In these two days, I was introduced two different healing modalities I never heard of before.

First modality was called “Access bars.” Second was called “Theta healing.”

Interestingly, these new modalities were introduced by my Japanese friends. Both of them learned it in their local area in Japan. Since both modalities are originated in America, they recommended me to search any classes in my local area.

I looked up more information about both modalities. They seem to be helpful for me to learn.

I couldn’t find anybody teaching them in my local area.

I don’t worry about it, though. If I am supposed to learn them, the learning opportunities will natural come to me. If not, maybe they are not my modalities to learn.  

I had an online aura cleansing session with the Japanese female healer.

Our session lasted more than two hours, but I don’t remember in details. I guess it is okay for not to remember everything. All it matters is I liked spending time with her. I had a great time with her.

This morning I was standing in front of a deep swimming pool. My daughter was with me. I knew she was my spiritual guide. First we enjoyed watching the surface of the water. The water surface was sparkling with the sun light. The water was clear light blue. Then, we dived in the water. My daughter guided me swimming before me. Once in a while, she turned back to check if I was catching up with her. Together, we explored the deep water. I felt comfortable staying there. I was surprised I could stay long without oxygen to breath.

Then I woke up.

I knew my dream indicated that I traveled into my subconscious.

I thought it interesting about this synchronicity.

Three days ago on April 17^th, I had a free counselling with a Japanese healer. She often mentioned about my subconscious. Since I liked her counseling, I made an appointment with her for her aura cleansing session on this Tuesday night.

I guess my diving into subconscious was the preparation for the session. I am ready for the session and looking forward to it.

I like living in this small community. It is rural area. Small population. Friendly and nice neighbors.

Our community has been supportive. They just announced two helpful news.

One news is about the kids’ meal. They had been delivered a meal packet of breakfast and lunch for children aged 0 to 18 Mondays through Fridays, now starting from next weekend, they will add the meal packet for weekends of Saturdays and Sundays.

The other news is about the free Wi-Fi. Starting someday in next week, they will start offering a free Wi-Fi. It will cover 35 miles from our town, so basically, it will cover the entire community. I heard there are many families who cannot afford to have a Wi-Fi connection at their house. It will be helpful for them.

Last evening I had a 30-minute counselling session with a Japanese female healer.

I found her through her book. Her book is about her spiritual work; aura cleansing session. I enjoyed reading her experience. I instantly wanted to make an appointment with her for her session, but I decided to wait until I get to know her little more.

I registered two mail magazine of hers. For one week or so, I read her two mail magazines every day. By the time the mail magazines were completed, I became a fan of her. So, I made an appointment with her today.

We had a chat on Zoom. It was my first time to use this app.

For the first half of our conversation, we used to talk about more detailed information about her aura cleansing session.

For the second half of our conversation, she described about the underwear and other products she wants to introduce to her customers.    

I asked her if I can have a reading session during the aura cleansing session. She said she is open for any kind of questions. Whatever she sees during the session, she can share it with me. She said she won’t focus on only one specific past life, because it is not her original purpose. Her original purpose for the session is to take out any unnecessary energy stuck in their aura field. I understood and agreed with her.

She shared with me one of my past life experience with my brother. My brother and I shared the same family in Sengoku era (1232 – 1603) in Japan. Both of us were born as a girl. Those days the arranged marriage was common. Parents chose their children’s spouses from their political reasons. My brother, at that time my older sister, was sent to one family as their daughter-in-law. The family she married into was rich from their business. However, soon after her moving in, the family’s business started going down. They eventually bankrupted. My sister at that time suffered from poorness in the family for the rest of her life.

In this life, my brother’s marriage through the arranged marriage triggered him to bring back of his past life memory. It was the similar situation. In past life, my sister and I had been very close until her arranged marriage. Same in this life, my brother and I had been very close until his arranged marriage. In both situations, my sister and my brother went into the tough marriage life. On the other hand, in both life, I was born as the younger one, so that I escaped the tough life. Even though it was his choice to be born before me in both situations, he and she got jealous of me living free of the obligations from our parents.

In her past life, she had suffered from extreme poverty. In this lifetime too, right after my brother took over my dad’s company, he suffered from paying back the huge amount of company debts that my dad didn’t clearly show to my brother. Combined with the past life memory, my brother made his mind to take all the money from me. That might be the reason why my brother stopped talking to me.

While I was hearing this from the healer, I shed my tears. It made sense to me. My soul agreed it was true.

The healer shined one bright hope for me. On our next session, she can focus on the healing for me about the memory. She cannot directly heal my brother. However, since my brother and I are spiritually connected, once I am healed, he might be healed miraculously. The healer assured me she has witnessed many miracles through her sessions.

I am looking forward to next session with her. I really hope my brother and I will make a peace back again through her session.

One more thing that I want to share. The healer said everything appears in the real world reflects our subconscious mind. In my mind, my spiritual business has not grown at all. It reflects my subconscious desire. It is true. My conscious desires my business to be well-known among many people, however, my subconscious desires different way. In my subconscious, I am still deeply hurt and suffering from trauma of being famous and popular in one of my past lives. I am the one who is happy being hidden from people. It makes sense to me.

After our conversation, I thought of my subconscious. I have a faith that this healer will be a great help for me to get rid of some unnecessary energies and worries from my aura field.

I ordered a fitness trampoline. First I ordered it through Amazon. My ordered day was April 5^th, and their expected shipping date was May 7^th. They put the note saying due to the excessive number of orders, they ship the high priority and urgent items first, and any other not-urgent times will be shipped late.

I didn’t want to wait that long for more than one month, so I canceled the order from Amazon.

I found the same item in other online store and purchased it. They shipped it on the next day of my order date, and my purchased items arrived four days after my ordered day. I am happy for it.

This morning the fitness trampoline arrived. According to the customers’ reviews, they mentioned about the toughness to install the bungee cables. But our product came with the bungee cables already installed. All we needed to do was to assemble six poles for the base and the three poles for the handle. It was not that difficult.

My daughter and I enjoyed exercising on the trampoline all afternoon. We went to bed with our sore calves and thighs. I like our new fitness trampoline.

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As of April 17^th, the Japanese government changed their policy regarding the stimulus check. They previously planned to provide up to 300,000 JPY to the people who meet their certain conditions and apply for it. Now they changed it to provide 100,000 JPY to All Japanese citizens including foreigners who live in Japan. It includes babies and children. So if you are a family of five, you are qualified to receive 500,000 JPY. But the procedure stays the same. In order to receive it, you have to apply for it. I know my dad will not apply for it, because of his health condition. He is blind and cannot go here and there. It will be tough to write down in the application form and submit. Same as my dad, many people who are inconvenient for the application process might not be able to apply for it. I think it will be unfair. Why they cannot follow the procedure of America, which was automatically sent to all the qualified American citizens based on the previous tax return information. It was a good procedure for us to easily understand and we didn’t do anything to receive the check.

I ordered the takeout order from the Chinese restaurant. As always, my daughter distributed a fortune cookie to my husband, me, and her. I like her distributing, because she always selects the best fit fortune for everyone.

My fortune says:

An exciting new friendship will get you out of your rut.

I didn’t know the meaning of the word rut so I needed to look the meaning up. The online dictionary says the meaning of rut as “a habit or pattern of behavior that has become dull and unproductive but is hard to change.”

I liked my fortune. Indeed, it is time for me to get out of my rut. I will stay open for a new exciting friendship to reveal to me.

I heard one shocking information through my husband’s coworker. It was his personal experience.

He went to the grocery store. While he was waiting in the long waiting line for the cashier, one grocery store worker yelled something toward the people waiting in line. At first he was not paying attention to the worker, so he could not her the worker clearly. The worker did the same again, then he noticed the worker was yelling straightforward at him. He looked around and noticed he was the only one who was not wearing a face mask.

The worker was yelling at him that anybody who is not wearing a facial mask is not allowed to purchase anything in the store.

Sadly he left the grocery store without any shopped items.

Before he left the store, he looked through the entrance door for any signs about a facial mask. It was none.

I never heard of the new rule of a mandatory face mask in the grocery store. In the different grocery stores, I have seen other customers without a face mask shopped without any issues. 

As many people have noticed, the biggest worry in this pandemic situation is the monster people who are eager to criticize or accuse somebody. In his case, the store worker could have explained him about the store’s new policy calmly and politely, instead of just yelling at him and kicking him out from the store.

I hope people will stay being civilized in this hectic situation.  

This morning we got the stimulus check came into our bank account. It was full amount of $2,900, $1,200 for 2 adults and $500 for 1 child. Some of my local friends and my husband’s coworkers also received it in their bank account.

I think America has been doing great to support the citizens in this emergency situation.

As for the stimulus check, the American government has set the clear rule on the qualification of receivers and the amount. Rich people who make more than $75,000 receive the reduced amount from the full amount of $1,200. Since the qualification is made by IRS, based on the previous two years’ tax return, many Americans do not need to apply for it. The check is automatically deposited to their bank account.

As for the meals for children during school closure, each state has different rules to support them. In my state, all the children aged 0 to 18 can receive the free meal packet of breakfast and lunch. The system had launched right away, without missing any day. Those two new policies are helpful for citizens.

On the other hand, as far as I read the Japanese news, the Japanese government has been taking their time to set the new policies and rules. Even though they have set the rule of the stimulus check, it is so complicated and confusing that many people don’t know who is qualified to receive on how much. The Japanese people who want to receive the stimulus check need to apply for it. I am sure my dad won’t apply for it, because he cannot walk around nor see the application form. Many elders who are having an inconvenient life won’t be able to apply for it neither. I don’t think their way is fair to all the citizens.

This morning I followed the local policeman’s advice. I went to the local dollar store which is located just a five-minute’ drive away this morning.

He was right. It was good to be there. I had a peaceful and comfortable shopping experience at the store. They restocked the items, and I could buy all the items in my shopping list. Other customers were calm and polite. The cashier woman was also polite and nice.

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My husband went for work in the morning to check up with his customers. He came back with his good mood. He said everybody was nice and calm.