My husband decided to take one day off from work tomorrow in order to use up his holiday hours. With his decision, we decided to do a mad dash to Navajoland taking advantage of this all-of-a-sudden-day-off. When we called my mom-in-law, she was not surprised at all. Interestingly she had an intuition that somebody might visit her soon, so she went to town this morning to purchase the extra pellet to keep the trailer house warm during the nights.

I woke up feeling sorry to my attorney that I fired him. The great thing about him was he was not mad at me for this. My husband was with me during the online meeting last night and he noticed my attorney looked happy feeling relieved from my case. He actually slipped his tongue and said about my brother as crazy about money. He mentioned from his experiences, normal people, even though during the fight in the inheritance division, cooperate one another to pay the inheritance tax. But it didn’t happen to my brother. He says from the beginning that he has enough money to pay the inheritance tax and does not want to support me to borrow money by putting our late parents’ real estate.   

When I was cooking in the kitchen, I was humming the song of Hallelujah. I am not a Christian. I thought somebody in my family spirits sent me the energy of this snog. It means the appreciation to Gods. In the free internegative translation can be “it was a close call” or “good job”, something like an encouragement.

The reality is I don’t have my attorney anymore. I will need to start over from finding my attorney. I look like supportless and weak. However, things in appearance are not always true. The truths are always in the invisible realm. Things don’t appear great in the real world can turn into the great things in the spiritual realm. I should not worry too much by looking at the current situation in the physical world. Things can turn in any direction. The important thing is I strongly believe in that I can create the reality as I like. Things can turn into my preference, as long as my wishes are the right options in the spiritual realm.    
All I need to do at this moment is stay strong and keep believing the power of my wishes. Everything turns out to my preference always. I am strongly protected by my family spirits. I will be fine always.

I had an online meeting with my attorney at 7 p.m. At this meeting, I was planning to mention to my attorney about my honest feeling about his service and the settlement. I asked my husband to stay with me and support me in the energy so that I can tell my attorney everything I need to tell.

I mentioned everything I needed to tell him. It was good that my husband sat next to me. While I was speaking, I cried, and my husband rubbed my back giving me strength and energy. Based on my husband’s observation, my attorney was not mad at all when I mentioned about firing him. Rather, he seemed to be happy to get released from this case. Maybe this case was tough for him too. He didn’t like to deal with my brother who was not supportive about the inheritance tax.

I made my mind to have an online meeting with my attorney tomorrow. I need to face to my fear. I want to be strong to be able to say whatever I have to say.

Recently I have received an email from my attorney every day. He asked me to have an online meeting about some points that I asked him to explain. I have been still thinking on what I should do. I still need some more time to make my mind. Part of me says to stay as I am, because I don’t want to hurt my attorney, while the other part of me encourages me to face the fear and get out from the comfort zone.

The other night I happened to find a brand-new house in our area for sale. This was the very first time to see a brand-new house in our area. I sent a request to the realtor to show the house.

The realtor showed us three houses including the new house. The other one house was located in the middle of nowhere. It was an old trailer house with 4 acres of land. The current owner had horses. It was a really nice area but we don’t need such a spacious piece of land. The other house was located at the place within our walking distance. I really liked the layout of the house. The house owner added two rooms so that the house has 5 individual rooms. We felt those three houses are not going to be ours though.   

At the end of the house hunting tour, the realtor shared us a shocking news. Effected from Aug. 17, 2024, the National Association of Realtors® (NAR) that went into. It tells buyers are responsible for compensating their agent in case the seller does not pay for it. I know for sure this regulation will discourage the people like us who are renting the house to purchase a house.

I went to the local library to pick up some books for my daughter. She is done for the school work for this semester and ready for reading some books during the 3 weeks winter break. I printed out the documents that I received from the last spiritual course. The instructor shared some new Japanese mantras. I am happy to be able to incorporate the new mantras into my daily prayer.

My daughter shared her dream of this morning. In the dream we were holding two cartons in front of our chest. We were happy and feeling blessed for the two cartons. The spirits told my daughter to take two instead of one. I thought it was a message of my inheritance division, that the spirits are encouraging me to pursue the double of what my brother is offering.

In the evening at 5 p.m., I offered a free workshop to my old students. Now that we are in the end of the year, we shared the experiences and lessons learned from them for this year, along with the future affirmation toward the upcoming next year of 2025. At the last we shared the card reading to each participant with the messages. I appreciate each one of them to share their precious time and energy together. I enjoyed this hangout very much.

While I was jogging at the treadmill, all of a sudden, I was filled with the emotion. I was mad, sad, depressed, and frustrated. The emotion got stronger and stronger that I had to stop the treadmill and listen to my heart. The feeling that I have to fire the current attorney and restart the case from the beginning pursuing my lawful right.  

My daughter had a dream of lots of dragonflies. The dragonflies were attached to us. The dragonflies were also lined up at our future path.

I looked up the meaning of the dream. It says that the dragonflies come to a dream to show all the great fortune and good luck. I appreciate my daughter and her higher self to show this dream.