Self-protection 5/24/2017

I went to the local free market. I found one stand carrying a variety of self-protection tools. Among the tools, I found a stun gun, which I had been thinking about buying for these months.

When I took a stun gun in my hand to take a close look, the girl at the stand came closer to me, and we started chatting.

She said she just bought the same one that I was holding in my hand. She used to think she would not need to own one, but her boyfriend insisted her to keep it for her protection, so she did. She shared her personal story with me.

One night, when she was on her way back home after her job, one stranger man was following her all the way to her car at the parking lot. She kept telling the man to stop following her, but the man did not stop. When she reached at her car, she turned back to the man, who was right behind of her. WHen the man was about to grab her, she buzzed her stun gun in the air. Then, finally, the man started running away from her. She was glad that she didn’t need to use the stun gun to the man. All she did was just buzzed it in the air and could chase the stranger man away from her.

Her personal story talked into me to buy a stun gun. So, now I have a stun gun with me. If I were a Karate master or something, which I wish I were, I would not need to hold any of protection tools. I will carry it around because I want be safe for myself as well as for my precious family.

While I am writing this article, one memory popped into my head. It was about what the self-defense instructor told us at the beginning of the class. He said that the most important weapon to protect us is our mental strength. I already shared it in my short article in February 2017, but I want to remind it to my readers and myself again.

It is critical for us to keep having mental strength. Let’s say this out loud to ourselves, so that our entire body will be covered by strong protection energy. Truest me; it works.

I am strong and powerful. I am not going to let anybody and anything to victimize me. I don’t allow any of evil souls and spirits to harm me in any way. I deserve to be respected and protected all the time.

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Agreed between spirits 5/23/2017

One time I met one woman who was very negative in her thinking habit. She was not enjoying her life at all. For some reasons, she became close to me for a while.

When I looked into her eyes, I could see the deep rooted disappointment and sadness. I knew it came from her past life experiences. Then my conscious went to the certain time and place where she had a tough life experience. It was somewhere in America, and relatively recent, not long ago. I feel it was around the beginning of 1900.

In that life, she was born as a man. Her life went well until one day when her best friend betrayed her and blamed her for something she didn’t. No matter how hard she tried to tell people that she had nothing to do with the accidental event, people believed her best friend. Even her family (her wife and three children) believed her friend, not her. Her family left her so other did friends and relatives. Everybody treated her badly because of what she did not do. She was left alone. She suffered from the external traumatic event. She could not believe anybody and completely shut her mind to anybody.

The woman was not my client or my friend. Every time when I saw her, our conversation was like a counseling session for her. I listened to her and shared what I saw through my spiritual eyes, and conveyed the divine messages to her from her family souls.

During the session, she shed tears a lot. Sometimes she showed extreme anger to me. It was not fun at all, but for some reason, I felt it is my job to save this soul.

After several counseling session in several months, she seemed to be healed from the traumatic event of her past life. Since then, I haven’t seen her. I know she still lives in the same town.

I never get paid for these counselling sessions. I don’t remember if the woman ever thanked me for my support in her healing. But it is okay with me. Even she never thanked me in front of me, I know and feel that her soul appreciates me deeply.

While living a life, we will do a similar thing to others. In some cases your conversation helps to heal somebody, and in other cases, somebody you know helps you to heal in spiritual level. We all are connected this way.

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Sushi 5/22/2017

I’ve been missing Japanese real sushi for years. Today I ate sushi at the Japanese restaurant. It was so good. Although I enjoyed them very much, the price was very, very expensive, for such a small amount (The dish included only three petite-size sushi and four sashimi…). This is why I cannot go there frequently.

What I miss the most in Japanese food is fresh sea food. When I was living in Japan, because I lived close to the ocean, I was benefited to buy fresh fish in a very reasonable price.

Thinking of fish reminded me one Japanese person who lived in Albuquerque. When I visited her, it was more than 10 years ago, she showed me a box of full of Japanese foods including frozen fish. She told me about the Japanese community in her local area. One of the community member was the owner of Japanese restaurant, and so she let other Japanese residents to buy Japanese foods through her networking with a pretty reasonable price. The frozen fish included Karei, Aji, Hirame, Tai, just like Japanese people could find it in their local grocery store. The fish prices were $1 or $2, very reasonable, with a safe package.

So, in those days, I naturally thought I would get the similar opportunities to buy Japanese foods even in America. However, in my local area, I haven’t had no such opportunities for these nine years.

I guess it is time for me to seriously ask for Japanese fresh fish (frozen fish is acceptable) with a reasonable price in my daily prayer. Spiritually speaking, anything is possible, right?

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Freeway angel (2) 5/21/2017

I would like to share my divine experience. It is a continued story of yesterday. After I dropped off my friend at the airport, I was on my way back home alone. It was early morning; four in the morning. The outside was still dark.

There were some vehicles on the freeway. However, after I got off from the freeway, I had another 45 more minutes to drive. The road is a bit isolated one, so that I was the only one vehicle.

I asked support to angels. Within 2-3 minutes, I noticed I was surrounded by 10-12 cars. These cars drove at the constant speed, not too fast nor not too slow. They guided and lead me all the way to my hometown.

It was interesting. In this car group, I was in the middle. There were cars side of me, and before and back of me.

I fully believe that these cars were sent from Angels in response to my prayer.

My conclusion is: manifesting in the real life is much easier than you think. All you need to do is to fully trust of their support.   

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Freeway angel (1) 5/20/2017

Today I gave my friend a ride to the airport. We ended up leaving her place 30 minutes later than we planned. She needed to get on the airplane for her important business meeting, and I didn’t want to be late for her flight.

When I got onto the freeway, I prayed quietly in my mind to the freeway angel. I asked his support to send somebody before me, and the driver would drive at a moderate high speed, not too fast or not too slow, so that the driver could lead me the way. I also asked to send a car, not a huge semi-trailer truck. It was middle of night so that I hardly saw any cars; there were nothing but huge trucks before and after us. I always like to follow somebody who drives at the moderate speed, especially at night.

Right after I finished praying, I saw the headlights of a car coming far behind on my left lane (fast lane). I instantly knew that my prayer was heard.

Sure enough, the car was driving moderate high speed, and he changed the lane to mine and started driving before me. I could sense some positive and loving energy from the car. I don’t know how to describe this experience properly, but I knew the driver of this car was either angel himself or an incarnated angel who could follow his intuition.

When we came closer to the exit to the airport, the car before me gave me a sign by putting his hazard warning lights ON just for one second. There were no distraction for him to put the hazard lights on. It was definitely a sign telling me “this is your exit to the airport” and/or “see you then, take care” or something like that.

I looked at my friend and she grinned. She must have thought the same way as I did.

It was an amazing experience. Thank you Freeway Angel to lead me the way in the freeway. Thanks to your support, we arrived at the airport much earlier than we thought, and of course, my friend made a great time in the business meeting.

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Crystal cluster 5/19/2017

I had a dream. My family souls guided me to the bottom of the sea. There, I saw a beautiful, clear crystal cluster. It was untouched. It was clear white, somewhat looked like pinkish color. It is emitting pure and loving energy.

I was in awe to meet this crystal cluster. I was enjoying a moment staying with this beautiful pure energy.

My family souls told me the crystal cluster was me. It was my energy and my gift. They told me that although I have a great gift to share with many people in the world, I was well hidden and nobody has noticed my existence and my gifts. They encouraged me it is the time to come out and share my gift with many people.

Then, as usual, they woke me up so that I could write down this experience in the notepad.

Although I am in the awake state, I can still see the beautiful crystal cluster through my third eyes. This vision is so clear to me that I cannot forget or avoid. It is real.

I still don’t know exactly how I can come out. I thought I did everything I could so far. I planted many seeds last year in 2016. I started my business. I opened my homepage and Facebook Page. I exposed myself in the local magazine and in the Facebook video. I even applied to the Hay House writer’s contest, which, unfortunately I was not picked. I feel I need extra spiritual support to pull me out from the place where I am hiding myself.  

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Sacred boundary 5/18/2017

My daughter takes the school bus to school. There are around 14 kids to gather at the same bus stop as her. I get to know other kids that way.

Yesterday, several minutes after we came back home, two of the boys (they are brothers) came by at our entrance door. They said they could not go in their house, then they naturally came into my house.

I instantly felt uneasy. I don’t like to have an unexpected visitor to my house. The younger boy stayed with my daughter in the living room, but I could not see the older boy there.

After I searched him, I found him staying alone in my daughter’s room, laying down on my daughter’s bed, and to my surprise, he was using my iPad. I really felt uneasy about everything he did.

For the instant moment, I didn’t know what to do. Then the next moment I called my husband and asked him to talk to the older brother. The older brother told my husband the reason why they came to my house. It was the younger brother’s idea. He said I told him they could come to my house anytime.

I know myself. I would not say such things to anybody.

I needed to take my courage out. I talked to the brothers that I never said that and I cannot have any unexpected visitors to my house. I feel uncomfortable when the unexpected visitor lays down on my daughter’s bed, staying alone with using my personal iPad. They just said okay.  

This experience was uncomfortable for me, but it gave me clarifications on what I want and how I can set my sacred boundary. I learned the importance to feel and follow my feeling. Honoring my feeling is the key to stay being within my inner peace.    

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Graduating from crutches 5/17/2017

Today I went to the physical rehabilitation therapy. I had gone to the therapy sessions for almost two months. During these two months, I received the Chinese acupuncture treatment, the osteopathic treatment, the cupping massage therapy, along with lots of stretch exercises. All of the methods brought me a pretty amazing improvement.

When I started this therapy, I could not move my left arm to my back. The farthest place I could go was around my waist line. And now, my left arm can somehow reach at the middle of my back. It is a huge progress for me. And the most importantly, I started this therapy at the pain level of 10. I could not sleep well from the pain those days. Now my pain level went down to 5.

It was totally up to me whether I want to continue the therapy appointments for another one or two months or make it end today. I chose to end it today.

I felt like I should graduate this therapy session so that I can make efforts to completely heal by myself. Otherwise, I might too much depend on somebody about my own healing. It feels to me as if giving up using crutches so that I can get back to walking on my own feet again. I know for sure that I am going to miss their therapy sessions.

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The most important aspect 5/16/2017

Somebody told me that the best way to keep your good health mentally and physically is to start your day with appreciation and end your day with appreciation. I don’t remember who said this. Maybe this is said by many people.

Actually I have been doing this method since I moved to America. When I started living with my husband, I woke up and slept with appreciation for having him in my life. When our daughter was born, my appreciation started toward both my husband and my daughter.

When I think back my previous life so far, I cannot find any other days like I do right now.I had lived alone since the age of 22. I slept alone and woke up alone most of my single days. I experienced loneliness for many years. From this loneliness experience, I can appreciate more to have a family living with me. I didn’t like experiencing loneliness those days, but now at least, I can appreciate what I currently have.

I am still human. I still have good days and bad days. I still have new challenges in my daily life to maintain my inner peace. When I feel out of balance from my inner peace, my family brings me back to my inner peace. Perhaps, I do the same to my family.

The most important thing in life varies to individuals. For some people it might be their career. For others, it might be their romantic love relationship.

For me, I don’t put the importance in being rich or successful in career. Instead, I feel the most important thing in my life is my family. And I really appreciate for what I am provided right now, which is my precious family.   

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Gardening 5/15/2017

I like DIY-s. Whenever I can, I want to create things and foods on my own. It includes growing my own vegetables. In my younger days, my mom used to grow some vegetable in our yard, and we all liked the homegrown vegetables.

I keep this good habit even now. In our back yard garden and inside the house, I grow some herbs and vegetables and eat them daily.

In one of the video course of Christine Northrup, she shared one interesting research. The research shows that when you grow your plants such as vegetable or fruit, the plants will produce certain vitamins and ingredients that will perfectly fit for your needs. If you are lacking vitamin C, the plants produce enough amount of vitamin C for you. If you are having high blood pressure, the plants produce something good medicine to calm your blood pressure. It works miraculous way. I think it wonderful to receive such unconditional love from plants you grow.

I want to share one more useful information. Several years ago, right before I planted some seeds in my garden, one friend gave me advice to walk with our bare feet on the garden dirt. We followed her advice and did so. By walking on our bare feet, the garden dirt memorizes our energy so that it helps to produce the necessary ingredient accumulated into the plants. Growing plants is a great way to heal our body, mind, and soul.

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