Nowadays when I offer Reiki healing session to the client, I feel this opportunity is given to me and the client. The benefit goes to both parties.

Before I give the healing session, I perform a payer and energy cleansing process for myself. The main purpose is to ask for support not only to my spirits and angels but also to the clients’ spirits and angels for the best healing energy. And most importantly, I ask for support to allow me to become nothing but a pure pipe for the Reiki energy.

My reiki session starts before the client comes. My hands becomes very hot and ready to flow the healing energy. My thoughts stops wandering around so that I can simply enjoy the calm music and warm healing energy.

After the healing session, I always enjoy to see the client’s face skin. It gets clearer than before the session. We chat for a while about small happiness in our daily life.

This is what I really like to do. I appreciate to my clients to provide me this great opportunity.

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Interesting synchronicity again. Two of my friends asked me the same question two days in a row. They asked me what my true desire was. 

And I do know everything happens for reasons. I needed to think about the answer by myself for a better understanding about my true desire.

Last night I went to the planetarium. While I was watching stars, my mind went so calm and started flowing the travel freely in past, present, and future. My mind stopped here and there in the past where I was provided very critical life events. These were definitely beyond my ability. These were the evidences that I was not alone. My family souls were/are always with me and provide me the best opportunities at the best timing. My dream job or the situation I had longed for many years naturally came true.

Then I thought I found the answer regarding my true desire. My true desire is to be famous as a spiritual teacher and writer (specifically, I am just a messenger). I want to contribute in making a better world. But another true desire of mine is to have peace in my daily life, which I am achieving it with my dear family. I am fully enjoying this peaceful daily life with my family.

These two seem like conflicting. Once I become famous, the more I become famous and well-know, the more my work (books and lectures) become successful, the more I will get criticized by critics or by the people who are against from my belief. To be honest, I am not ready to receive all kinds of critics yet. So, in a way, I am enjoying being invisible.

Until I fully make my mind if I want to pursue my desire to be famous, or if I want to maintain my private happiness, perhaps my mind will keep flowing this direction and that direction… I guess it is okay too. It is critical for me to enjoy the process on being lost and try to find my true desire. 

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This morning, in my dream, I visited my Japanese old friend. I visited his new house and property in Kobe Japan. There are lots of soft snow all over the area. We run around laughing out loud. It was fun and relaxing dream. It reminded me to play and enjoy every moment.

He was my employer for Lakota tour in 2006 and 2007. We haven’t kept in touch since 2010.

When I worked for him and his customer as an interpreter, I was so nervous. I enjoyed the moment but at the same time I hated the moment. Because I was afraid that my boss might not like my job. I focused on how I made myself look efficient to him.

I am sure that my soul and his soul are spiritually connected and we are facing to the same direction. One of our life missions is to help Japanese people and Native people to connect, to help them for better communication and understandings. That is why we worked together. Our encounter was not coincidence.

He always visits me in spirit before he does so in the physical form.

The first one: One day, in my dream, I met one guy, and I instantly recognized his soul from many past lives.  Then later on, our encounter in physical form occurred. We met each other on the Navajo land. My dad-in-law and my employer were old friends.

The second one: His soul visited me in my dream and offered me for the interpreter job opportunity for Lakota tour, and 1-2 weeks later, it actually happened in the physical form.

The third one: One time when I lost confidence in myself (in my ability), his soul visited me in my dream and scolded me and encouraged me. And again, it happened in the physical form several days later. This type of experiences keep going on and on. I have this experience many times with other people too. But it only happens when my soul and the person’s soul have strong spiritual connection.

I don’t know what this is called exactly. Deja Vu? Rehearsal in dream world? Foresight dream?

Whatever it is called, when it happens, I like to surprise the person by saying “so, you want to tell me this??” I say what the person was about to say that before the person opens his/her mouth. I love to see their astonished face expression. Then I will tell the person “I know that, because your soul already told me this in my dream. Your soul went ahead of you in physical form.”

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Yesterday I was stuck with something. It was about my small job opportunity. Every time I went there, I came back exhausted. I thought about the reason. Perhaps, it was about the person’s sad energy. The person clung on me energetically asking for help, and that was why I felt drained every time I saw the person. Even when I am back home, the person’s sad face is around my energy field.

I didn’t want to hurt the person’s feeling. I thought very hard about the best excuse that I can use to decline the offer but I couldn’t figure it out the best excuse.

Before I went to bed last night, I saw my friend’s Facebook Page. She shares the Angel card reading almost every day. The message that she shared yesterday was “it is okay to say No whenever we need to do so.” She also mentioned that saying no will result in better outcome not only to the person him/herself but to others such as the person who is declined.

I thanked her for sharing the right timing message and confirmation.

This morning, I received a phone call and my small job opportunity was cancelled. So, interesting enough, I didn’t need to create any excuse to turn down to the person, but the person had another reason to cancel it.  

I got relieved. I thought it interesting and awed how things are going well. I don’t take this as coincident but I take it as blessing. Technically speaking, everything that happens in our daily life is blessing.

I believe I am not the only one who feels the surrounding vibration is uplifting. And I take this as the result from everybody. Everybody who currently lives on our lives as well as our angels and spirits is contributing to this vibrational uplifting.

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So, yesterday I was down because of not winning the contest. But before I went to bed, I received an email from my friend with lots of her warmhearted encouragements. While I was replying back to her, I started calming down. I ended up sending her my reply with long email.

While writing, it made me realize of my original resolution. Why do I write? It is because writing is what I love to do. My original resolution is to do what I love, what my soul loves to do.

I came to understand that I needed to remember my original resolution all the time. I write because I love to do so. My original intention is not to become famous nor to become rich from publishing my books. My original intention is to share messages and inspiration through my writing.

I will keep writing no matter what. If there is no audience, that is fine with me. As long as my soul is satisfied with my action, I am fine with it.

Of course to be honest, I still have desire to be a world well-known author so that I can share messages from spirits through my writing. But I decided to let spirits decide about the divine timing and method. I know it will come, as all my desires and dreams eventually came true in my life. I just need to stay being happy and doing what I love.

This month is my birthday month. I am ready to receive all the unexpected opportunities thrown from my family souls. They love to surprise me.

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Today was one of my biggest days in life. I felt nervous, because today was the winner’s announcement day of Hay House Writer’s Contest.

In the afternoon, I checked their Facebook page and saw the three winner’s names. But my book proposal didn’t win.

I cried. I felt sad. For not being needed.

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After cried for a while, letting go of my sad feeling, I started feeling calm down.

I guess it is fine with me.

At this moment, I am surrounded by great environment. I have my dear family. My life is peaceful with my family.

Maybe I just dreamed too much about winning the contest.

Maybe I should stop dreaming big, but instead, I should appreciate what I have and what I am provided, and continue living my life in a humble way.

Thank you to my dear friends, for your kind support and encouragements. And sorry, that my book proposal didn’t win.

But I am not going to give up on publishing my books. Someday. At a divine timing. They will be everywhere in the world…, I think.

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I am invisible. Nobody knows about me. And I think that part of me likes it as is. Part of me likes to have a quiet and peaceful life.

From today, 9th annual Tapping World Summit started. In this interview, they talked about being busy. They mentioned most people force themselves to be busy because if not, they would feel guilty for not doing much. I know what they mean. I was like that when I was single, living alone and supporting my bills by myself. I would feel freaked out for only even one day without any job. I thought to myself I should have kept myself busy to show the world as a worthiness person.

This is one of the illusions that our modern society has created. The truth is there is no such rule in the Universe. If we have days or time to spend relaxed without any duty, it is a blessing.

In this sense, I am greatly blessed. I currently don’t have any duties or jobs. My days are peaceful. I don’t have concerns or worries.

However, there is another part of me who likes to keep being busy. Part of me desires to be famous and well known. Part of me wants to go out to the society and share what I have received from spirits.

I notice there is a huge gap between the current situation and what part of me desires. I don’t know this is common for many people, or I am the weird one.   

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Today our neighbor is having a huge yard sale. I thought it interesting. This house must have certain energy to get rid of things. Three years ago, the residence in this house had a huge yard sale. They took out everything from the house to sell. They wanted to get rid of everything, so that they can move calmly with only one car. After a huge yard sale, the family moved out.

Then, new family moved in to this house, and now they are doing the same thing.

These two families shared lots of common things. They never got rid of staff up until now. Although they are old couple with grown up children, they still have baby items and baby clothes. You will be amazed that you would find everything. Yes, I mean everything. Starting from baby staff, girl’s items, boy’s items, woman’s items, and man’s items. Books, video tapes, toys, make-ups, gorgeous dresses, man’s formal shirts and suits. You name it, and you will find it.

While observing the yard sale of my neighbor’s house, I noticed one small progress in me. I used to love going to yard sale and buy staff that I didn’t need. But today, I don’t have desire to go to the yard sale. I noticed that I already graduate from the habit of buying unnecessary things).

Now I know what I want and what I need. I am satisfied with what I currently have. I don’t need to go to a yard sale or a thrift store to compensate any missing points in my mind.

From my own experience, I am happier with the minimum items than being surrounded by lots of unnecessary items. If my story resonates with you, why don’t you get rid of unnecessary items from your room and house? You will feel more energized and lighter than before.

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When I was taking the Angel card reading class of Doreen Virtue, I posted my request in their dedicated Facebook Page to exchange a card reading with my fellow students for practice. It was in August 2016. I received a reply from only four fellow students.

Then, today February 25th 2017 (6 months later since I posted my request), I received 8 unread messages through Facebook. The messages were sent on August 2016, and they were all fellow students from Angel card reading class.

It should have some reasons that I received messages from four students and didn’t receive messages from these eight students. I still don’t know the exact reasons why these 8 people’s messages were delayed for 6 months.

I believe everything happens for reasons. And I believe my family souls did this for the highest good for me.

The great thing about taking this class is that I have reconnected with one girl. I feel like that I have known her for a long time, even from our past lives. I am so happy to have reconnected with her. I am sure she is one of my soul tribe. We encourage and support each other.

She lives in Australia and I live in America. We never met in person, nor talked on the phone. But I know physical distance does not matter. Her soul one time visited me in my dream. After meeting each other in my dream, she sent me her photo. It was great way to meet her in spiritual form before I saw her photo. It was solid confirmation that we were connected. Since our encounter, I feel her soul close to me regardless of physical distance.

Maybe the biggest reason for me to take this class was to reconnect with her. Maybe I didn’t have strong spiritual connections with these 8 people and I didn’t need to connect with them. It is just my guess.

I just trust my family souls always work for me for my highest good.

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This morning, my daughter and my husband had a dream that I died. As for my daughter, she had this dream (I died in her dream) many times (as far as I remember, more than 10 times for sure). She said she didn’t like this dream because she wants me to live longer with her on this lifetime.

I told my family “thank you” and told them it is a good dream. They were the messenger for me to convey the good news for me.

In our dream, if somebody dies, especially if the person is your dear family member, it is a message for the person that a great news is coming up to the person.

In dream, a death represents a re-birth. Old-self is dead and new-self is born.

I really hope this is a trigger or sign for me that my old-self (my old habit or life style) is dead and my new-self (a new life style or a new perspective about me from the environment) is born.

I am ready to accept a new door for me to open. I accept new opportunities open for me.

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