I mentioned in my previous article about our house hunting. My husband had a house tour guided by a realtor. He visited seven houses for sale. As a non-smoker, he could instantly smell the cigarette smell inside the house whenever the owner was a smoker. Six out of seven houses had a strong odor of cigarette all over the house. I was shocked. I thought people would smoke outside of the house, but it seems people in the area smoke inside the house.

Another factor that we recognized from this house hunting was about pets. Same as the cigarette smell, six out of seven houses obviously had in-house pets. My husband could spot the scratch marks from pets here and there inside the house. And that means there are hidden bathroom spots from pets all over the house. My daughter is allergic to pets’ hair. I don’t like to live in a house with pet’s smell.

Only one house did not have any odor of cigarette and pets. The entire house was remodeled. The house has two apple trees and two pear trees. With all other conditions in addition to the uncomfortable odors free, this house became his favorite.

I took a look of the pictures of the house many times, and I fall in love with the house too. Since then, my husband and I had a secret crush on this house. However, because the job offer was taken by somebody else, we cannot buy this house right away.   

And today, when I checked the house website again, the sign was changed from “Active” to “Pending listing.” I got shocked. That means somebody has already started the contracting process to purchase it.

It is like I have a secret crash on somebody and the person does not even know about me nor my feeling toward the person. I remember this feeling. In my high school days, I had a secret crash on one classmate. I never told him about my feeling. Eventually he started dating with other classmate. They were a good matching couple; a handsome boy and a beautiful girl. It is my bittersweet memory. To know the house is not available for us anymore is like the same feeling as that. A bittersweet and broken heart.

That being said, I know my true destined house is somewhere, patiently waiting for us to find it and buy it at the divine timing.

♬ Any feedback? (^^♪

My maternal grandpa taught me about palm lines when I was very small. Grandpa told me palm lines change as we grow. So, I had a habit to take a look of my own palm lines almost every day in my childhood days. I clearly remember how my lines were in my very young days.

The most outstanding and unique aspect about my palm lines was Masukake line (in English, it is called Simian line). I had this line on both hands. And now in my adult days, the lines gradually formed differently. My Heart lines on both hands gradually separated from other two lines (Head line and Life line), so they are not clear Masukake lines anymore. I can still see the connected lines but they are not as clear as my childhood days.

My Head lines are changed drastically too. In my childhood days, my both Head lines were very long and solid. They crossed over Mount of Moon and almost reached at my wrists. My grandpa told me I would be good at creating stories. In fact, I won several awards at elementary school for creative writing story contests.

Recently I noticed my Head line became shorter than before. That means now I have a tendency to make a decision instantly by my intuition.

It is interesting to check your palm lines frequently. You can objectively analyze your gradual change through the changes in your palm lines.

♬ Any feedback? (^^♪

Since I heard the news of cancellation of our moving opportunity, I have been thinking about our future moving. When and how it will happen? And where we will move?

I felt I should pull Angel cards so that my family spirits can show me any answers through cards.

I picked three card decks.

I pulled four cards from The Teachings of Abraham Well-Being Cards created by Esther and Jerry Hicks, and three cards from Native Spirit Oracle Cards created by Denise Linn. At last I pulled one card from Astrology Reading Cards created by Alison Chester-Lambert and Richard Crookes.

Here are my interpretations of the cards. I wrote down the first message that came into my mind.

From the card of “What’s my big hurry?” I felt I don’t need to be overwhelmed. There is no need to hurry for moving.

From the card of “There is nothing for me to guard against” I felt my family spirits are confirming me that I don’t need to worry about any unexpected bad things. I have an experience of our car being broken into. It happened in last May. I still have been suffering from the traumatic feeling. My family spirits want me to stop worrying about something like that. Anything bad is not going to happen to us anymore.

From the card of “The Universe knows me and the Universe adores me” I felt The Universe already recognizes me and heard my prayer. I should rest assured and let the Universe take care of it.

From the card of “When I’m feeling good, I’m allowing in good” I felt my task is to stay thinking positive and being happy. The Universe and spirits can easily support and help humans who are always happy and think positively, because their vibrations are high.

From the card of “Walking in beauty” I was drawn to the sun rise. I felt it means the beginning. I interpreted as “spring.” So, our moving might be in spring.

From the card of “Gathering your tribe” I felt I would meet my soul tribe at our new area. I really look forward to reconnecting with my soul tribe there.

From the card of “Dream Traveler” I was drawn to the body of water. I felt our moving area has its body of water.

From the card of “The Third House” I interpreted as the third month of the year. Our moving might be in March next year.

Thank you to my family spirits for conveying me such clear messages through cards. I really look forward to our moving in this coming spring.

♬ Any feedback? (^^♪

I had a conversation with one of my acquaintances on this land. It was interesting to hear about her younger days experiences.

Her husband was an active duty military. Their marriage life for more than 20 years went by quickly with lots of moving. They needed to move to other state almost every three years. They have two children and two dogs. Their frequent moving must has been tough for them especially when their children were still small.

After she lived in many different cities in different states, her husband retired from the military. Then they moved here in this area and started their own business. They have lived here for about ten years now.

What she mentioned astonished me. Among all the other areas she has lived, this area is her most favorite city to live. I know I should not say this often, but this area is not my favorite place to live. My body does not fit in the dry air with less rain. There is no water body such as ocean, river, or lake. The local people are not very nice. This is my personal impression and experience after living here for nine years.

On the other hand, she loves the dry air. She loves and appreciates sunny days. She grew up in the place where they had a huge amount of snow during winter time, so that now she hates snowy days. Here in this area, we seldom have snow. Even if we have some snow, it does not stay for long. It melts quickly.

And, she says the local people on this area are much nicer than other areas where she had lived. According to her personal experiences and opinions, in other big cities and other states, there are more obvious racial discrimination. According to her, the local people on this land are more open-minded and friendly than other cities. I totally disagree with her. But she might be right. I never lived in other area. I don’t have any other comparison factor living in other place in America.

Last but not least, she emphasizes its safety. She says this area is the only place where she feels safe. She does not feel the necessity to lock the car door or the house entrance door. She forgot to close the garage door for one night, but everything was intact. Eventually she stops locking the car door and the house door. In 60 years of her life, she says this is the only area that you can enjoy the total safety in America, as far as she knows.

Her last statement was an eye opener for me. I never thought of that, but I agree that this area is safe. I grew up in a safe area in Japan so that I took safety for granted. I just wrote in my yesterday’s article that we should not take anything for granted. In that sense, I appreciate her to make me realize the positive aspect of this area.

It made me realize the importance of recognizing more positive aspects about this land, instead of complaining about it. From now on, I should proactively try to find the positive aspects of this land, so that I can move this land with lots of appreciation.

I should love this area as much as I can, then, this area will love me back. And then, it will let me go.

Interesting, right?

This logic can be applied to human relationship as well. Love somebody as much as you can, then, the person will love you back. With the person’s unconditional love, you might feel released from any unnecessary love and hate tangling. You might feel free. 

♬ Any feedback? (^^♪

Today we finally had a maintenance person to switch from cooler to heater. We still need to use cooler even now. In fact, I needed to turn on the cooler for these past week. I cannot stand for the extreme heat, but I can survive with cold temperature. Honestly I didn’t want to switch it. I wanted to keep cooler all year around in case it gets very hot during winter. But unfortunately, I don’t have the right to make the decision because we are currently renting the house.

The realtor arranges the maintenance person to switch cooler to heater twice a year. We don’t have a right to say no. We just obey to the realtor because the person sounds always irritated or mad on the phone. I simply want to avoid contacting to the person as much as I can.

This year, the realtor arranged a different maintenance person from previous. The person showed up one hour late. There was no apology to arrive late. After his work, he didn’t clean up his mess. There was trash and dust all over the heater area.

That made me realize how good the previous maintenance person was. Whenever he needed to be late, he always gave me a call to let me know in advance. When he arrived 20 minutes late, he sincerely and politely apologized to me. He always brought a handy vacuum cleaner and a small broom. He cleaned the area before he left.

Since I came from Japan where we constantly receive high quality of services, I used to take it for granted to receive same quality of services. From this experience, I learned nothing cannot be taken for granted. Whenever I receive high quality of service, I should appreciate it, instead of taking it for granted.

♬ Any feedback? (^^♪

My husband was informed of a shocking news that the job opening position was already filled today.

It was a typical thing in a big corporation. My husband’s immediate supervisor/regional top person promised him that they can officially hire him at the job position. But the hiring process had been done by another higher up person in another state. It seems that the hiring personnel and the regional boss had not communicated very well. And my husband was not quite sure who has the higher authority in hiring decision. So, our opportunity to move to a seaside city has not been manifested.

That being said, please don’t worry about us. When we heard their decision, we got disappointed a little bit at first. But at the same time, we got relieved somehow.

The job was offered as the condition of starting date of January 1st 2018. It is just around the corner. Besides, we are not familiar with the new area. My husband has been there only for two weeks. My daughter and I have never been to there. Before we decide to take the job opportunity, we need to get to know the land energy and the local people. So, all in all, we are in a way relieved of this cancellation, so that it gives us more time to consider.

I know and feel that we will move to another city for sure within next year of 2018.

We will start taking a baby step by getting ready for moving. The best timing is after my daughter’s school year in May.

My daughter conveyed the message from angels. They are saying “Don’t get disappointed. It is coming. Take a baby step at a time. We don’t want to see you all panicked and overwhelmed.”

I can’t agree more. I don’t want to make a life decision like buying a new house in a panicky emotion.

♬ Any feedback? (^^♪

Today my Ki Gong teacher took me to the drum session. There I met 12 new people.

My first attendance of drum session was at Navajo Nation in 2002. Since then, I have attended at many drum sessions. Each drum session is unique and different.

Among them, tonight’s drum session was definitely one of my most favorite sessions. The leader set the theme of the session (today’s theme was manifestation) and led us with a certain types of rhythm. I liked her way of leading the participants. At most drum sessions, there was no particular rhythm. With her solid leading way, we could take off the spiritual journey together to the same destination. That was how I felt.

There were a variety of people in their nationality and skin color. And they brought different types of drums.

During the session, I lied down myself on the ground in front of the fire. I enjoyed the vibration on the ground coming from a variety of typed drums as well as people’s foot sound taking rhythm. While laying down on the ground, I enjoyed watching the clear sky.

I enjoyed the drum session itself. But the most precious experience for me tonight was to spend time together with my Ki Gong teacher. She visited me in my dream on Nov 14th, which I wrote in my short article. It made a great sense to me why she visited me in my dream. We had a lot to share and we needed to catch up with each other by sharing our stories.

♬ Any feedback? (^^♪

We have started house hunting. Although I personally never been to the area, thanks to the advanced Internet technology, especially google map, I can see the picture of the property and neighborhood area in their map. But still, it will be best for me to go there and see the property in person.

During the weekend of his business trip, my husband had a house hunting tour guided by a realtor. He already have found one property. It is located at the convenient area. It is close to the elementary school and grocery stores. Everything is within 5 minutes walking.

It also has public bus system in the town. It will be good for old people who don’t want to drive. It sounds very good to me. I don’t like driving. Once we move, I will definitely take the full advantage of public transportation. And of course, I don’t mind more walking distance at all.

I checked the reviews from current residents. Many people complain about its continuous rain. It says 47 inches precipitation a year. It seems to be lots of rain. Especially for the people who live in my current residence area. We have only 14 inches precipitation rate a year. As for my hometown in Japan, the precipitation rate is higher than this figure. Most likely I will love the new area with lots of rain.

I am so excited about this transformation. It is a life change transformation. I know everything will go well for my family and me. It always does.

♬ Any feedback? (^^♪

This evening’s sky was beautiful. I saw the rainbow in between the clouds. It was shining with pastel colors of pink and blue.

I saw a white dove in the sky. Not an actual one, but in the shape of clouds.

I instantly knew it was a message to me.

I like to read my natal horoscope chart. I also like to see Sabian symbol created by Marc Edmund Jones and Elsie Wheeler. My MC in my natal chart is located at Leo 22nd degree. Its symbol is “A carrier pigeon.” When I took the online class from Japanese teacher, he interpreted this symbol as a messenger from upper dimension. The pigeon can enter into the upper dimension, and it comes back to this material world’s dimension with the divine messages.

As a messenger from spirits, I like to use a picture/drawing of white dove. In my personal business card, I have used a drawing of three white doves carrying messages back to this world.

♬ Any feedback? (^^♪

Today’s story is the continuation from my article of Nov 6. My husband and I have been thinking about and wishing for moving to another place. And now, the opportunity that we had been longing for is coming to us.

My husband was offered a job opportunity at other state. The place is what I mentioned in my previous article. It is a seaside city. If everything goes well, he will start working there from the beginning of next year, Jan 2018.

My heart is pounding. It has been pounding since I heard the news from my husband. It was truely a “wow” moment. I definitely want to take this opportunity to get out from this area.

Then what? Once this is confirmed, we have only one month to finish everything. We need to find the place (house) to live at the new land.

But wait. Before we officially accept this offer, my daughter and I need to go there to feel the land energy and meet the local people. We have a whole bunch of things to do for the moving.

I am almost overwhelmed.

First thing first. I need to take a deep breath. After I calm myself, I can start writing a to-do list. I can take the task one by one, step by step. I know one thing for sure. I don’t need to do everything by myself. I have my family to go through this process together. I will be okay. I am always okay.

♬ Any feedback? (^^♪