How to use my precious time 9/12/2024

For the past 2 years and half, I always attended the Thursday luncheon training at noon. Now that I reigned the old platform, I don’t need to attend it. I feel free and comfortable! Attending this training was not mandatory but I made it a rule to attend it every week. Taking out something from my routine list items was hard for me, but once I did it, I feel great. I have to be responsible on what I want to use my precious time.

Light therapy device arrived 9/11/2024

In the morning, the light therapy device arrived. It took 7 days to be delivered from the purchased day, because it was sent from Thailand. In the evening, I tried out 2 sessions. One session is a 10-minute long.  

It was a very busy and productive day. My daughter and I stopped by at four stores in the morning. After came back, I finished watching some biofeedback training videos.

The biofeedback manufacturer generously offered to pay for the official certificate fee of $179 to support the users. I really appreciate their support. I applied for the certificate. I am looking forward to it to be arrived to my house.

Homeopathy remedy prescription created 9/10/2024

I worked on selecting homeopathy remedies and support tincture for my client. I am still suffering from the allergic reaction with itchy eyes and dull headache, and my client has some similarity with my inner child, it was fund and helpful to look for some remedies that will best fit to her current situation and feeling. It took me several hours to finally finished creating the prescription. I sincerely hope these remedies and support tincture will guide her to a better place.

Cry out from my Inner child 9/8/2024

In the morning at 8 a.m., I attended a meeting for the new insurance platform. The meeting itself was beneficial to attend. I was glad that I moved to this platform. But there was one thing that bothered me. My recruiter, whom I have known and worked together since the old platform, happened to forgot replying back to my question. I know she just forgot, but it hurt my feeling. I don’t know why I can’t casually ask her “hey, did you just forget replying back to me?” I know I can ask this simple question to my family or close friends, but I cannot do so to her.

After the meeting, the first thing I did was to blame my daughter for her not finished drying laundry that I asked her before the meeting. When she was listening to my complaint, she was shedding tears. Then I realized how harsh I scolded her. I soon apologized her. My daughter said she forgave me.

We sat down on bed, and I started talking about how the recruiter hurt my feeling. I knew the recruiter happened to be a reason to let me down, but she actually didn’t do anything bad. She happened to be a person to nudge my inner child who was not still healed.

My inner child who was crying out was the one whom got hurt by my mom while I was still a young child. She was not there for me whenever I needed her.

I shed lots of tears while speaking about the feeling of my inner child. My daughter was sitting down next to me, rubbing my back gently. She was also shedding tears with me. Even though she is still young, she has gone through the sad time in school and from me.

The two hours or so that I spent time together with my daughter was precious. Our lots of tears have healed us deeply this morning. It is great to shed lots of tears once in a while for our souls to cleanse.

Autumn allergy 9/7/2024

For the past week or so, I have been suffering from the allergic symptom with dull headache, runny nose, and itchy eyes. My daughter is having the same symptom as me. My husband is doing just fine, but some of his coworkers are suffering from the same symptom. I cannot do things as quickly and effectively as I wanted, but I am still thankful that I am still able to do works and chores. Thinking back to 10 years ago or so, I often stayed in bed due to sickness. I am better than those days.

Jalapeno pizza 9/5/2024

My daughter cooked a pizza from a scratch using the produces came out from our garden. Everything collaborated very well and the pizza tasted so yummy. I am grateful that my daughter is really good at cooking, especially any kinds of baking, and that our plants are healthy and keep producing yummy vegetables.