Yesterday I wrote in my short article that my energetic roots are finally well planted in the current living place. This was how I felt yesterday. But it seems my brain still holds a solid memory that I had lived my former life in Japan.

This morning, I noticed myself driving on the left lane even though I was supposed to drive on the right lane in America. Thank God, it was only for one second or so, and luckily I was the only one on the street, so that I didn’t cause any trouble.

As you know, everything happens for reasons. This small event happened to remind me that my energetic roots are not completely transferred to America. I am still Japanese. My appearance will stay as Japanese for the rest of my life. My way of thinking will stay as Japanese traditional way. I love being Japanese. I am satisfied of my decision being born as Japanese this lifetime. And that evidence will never change for the rest of my life.

So, I believe this small incident happened to remind me of my soul level decision. I will live in America for the rest of my life. During the course, I will adjust myself to American way somewhat. However, my deep roots will continue staying as being Japanese no matter what.

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Today we cerebrated Independent Day holiday. During the daytime, we watched the movie at the theater. And the evening, we went to the local park to watch the firework show. As our town is quite small, the audience was small too. The fireworks was held at the local park. Some people walked there while others came by car. There were no traffic jam or full of cars parked. Very quiet and calm. It is peaceful to watch people greet each other. That is how we enjoy the privilege living in small town. 

Maybe it is normal for the local people who grew up the place like here.

As for me, I grew up in a big city. In order to go see the firework show, I needed to take the public bus and train, then walked from the closest station. It took me more than one hour to get there.

The public transportation always got very crowded by the firework audience. Every year, after the firework show, I saw some sad news that people, especially kids, got hurt by being squished. This is what I don’t miss by living in my hometown in Japan. I don’t miss taking the public transportation with so many people.

While watching the firework show, I was thinking about such differences between my hometown in Japan and my current living place in America.

I see my energetic situation as in energy roots. During my first some years in America, I had missed my hometown in Japan. I often complained about everything and everybody in this current place where I live. My energetic roots were left in Japan. It created an unbalanced situation. My physical body existed in America, but my energetic roots were still in Japan. And that was why I had a hard time adjusting myself to this current land.

After eight years have passed, however, I have noticed myself energetically rooted to this land where I currently live. My energetic roots were finally transferred to this current living place and it makes me easy to live here. I started seeing differently than before. I started fully loving everything in this land; both everything and everybody.   

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This morning I had a dream of rearranging our bedroom layout. It showed me the details on how we should rearrange our beds and its direction, along with other personal staff.

So, right after I woke up, I shared my dream with my husband and daughter. They gave me the permission to follow the guidance of my dream.

After the breakfast, we started the rearranging our bedroom. It was not hard work at all. It was done within two hours or so; much quicker than we thought.

After rearranging, our bedroom looked so nice. We felt we were on the vacation staying in a hotel.

PS: Just an update. It has been several days past after rearranging the bedroom. I tell you. The rearranging was great. I have started sleeping even better than before. The good energy can flow efficiently than before.

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This morning I went to the local swimming pool. The weather was extremely hot as usual. The sky was clear blue; we didn’t have any clouds. But somewhat, I could smell rain. I could feel moisture in the air.

In the evening, sure enough, the sky was covered by huge and heavy clouds. We had a huge amount of rain. Thank God, it means Monsoon has finally kicked off.

FYI: Officially, the monsoon start day is set as June 15th, but I personally think the actual rainy day should be set as Monsoon kick off day.

At the place where I live, we are tortured by extreme heat with dry air in June. And from the point of monsoon kick off day, we feel embraced by mild temperature with humid air. We receive the male energy in June and the female energy in July. So, to me, the transition between June and July is tough, but I always look forward to it.   

For the remainder months, there are mixed energy of male and female. This is just what I feel.

How about your area? Do you feel any particular energy in a certain month?

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Last night before I went to sleep, one of my friends’ face kept on popping up into my head. I prayed all the good things for her and said Thank-You to her from my heart.

On that night, she visited me in my dream. She showed me one Angel Card deck. The design of the cards looked like the night sky with the color of deep violet and indigo blue. The color reminded me of my aura color. She conveyed the energy her Yes to me. In the dream world, we communicated with our thoughts telepathically. She took my hand and gave the card deck to me. She told me she wanted to give this to me because it had my aura color.

In the real life, I rarely don’t communicate with this friend. But it doesn’t mean we are not friends. I always appreciate for her friendship and think good things about her.

This dream tells me that she feels the same way to me. To me, it does not matter if I see the friend often or not, rather how we feel about each other.      

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As of today, my short articles has accumulated to 365. That means, I have kept on writing a short article for one year so far. I would like to congratulate myself for that.

When somebody asks me what my favorite thing to do is, I would answer that I like anything creative. When I think back of my younger days, I was always good at expressing myself. The methods that I used to express myself include water color painting, writing a fiction story, speaking up of my thoughts, and sharing what I know.

In the real life, I don’t have my audience. I sometimes share my knowledge with my family and small number of close friends, but not always, not to everybody.

I usually don’t talk much about myself. People would think of me a quiet person or a good listener. The truth is however, I have much that I want to talk about and share with many people.

In that meaning, this homepage by posting my short article every day is my private and comfortable room.

It is only recently that I finally understand the critical thing. I write short articles and stories just because I like doing so. My main purpose is not to be praised or awarded by somebody else. I write because this is the way I can find my inner peace. Writing is my hobby and my meditation. It is my teacher and my sacred space.   

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Today when I picked my daughter up at the school, she was so excited about the exciting event at the pool.

She told me that while they were in the swimming pool, a pelican flew from somewhere and soaked himself in the swimming pool. The pelican sank his head into the water trying to find any fish or something. Since the pelican was a big sized one, the life guard announced all the kids and other participants to come out from the pool. Then, a police man captured the pelican by its body and beak.

I don’t know what happened to the pelican after being captured. One thing for sure is that the people around this area are very nice and kind. Most likely they figured it out the best rescue method for the pelican. Today’s event definitely would stay in kids’ memory of summer vacation.  

Speaking of wild animals, my neighbor area is surrounded by wilderness. Within 5 minutes from my house, I have seen some wild animals such as a deer, cottontail rabbit (cute and small one), a hare (huge one; it looks like a dog), a coyote, a javelina, and not to mention, a variety types of snakes.

If I had a swimming pool at my house, all the wild animals would jump in the pool in the night to get their body cool off.

PS: This pelican was on the local newspaper. The picture really shows that the pelican had a blast in the pool :).

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I started taking one online class since two days ago. The class is designed to heal our past traumatic events.

The class proceeds with the workbook that contains lots of questions. The first question is to recognize our fear-based story that blocks our future path.

I searched around my traumatic events in my younger days, but I could not find any. I was a pretty happy kid, because I was well taken care of by my biological parents as well as my family spirits. My safe and happy kid days had continued until I turned to 11 years old. From the age of 11, I came out from their protective hands and started experiencing tough challenges. So, my traumatic events were focused on for 27 years from the age of 11 to 38, when I moved to America.

As for the healing process for these 27 years, I have already taken care of. My biggest transition in my life happened when I was about to move from Japan to America. During this transition term, I went through a great amount of healing process.  To me, it was like a near death experience. During this death experience, my family spirits showed me a digest version of my life so far. Just like a movie. Most of the parts that I was shown were the parts that I didn’t want to see. The memory at that time came back to me vividly, and I felt the feeling one more time until I owned and learned from the event fully.

During the process, I got angry, suffered from regret, shed tears, or forgave myself for my immature decisions. Then, I could finally release it. I repeated this process on all the uncomfortable memories.

So, now, I am ready to start the healing process of my past life. After I moved to America, my family spirits let me see one of the biggest traumatic event of my past life. Since it dealt with my dear family’ death, it was not easy for me to forgive the enemies for long. I have to admit I am still dealing with the healing process.

On the first night, I had a dream that I was staying at the hot spring hotel. The hotel was a tall building with many floors, perhaps around 50 floors. At each floor, they had a different type of hot spring. To me, a dream of hot spring means that I received some types of healing methods.

On the second night, which was last night, a black bear came into my dream. My power animal is a bear, so every time a bear comes in my dream, it also means I receive some type of healing processes or supports. In this dream, the black bear represented my strong will to heal.

At the begging of my dream, I recognized a black bear, about 30 meters ahead of me. The bear and I stared at each other. Since I was reluctant of facing at the bear, which was my strong will, I kept a distance from the bear. Whenever the bear tried to come closer to me, I walked to the opposite direction. However, at the certain point, I recognized that I could not do this forever. I decided to face to the bear. As in the spirit world and dream world where a thought creates the new reality, right after I thought about facing to the bear, the bear was sitting right in front of me. I started talking about my feeling to the bear. I knew it was my first brave step toward the healing process.

This is how our real world and spirit world work together. Whatever you do in the real world, it works in the spirit world too. They are back to back, never going alone.

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Today my daughter came back with a big smile. She won the second place at the artwork contest that the local public library held. In this contest, kids were asked to create any kind of creative object by using candies and marshmallows.

My daughter made a flower bouquet. Her flower bouquet was pretty. The color was well organized in a variety of different tones of pink and white. It had certain power to make people happy. Through her artwork, people can see her kind heart. Her artwork always has pure and happy energy.

Last weekend when we ate at the Chinese restaurant, she carefully picked her fortune cookie. Her fortune says;

You are gifted with artistic talents.

We all laughed and said “Yes, we know.”

By the way, my fortune says

A distant friendship could begin to look more promising.

I thought to myself, “Yes, I know.” I have precious friends in Japan and Australia.

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Today I watched the interview of a former Japanese newsreader who died from breast cancer on June 22nd 2017.

The interview was held on January 2017, which was six months before from now on. She looked healthy and answered the interview with her normal voice tone.

During the interview, I felt her great love to her husband. After she experienced great amount of sadness and loneliness that she could not express in wording nor share with others, she could somewhat start understanding her husband’s feeling that he had had since he was a small child. The way she expressed her appreciation to her husband and her other family members was touched my heart.

I would like to say thank you to her soul to share her story with us. Her life reminded me of the importance of living our life fully. Although her life span was short, she could experience a great amount of love. And she shared them with many people by being a public figure. I am sure that her soul was welcomed and praised by her family spirits for her living fully her life.

Every individual has their own unique experiences. I would like to honor everybody on their precious life experiences.

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