Last year I bought the calendar of Ask And It Is Given created by Esther and Jerry Hicks (Author). It is a day-to-day calendar for 366 days but it does not written any day of the week such as Sunday and Monday. So, you can use it for years.

My day starts with reading the daily message on this calendar out loud in the morning.

On some days the message is pretty simple, and on the other days the message is pretty long. Although the way of explaining is different, all the messages have the core message.

 To me, the core message is to be mindful of your thought all the time. By being mindful of your thoughts, we can fully experience the Law of Attraction.

This calendar works well on me to remind the core message, being mindful of my thoughts, every day.

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My daughter misses Japan very much. She often talks about her fun experiences in our recent trip to Japan. She keeps asking me to take her to Japan soon again.

With that, I have been thinking about visiting Japan sometime this year. There was one tip I learned from our last trip. The sooner I purchase the airplane ticket, the cheaper the ticket fee will be. If I purchase the airplane ticket when the departure day gets closer, the fee will be higher.

Considering my daughter’s school schedule, I have three options for our trip date. It will be either one of the latter half of May (during summer vacation), the middle of October (during autumn break), or the latter half of December (during winter break).

I could not think about which option works best for me. Deep inside, I am reluctant to go to Japan. I don’t like the long flight. I don’t like going through the airport security.

Among all, the biggest reason of my reluctance is about my feeling of isolation. I felt isolated while I was staying in Japan during my last visit. I consider it as a good sign. It means I am finally settled down to this land where I currently live. That is why I don’t miss Japan that much. 

I asked my husband for his opinion. He suggested to ask my mom for her best option. So, I did. I asked my mom of their best option date via email.

My mom didn’t reply sooner. Two days later she finally replied back to me. She said “please don’t come back this year”. She didn’t write much about the reasons.

It does sound cold, but I know she was not meant to be mean. I know my mom is not good at typing a long email through her cell phone. I didn’t take it personal. I took it as a good sign. Actually, when I read her reply, I got relieved that I don’t need to go back to Japan this year.

So, I guess it is the best option for us. Not this year. It is fine with me. My daughter will feel disappointed though.

Maybe, later on sometime, our best timing to visit Japan will come up naturally, just like our trip of last year.   

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This morning one channeler visited me in my dream. I have known this channeler for these four years. I met her in person at the small group event twice. Also, I had her private one-on-one channeling session twice before.

In the dream, she gave me a channeling session. Interestingly, she naturally answered to my question that I submitted to other spiritual reader the other day. I asked him about my “oyakume”, my life mission or spiritual responsibility, on this land. I am in a bit frustrated for my not doing anything.

The channeler told me like this.

In one of my previous lifetimes, I was born with my spiritual gift to convey messages from spirits. I heard their messages so clearly and precisely, that I was so well known by people in my local village.

By word of mouth, my reputation reached to the top people of the country.

One day the top people of the government came to my village and hired me as their official messenger from spirits. I was well paid and well known by all the people in the county. I gained a great amount of money and reputation.

However, it came with the equal amount of the fame price.

My privacy was completely invaded. People gossiped about me, spreading incorrect rumors, stemmed from jealousy and envy. My fame hurt my family and loved ones. I regretted becoming famous. The experiences of the lifetime became my huge trauma, and it continues to influence onto this lifetime.

What the channeler mentioned resonated with me well. Now I fully understand it was me to prevent from becoming famous.

I would like to enjoy my life as private. Being nobody is a great gift. I’d better cherish my current status; being nobody.

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Last week I gave my daughter haircut. She loves her new look with her shorter hair. Now I envy her.

I went to the bathroom. I grabbed my pair of haircut scissors in my right hand as well as generous amount of my hair in my left hand, and cut them off.

I felt so good with much shorter hair. I made my back hair length about 5 inches (12.5 cm) shorter. Then, my husband gave me the final touch of trimming nicely.

The best thing is that now I have confidence in my hair cutting technique. I don’t need to go to the hair salon anymore.

If I had still lived in Japan, I probably never thought of giving a hair cut by myself, but here in America, I need to do it by myself for my happiness.

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For this past year, I have been regularly reading a Japanese woman’s blog. She reads palm lines.

I would like to receive her palmistry session. Unfortunately however, she offers a reading only in face-to-face basis, does not an offer online reading. I will wait for my best timing to come up to see her in person in the future.

She mentioned in her blog that she turned to 50 years old on March 17. So, I sent her a birthday wish through her blog. We commonly have our birthday in March, our sun sign is pieces, and we are around the same age; only two years apart.

Interestingly, my contacting her made a spiritual connection with her. On the same night, she visited me in my dream.

In my dream, she read my palm lines. She gave me a long session, but I remembered only two things that she emphasized on.

First, she pointed out a line underneath of my ring finger and little finger. According to her, it was called “Okinawa line.” She said the person with this line would have to go out from Japan to meet their significant others. I thought to myself; yeah, she is right. I met my husband outside of Japan.

The other line she pointed out was a line in the center of my palm. According to her, it was called “chocolate parfait line.” She said the person with this line is optimistic and positive thinking. This is right on me too.

At the last of our session, she told me “now that we are spiritually connected, you can visit me anytime you want. See you again my friend!”

I am glad that I made friends with her, spiritually in my dream.

For your information, please let me remind you it is just a dream. There are no such lines in the reality. 

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I just finished reading the book “Sara, Book 1: Sara Learns the Secret about the ‘Law of Attraction’” written by Esther and Jerry Hicks.

Esther channels the group of teacher spirits called Abraham. I started listening to her channeled messages for these past ten years. Their teaching resonates with me well. And I like how they teach. They never push you to understand. Instead, they give you the opportunity to think and learn through your daily experiences.

The other day my Japanese friend introduced this book to me. Although I had known about them (Esther and Jerry Hicks, and Abraham) for many years, I never heard of this book. Perhaps, I was supposed to read this book at this timing. I appreciate my friend to have intuitively introduced this great book.

I would like to recommend all aged people to read this book. It was easy to understand, but at the same time, it contains deep and powerful teaching about life. In one word, I love this book.

Ok, let me get back to the story of the book.

When I read the part of Aunt Zoie, I was rejoiced with the wonderful synchronicity that I experienced in my yesterday’s dream. My family spirit encouraged me to be flexible on having different perspectives.

In the book, when the main character Sara felt bad and sad about Aunt Zoie of her current conditions, such as deteriorating physical body, being alone, and living alone. Because of such negative perspectives, Sara got disconnected from her Source. Her teacher, Solomon, suggested her to have different perspectives. Perhaps Aunt Zoie is strong enough to handle her deteriorating physical body. Perhaps she enjoys her independency. Perhaps he has gone through many things living fully in her life, so that Sara can visit Aunt Zoie from time to time and have good time listening to her. Such positive thoughts helped Sara to be connected with her Source. And when Sara connects to her inner Source, keeps her valves open as written in this book, Sara unknowingly can help Aunt Zoie by showering chain-of-joy energy onto her.

What I have learned from this book is like this.

I cannot change others. There are many other people around us in the world who do not think like I do. It is okay, because that is a beauty of this planet Earth. In this place we can enjoy the diversity. Let others do and think whatever they want. It is not my business.

I can, though, change myself. I can choose on what to give my attention to. Depending on what and who I am paying attention, by Law of Attraction, I attract the similar situation and people that match to my vibration. It is not anybody’s business but my business to make myself feel happy (and keep my vibration high) all the time at any environment and condition. 

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This morning, one man visited me in my dream. He appeared in his human figure as a young and handsome black man.

He was calm and gentle. I think he is one of my family spirits. I never saw him in the real life, but I felt I have known him for a long time in the dream.

He showed me his foot. To my surprise, his foot had six different soles. I know it sounds weird, but his one foot had six soles attached together.

It started from a baby’s sole, a small child’s sole, a teenager’s sole, an adolescent’s sole, a middle-aged person’s sole, and an old person’s sole. So the sizes of sole of foot were all different. The skin colors were different. Also, the smoothness of the skin were all varied too.

I asked him what the message was by showing me the six different soles.

He said we all came to the planet Earth in different shapes and different conditions. That enables us to see things from different perspectives. Our sole of foot represents on how we connect to the Earth, which is our environment. It shows on how we connect and react to the environment. And so, the six different soles represented the different perspectives.

He wanted to reassure of the importance to have the different perspective. He wanted me to be flexible on my thoughts. Rather than sticking with only my perspective, it is good to see things from different perspectives.

Then I woke up.

I thought I received a great reminder. Thank you to my family spirits for reminding me about this. 

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This morning when I was on my way to the grocery store, I saw an interesting message in the sky.

The sky was almost clear except for three cloud pieces. It was just in front of me. The three cloud pieces were two dots and one curved line. Yes, you guessed it right. The clouds drew an image of a smiling face.

The image was rather big. I burst out laughter for the very straightforward message. It was beautiful art work on the light blue sky canvas.

And not to mention, I had a wonderful time in the grocery store. The people whom I run into were all nice. Also, the remainder of my day went great. I had a peaceful and nice day.

Unfortunately, I could not take a picture of it because I was in the middle of driving. I wish I could have shared the pictures with you. At least I am sharing my story so that you can imagine the smiling face in the sky. I hope my story will make your day.

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Today is our Spring Equinox day in America. When I woke up at my usual time, I felt the sun was higher and outside was brighter than before. That helped me to wake up naturally.

Since it was the first day of spring, my daughter wanted to have her hair cut. Her hair was pretty long, reaching to her lower back.

From my personal experiences on the hair salons in America, I never was satisfied with any of their hair cut technique. So, I decided to give my daughter a haircut by myself.

My daughter wanted to make it very short, like the length of her neck, but my husband was against of that. He loves her beautiful hair. So, as a compromised option, we decided to make it to the length of the middle of her back.

I cut her hair more than 5 inches (12.5 cm). It was a huge difference. The result? I did a pretty good job on that. I was surprised myself; to be honest.

My daughter was so happy for her new hair length. She wrote down “Best Day Ever!” on her little white board.

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Today finally my daughter’s school resumed. She went to school, and I went back to my routine. I love spending time with my daughter, but I also love spending my time alone during the weekday daytime. It is good to get back to the routine.

I want to share one of my small findings.

Two months ago, an old man moved in at the next door across our house. He is in his 70s. He is very friendly and outgoing. He would greet to our neighbors and even approach to them and have a chat. He once did the same to me. When I was taking care of weeding in the front yard, he approached to me and we had a small conversation. He roughly introduced himself. His wife passed away years ago, and all of his grown up children are doing good in other states. He lives alone. He mentioned he wanted to make many friends in this area.

This morning when I walked my daughter to the school bus stop, I saw him taking a walk with his dog. He would stop and chatted with our neighbors here and there (mainly with old men who were around the same age as him). Even on my way back from the bus stop to my house, he was still outside. He was busy on chatting with many other neighbors. It seems he has successful made many friends in this area.

I was impressed on how he has made his efforts on making friends. I appreciate him to show me his efforts. Maybe I needed to see it.

I thought about myself. I don’t have any desire to make new friends on this land so that I don’t make any efforts on making friends anymore. When I created my Facebook account on August 2016, many unknown people applied a “friend request” to me, and I accepted them without thinking. Nowadays I haven’t posted anything in my Facebook for several months. I noticed those people freely unfriended me. That does not make me feel good, but at the same time, that tells me what I need and what I don’t need. It has clarified me I don’t need fake friends.

Maybe sometime in the future, I might change my mind. At least for now, I am comfortable with my life-long friends that I always have.

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