I submitted my application to my homeopathy teacher for the homeopathy counselling. The school worker replied back to me that all the clients are supposed to be there in person at the school for the counseling. Also, applicants need to pay the counseling fee to be deducted from the Japanese bank account, which is impossible for me because I don’t have any family members to ask to pay for the fee on behalf of me and I don’t have any Japanese bank accounts.

My friend called the homeopathy school and talked to the office worker who deals with the homeopathy counseling sessions. My friend volunteered to pay for my counseling fee by using her bank account. With my friend’s kind offer and willingness to support me, the school worker set my counseling date as two days from today. It is a miracle that my homeopathy teacher takes me as her client this quickly.

Right after the worker at the school received my application form, the homeopathy teacher happened to enter the office. The worker mentioned about my situation to the teacher, and the teacher suggested me to take Support tincture named as Kundalini. This support tincture is for the people who have a huge gap between the real spiritual age and the original spiritual age. Luckily enough, I had the support tincture in my house, I started taking this support tincture.

I set my alarm at 6 am. My clinic requires patients to call the clinic at 6 a.m. in order to make an appointment on the day. I needed to make an appointment with my primary care doctor just to refill my pain receiver medication. I hate to have an appointment with a doctor. They have patients to wait for long. This doctor was the same as the other doctors. I called at the appointment time and the nurse told me to wait online room. I needed to wait there for more than 30 minutes until the doctor finally appeared in the online room. Regardless of the long waiting time, the doctor saw me only 2 minutes or so, because all I needed from the doctor was to refill my medication.  

In the afternoon, I had a hot bath with the help of my daughter. Since the injury, I could stay the longest in the hot tub today.

I made some phone calls. The first call was to talk with the insurance company. The agent told me that our insurance does not need a referral to see a new doctor. The second call was to a back doctor to make an appointment. I will go take an X-ray at the clinic, and have a first appointment with a back doctor on next Monday morning.

In the night, I felt the stubbing by needles like sharp pains on all over of my right leg. Through the pains, I felt the uncomfortable curse energy from my nuisance. I really hope my nuisance will notice what he has done to me. I hope he will feel the same or worse pain and torture that I have been suffering from his curse.

My daughter had a dream of me. In her dream, I was in my room doing my to-do-list items and chores. I was happily moving around.

Her dream gave me hope. She saw me in the near future. It means I will get well in the near future and stand by myself and move around to do all the to-do-list items.

Today I felt the pain got relieved than yesterday. My emotion too got better than yesterday. I don’t know the exact reason why, but the energy surrounded me has been shifted upward. Maybe one reason to help me out is my husband and daughter’s support. I taught them the procedure on how to use my biofeedback software. I asked them to focus on send the psychic attack back to the originator; my nuisance, saying that any negative thoughts and curses came from him should be back to the originator. I kept on saying the Navajo and Japanese mantra and prayer to cleanse all the energy of myself and my family, and the entire house.  

I started feeling peace in my mind and feeling love and communication with my late parents and gods and holy people than before.

I started feeling appreciation that I received this sciatica and shingle pain to detox any negative emotion that have come from my nuisance. I needed to stop all the actions to take good care of myself. Maybe one of the reasons why I needed to stop all the actions is because detox any possibilities to develop cancer. I started feeling appreciation about this injury. I don’t know the exact reasons at this moment, but I will be aware in the near future about the reasons.

I had had a big pimple looking swelling on my right belly since the injury day. It had gotten bigger and swollen at the certain point, and then today, it naturally came out. I asked my husband to squeeze it by pinching with an alcohol-sanitized needle, a good amount of the dark black blood and puss came out. I thought it could be a cause of cancer or any kinds of serious disease if I had kept it inside my body. I am thankful the poison came out from my body.

Since today, I started feeling positive. I used to take the strong pain reliever medicine on every 6 hours, but I waited until 10 hours. As for the anti-inflammatory pill and muscle relaxant pill that were prescribed to take every 8 hours, I skipped taking it once and could sleep without it.

I still could not sleep through the night. At 2 a.m., I had a meeting with my friend about the application document of the homeopathy counseling from my homeopathy teacher. I could not go to my computer and type the document, so my friend listened to my story and typed them on behalf of me. I appreciate her kind support from my heart.

Since the injury, I crawled to the bathroom. And it makes some special sound of my hands and knees. My husband told me he would hear the similar sound in his room in the middle of the night. When he heard the sound, he would come check on me at the bed, and he noticed I was sleeping there. At another time, he heard the sound that I was breathing in and out to calm my pain. I have been doing this special breathing technique to calm myself. Otherwise, I would out of breath or scream from pain. My husband heard this special breathing sound in his room, even though I was in other room. We came to a conclusion that there is a ghost who is mocking my sound. My husband told me whenever he heard the sound, he didn’t feel any negative feeling or energy. So, we concluded that the ghost loves me and imitates my sound to cheer me up. As a matter of fact, when I heard this story from my husband, we all had a good laugh. In this tough situation, laughter does help us to feel better.  

I have been suffering from constipation for 9 days since October 9^th. My daughter brought me her large water cup with an extra-large straw. She also added some hydration mix powder in the water. Since it was super easy for me to drink, I ended up drinking the water and asked her to refill a couple of times. I was surprised to know that I drank up more than 4 litter of water. I must have been very dehydrated. After I drank enough water, it brought my emotion up that I started feeling positive and happy. I even started singing songs out loud.  

Followed by feeling happy, I needed to go to bathroom. I haven’t gone to pee for more than 12 hours. As soon as I sat down on the toilet seat, pee came out without any pain, which usually accompanied, but not this time. Then, while peeing, poo smoothly came out. It was not diarrhea or watery, but that of normal banana typed healthy one. It was the first one after 9-days constipation.

Today, I received support offers from two people.

The first offer was from our new neighbor who recently moved in our neighborhood area. She seems to be around my age. When my husband and daughter were outside, our new neighbor came up to my family and greeted herself and asked about me. She worried about me being carried by my husband. She introduced herself as being a retired flight medical worker. She offered help and support whenever we need her help. She kept on asking my husband and daughter to just ring the door bell of her house whenever we need her help. She is really willing to help me.

The second support offer was from my fellow student from the professional homeopathy school. She is one of my very precious friends and we were planning to go to one-night trip in Kyoto while my visit in Japan. While we talked over the phone, she offered me any supports to be needed to apply for a homeopathy counseling of the homeopathy school teacher.

I appreciate these two people that they are willing to support me and help me out in this tough time. Thank you from my heart.   

My pain is still severe. I can breathe in and out normally while the strong pain reliever medication is in my body, but once it is out, I scream from intense pain. I cry and shed tears, feeling miserable. I cannot do anything except for feeling sad and depressed. I feel the sensation of bowel movement, but when I sat down on the toilet seat, it was too painful to keep sitting and focusing on, I can’t have it come out. There was a nice nurse at the urgent care clinic. She suggested to purchase an over-the-counter medication of stool softener. I followed her advice. I purchased it and took the pills. No help so far.

My homeopath friend offered me to do a biofeedback session remotely. I really appreciated her kind offer and support. During the aura cleansing procedure, she saw my aura was surrounded by four black orbs on my upper right and left and lower right and left. It means somebody is wishing me a bad luck and even wants me to die. I know only one person who would do this to me; my nuisance. I felt so sad to know that my nuisance becomes that evil wishing me to die just to receive our late parents; inheritance. My friend did the right procedure to send the black orbs back to the originator: my nuisance. I sincerely hope that all the gods and holy people see the truth on what is going on between my nuisance and me and take care of the situation in the right way.

In the early afternoon at 2:30 p.m., I went to the oriental acupuncture clinic. There, the Asian male doctor, probably he is from Philippine, gave me two different types of sessions. The first session was an Asian acupuncture. He didn’t put the needles all over the body, but only in the injured area,  and  set the red and warm light shone on the area. The second session was at the special massage chair that pulls the spine little by little. The two sessions were okay but I didn’t feel any progresses. I probably will not come back to this clinic. However, there was one great thing about this clinic. It was the female receptionist. She was very thoughtful and nice to me.

At 4 p.m., I had another appointment at my primary care clinic. I was reluctant to come here, because I knew the doctor would scold me about not having a doctor’s visit regarding my diabetic situation. I guess was right. The doctor, who was different from my previous visit, preached about not having the diabetic checkup regularly. The checked my A1C level and found out it was very high as 10.4 She prescribed two different types of diabetic mediations and one powerful pain reliever medication.

By the time when my husband and I finished picked up the mediations, the sun was already set and it was dark outside. I was exhausted by the time when we came back home. My honest feeling is that I still hate clinics and hospitals even though they helped me by prescribing medications. I want to get well as soon as possible so that I won’t need to come back to any clinics and hospitals.

In the late afternoon, I went to see the chiropractor and had a dry needling session from him. When he saw my back area, he found out my shingle in the middle of my lower back. He told me the shingle was the main cause of sharp pain. He put the electricity through the dry needles for 25 minutes. It was so painful, but thanks to my daughter’s support that she was holding my one hand and rubbing my back gentry on the other hand, I could somewhat survive.  

About two hours after I came back home, the pain got become unbearable for me so that my body bounced up and down without my will. I got the extreme amount of sweat all over my body, as if I were in the midst of the heavy rain. I felt so scary that my body reacted about the intense pain like that.

I talked with my friend over the phone at night. I explained about my cancellation of the trip. She was thoughtful enough to understand that we won’t be able to see each other this month.