When I think back of my life so far, I notice I have experienced many different aspects of myself. I have different thinking patterns and personalities, they keep on changing every year at each life stage.

During I was a student from the kindergarten to graduate school, I don’t remember I felt scared of making new friends. I never had any issues to make friends and keep them as my close friends for many years. I thought myself as a people person. I was talkative and sociable. I never scared of people.

Then at this stage of my life, living in America, I am not talkative nor sociable. The biggest change in me is I scare of humans. If possible, I want to stay home alone, studying online courses, reading books, or writing stories. I don’t feel like going out with friends to have a lunch or a dinner together.

There are the reasons that I am like this. I was hurt by so many people whom I met in this area in this country. No matter how I tried to express myself and my truth, they didn’t understand me.

I don’t need any fake friends on this land to just hang out. I don’t need anybody around me who keep on talking about themselves and their belief and religion, and not be willing to listen to mine and accept my belief and religion.

Someday, I will move out from this area. That will happen in the near future, hopefully within next year. I believe I will be guided to the right place and the right people. I am grateful for my Japanese friends who are trustworthy. They listen to me. They encourage me. They support me. I really hope I will build such a great friendship with Americans in the future.

I am here on this land feeling this way is because I need to experience many aspects of myself.

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I have been taking Writer’s Workshop Online Course by Hay House. Recently they added English subtitle in each video. It was an unexpected nice surprise for me. It is very helpful for me to understand the each author in the video clips.

As for movies and television shows, I subscribe Netflix. They too have subtitles available. Some of the shows even have Japanese voice and subtitle, which is amazingly helpful for me.

And my favorite talk show TED talk also has subtitle in a variety of languages available. I really appreciate for the volunteer people who have translated for us.

So far, I have met many people from many different counties who are bilinguals or even more language speakers. I admire them for their efforts. In order to learn and master different language, we have to understand their culture and the way of thinking as well.

I have been interested in language and that is why I have a master’s degree in linguistics. Language is a living creature. It keeps on evolving, and to me, it is very fascinating.

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I am not a new phone lover. Some people love to keep upgrading their cell phone to the newest and brag about it to others. I am definitely not. I like to keep using the current one as long as it functions. I don’t need a variety of helpful functions on my cell phone. As long as I can make a phone call, save some contacts’ information, and a take a photo, I am happy with it.

Therefore I had used my old phone almost for four years. I was not planning to upgrade my phone unless something drastic happened to my cell phone. And unfortunately it happened.

During my trip in Japan, I asked my mom to take picture of us. And an unexpected accident happened. My cell phone slipped away from her hands. It dropped from the height of her eyes to the hard tile floor. My cell phone did not break anything outside, but I knew it was not good for it.

After we came back to America, my cell phone obviously started showing some issues on its minimum functions. I didn’t want to pay extra big amount of money to upgrade my cell phone. Last time when I visited the local cell phone store, the sales person tried to sell a smart phone to me. It cost $45 per month for 24 months. The sales person kept on saying “it is ONLY $45 a month.” but in reality, the phone amount will be $1,080 ($45 x 24 months). I wonder how many people would think “oh, it is only $45.” Do they think it is a good deal?

Anyways, I was hoping to get a great deal to upgrade my phone. I did a quick prayer and opened the cell phone company’s website. Tada!! I saw the big campaign going on. The cell phone price itself was free of charge.

I upgraded with the condition of my prayer being heard. Probably in the past, I kept on having the similar situations; my prayer being heard, over and over again. I did not notice that I had been well protected by my family spirits and angels. I wonder exactly since when I really have started noticing their dedicated supports to me and appreciating them constantly.

From my experience, I can assure one thing. Once you start noticing their supports, you will receive their supports quicker and easier than before.

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In my dream of this morning, I was in Japan with my daughter visiting my mom. It was just one of regular days, nothing special. We enjoyed being together. We chatted and laughed together under the gentle and warm sunlight. Everything was shining.

When I was awake and got my conscious back, I tried to go back to my dream world where it was so comfortable and happy. But on the next second, I noticed we were running late for the school. I needed to get up and get ready.

When we were about to leave for the bus stop, my daughter started crying. She said she really missed everybody and everything in Japan. She misses her grandma and grandpa, my friends, and her new Japanese friend. She misses the ocean. She misses the local food that is delicious and healthy.

I told her I do too. I miss my parents and my friends there. I mentioned her about my dream of this morning.

This trip to Japan was so great. It was one of the life memorable event for both of my daughter and me. Now I feel homesick.

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Yesterday I shared some of my thoughts about my business. Today’s article is the continuation from the yesterday’s one.

My business has three main services; Reiki healing, Card reading, and Horoscope reading. These are the services of one-on-one session. And there was no demands for these services throughout this year.

Yesterday when I asked my body for the advice, I felt the need of “changing direction.” I didn’t know exactly what it meant.

Today, I meditated about the question. After the meditation, I was guided to the specific angel card deck. I felt I should pull three cards from the deck. When I pulled the cards one by one, I started laughing. They were so clear messages to me.

The cards I pulled were: Writing, Author, and Book. The card deck is Life Purpose Oracle Cards by Doreen Virtue. The images are on the right.

So, I will focus on “changing the direction” from offering a one-on-one session to expressing myself to a big audience. It will be my resolution and focus for the upcoming year 2018.

Thank you angels and spirits for your clear message always.

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One year ago today, I posted the announcement in my Facebook page of being featured in the local magazine article. I almost forgot about that. One year ago, in august 2016, I launched my small business. I made some efforts in marketing my business last year.

This year though, I have not made any progress in my business. My business did not go anywhere. It stayed at the same place without any improvements.

I have thought about my business on whether I should do more advertisements and marketing. My friend gave me a good advice. She said “ask your body.”

So I did. I paid my attention to my body on how it feels about being busy with my business. Obviously, I am comfortable with the current situation. I don’t have a whole bunch of business appointments, deadlines, or items in a to-do list.

Everything has its own biorhythm. I live my life with my biorhythm. It has a certain pattern. Yin and yang. Male and female. Go and stay. In and out.

Based on the analysis, the last year 2016 for me was the Yang year, and this year 2017 for me was the Yin year. I guess I was supposed to stay home and accumulate any necessary energy and knowledge this year. Then, next year for me will be the Yang year again. I will be outside more than I did this year.  

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As of this December, I will enter to my 10th year to live in this area. I have been wishing and hoping to move other place for these past years, but it did not happen yet.

Last year we set two cities in our mind as our next moving place. We thought about the place a lot. Also, we applied for jobs there. It was only when we actually visited the places and searched around the houses that we finally could feel these two candidates were not ours. I met nice people but I could somewhat feel their two faced personality. Once we live there, we will encounter the discrimination.

After our struggling on deciding where to move, I finally realized that we should let spirits decide and guide us, rather than we taking a lead. That is why we didn’t take any action to move to another place this year.

Now it is toward the end of this year, we started seeing one opportunity for our next moving place. It is located close to ocean. In my husband’s company, there was one opening spot that he would fit in. He started working with the people in the office recently.

I’ve never thought of the seaside city, but it might be a great possibility for us to fit in. After I came back from my hometown in Japan, I am totally sure that the people living close to ocean tend to be calm and easygoing.

Hopefully next year, we will naturally be guided to move to the seaside city where there are full of nice people embraced by the nice energy from the land.

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I am surprised that we are already in the holiday season. In America, the two months of November and December will go quickly, especially for the family with school kids.

In November we have a veteran’s day holiday and a Thanks giving holiday. In December we have a Christmas vacation. Many day-offs for school kids in this season.

This afternoon, I ordered our holiday cards online. This year’s card was different from the previous years. I selected a folded card so that I could put several pictures of us. I wrote some messages, even in Japanese too. And, I added a 2018 calendar on the back of the card. It took my whole afternoon to create this card. I enjoyed the process of creating it.

In Japan, we send a new year’s greeting card. The cards will arrive after the New Year. In contrast to that, in America, we send a holiday greeting card during the holiday season in November and December.

In both ways, I think it is a good custom to contact our family and friends. I still like the actual paper material sending by a snail mail, instead of just an email. It makes me feel happy by just imagining the recipients’ smile on their face when they see our holiday card.

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My daughter’s school is participating in the Christmas parade this year. This will be their first time. The teachers were asked to select two students from each class to represent the school. My daughter was selected one of them.

The parade will be held on my daughter’s birthday. It will be great memory for her.

My daughter is not a type of person who always raises her hand to standout from other students. Rather, she is quiet and shy. But she is often selected as a representative of other classmates. At the graduation ceremony of the preschool, she was selected to read a thank you letter as a representative too.

She has some charismatic aura around her making her stand out from other kids. I am blessed to experience all the wonderful things with her and through her.

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Recently I have started watching one of the Netflix original dramas. Stranger Things, a science fiction. It is a well written story. I very much enjoyed watching all the 17 episodes.

One of the main female character is gifted with psychokinetic abilities. I thought it cool. I don’t have this gift, but I do have similar gift as she does. It is to see and communicate with people in the unconcious state.

This character can go into the unconscious world of the person whom she wants to communicate. She can do so intentionally.

I still cannot do so intentionally but I can do communicate with people whom I know. Sometimes I communicate with the persons whom I haven’t met yet, but will meet in the future. When the time has come, I will know the moment by noticing as a déjà vu.  

I do believe the existence of the world of different dimensions and the parallel world. In order to touch it, we just need to change our energy frequency to adjust to other dimension.  

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