and met those old people listen dot their stories. I wanted to write a book about them.

The other guide spirt has been encouraging me to draw a portrait. That made me recall my younger days. In my elementary school and junior high school days, I was good at creating art works, especially painting and drawing. I didn’t continue studying the art, because my parents encouraged me to have a higher education, mainly to enter a notable university. The medium kept on repeating the key word “France,” but it was not convincing to me at all. I have lived my life up to now without any influence of France. I never was and am not interested in there at all.

At the last 10 minutes, I asked two questions regarding my past life with my Japanese family members. Nothing was convincing to me. I felt the medium could not see any of my past lives. She just told her own opinions and advice based on her physical level experience. I didn’t feel comfortable on hearing it.

All in all, I felt she read somebody else’s energy, not mine. To be honest, I was disappointed and not satisfied with her reading session. But I know one thing. She did her best effort. She might do a better job for others. It is difficult to find a best matched medium who can read my energy correctly. Ideally, I should raise my spiritual awareness enough, so that I can read my past lives better than anybody else. It is my goal. This reading session helped me to realize my goal.

Today’s dream: I was working on some project as a group. There were five people in the group. I could not recognize any of them in the physical realm, so they may be the people I will meet in the near future. I felt comfortable working with them. One of the female group member asked me to borrow my cell phone and I let her use mine. Then, another male group member asked me to get in the car. The driver was a man who was older than I am. I got in the backseat. All of us got in the car and left for our destination. We all were excited to get there.

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Then I woke up. According to the dream interpretation dictionary, letting somebody to use a cell phone implies the dreamer will help others to connect or communicate well to one another. Sitting on the backseat of a car implies the dreamer will gain the socially high position and further authorities. It also implies the dreamer will have necessary supports from others.

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In the afternoon, I went to the local library with my daughter. The librarian gave us a bagful of vegetables from her garden. It is always a very nice summer gift to receive something grown in their own garden.  

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Today’s meditation: I meditated with hemi sync guided meditation of Free Flow to Focus-12. I didn’t have any specific question in my mind. When I was freely enjoying floating around in Focus-12, some thoughts came into my mind. It was a message from my mom. She said she is doing fine. She is very busy right now. After she graduated from her physical life, she came to me in spirit. When she saw me cooking foods from a scratch, such as homemade miso, mirin, and shio-koji, she was impressed. She desired to learn about cooking. Now that she is in the spirit world, everything is easily done. She enrolled herself at cooking class. She has been enjoying learning there with her new friends. She showed me a vision of her new cooking school. There were many people in the class. Everybody looked nice. They all helped each other. I am glad to hear she is now enjoying her life.

Today’s dream: I was living with my parents at their house in Japan. My daily routine was to make a delivery order of their dinner to a restaurant over the phone. In my dream my mom was still alive. Whenever I had a question, I could ask her. My dad spent almost all day in bed. He would come out to the dining table on every dinner. When the food delivery man arrived, I picked up a wallet. There were two wallets; one was for coins and the other was for bills. The coin wallet was empty and the bill wallet had only three 1,000 yen bills.

In the other scenery, I was with my daughter at our house in America. We had three clean new books; red, white and black. We were thinking of our friend in Japan and decided to give them to her.

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Then I woke up. According to the dream interpretation dictionary, a read book implies the dreamer will have a good turning point in life. A black book implies the dreamer will have an authority thanks to their accumulated knowledge. It also implies for the dreamer to get promoted their position in the company or organization. A white book implies the dreamer will receive insight and knowledge. Giving a book to somebody implies the dreamer will experience a huge life transition. It includes the dreamer will gain the top secret information. Or, the dreamer might completely change their thinking pattern.

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Today the homeschooling enrollment process was finally completed. It took us almost three weeks to complete. The school told us there are so many students have been in the enrollment process and they have been understaffed to cover the overflowing number of applicants. I am happy it is finally completed. I hope this homeschooling will be beneficial for my daughter.   

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Today’s meditation: I tried Hemi Sync – guided meditation to past life experience. This was my second challenge.

The first scene was in a jangle in Southeast Asia. I saw a young man in his late teens. He was not tall, but well-built and muscular. He was wearing an Iron armed suit. He was a soldier. It was winder. He was standing on the edge of a cliff of a rocky mountain. He was with other five soldiers. He was the youngest but he was the leader of the group. Other team members respected him as his braveness.

The second scene was in a house. It was not a sturdy one, but more like a tent, easily movable. He was with his family. His wife and their baby boy. The wife was young and beautiful. They had a happy life together.

The last scene was again in a jangle. The man was somewhere between 35 to 41 years old. He was alone in a jangle. Others stopped him to go there alone, but he didn’t listen to other people’s advice. He was killed by being stepped or kicked by some big animals as they were running from some dangers.  

This past life experience gave me a lesson to be careful and to observe animals well as they can feel dangers much faster than humans.

Today’s dream: my family and I already moved to Navajo Nation. We were taking care of our retreat tour customers. There were 10 customers. We had hired some employees for our business. My ex-boyfriend was one of our employees. Everybody including us; the host, and the customers enjoyed spending time together.

Then I woke up. Since I had an aura cleaning session on April 21^st, our plan of Navajoland retreat center has come up to my conscious level from my subconscious. I stated having dreams of the retreat center and tour very often.

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Today’s meditation: I purchased a Hemi Sync guided meditation CD for past life experience. Today was my first day to try their past life experience meditation. The followings are my memo. I could not see these clearly nor in a storytelling way. I will need more practices.

At the first scene, I saw a young girl with bobbed hair. The girl was 5 years old. She was in bed at a hospital in Japan. On the floor of side of the bed, I saw a pair of red and white striped slippers. The slippers looked new and hardly be worn. That tells the girl was very sick and could not walk around very much.

At the next scene, I saw the girl at the age of 11 years old. She died from some issues of heart.

When the guided voice asked to wrap up this person’s life, I saw some key words. The girl died in 1942 at the age of 11. The cause of death was heart issue. If the girl had lived in this age, she would have lived longer and healthier. She lived at the age of before the World War II. The majority of Japanese suffered from poverty. The message of this lifetime was the importance of peace. The girl didn’t live long. The girl didn’t have any freedom.