Today’s dream: I was with my family and friends. We all enjoyed eating bats at the electric griddle. Even though I would not like eating a bat in the real world, it tasted good and I was loving it in my dream. Then I woke up energized.

The dream interpretation dictionary says eating a bat is a good luck. Eating in dream means acquiring. It means I acquired the power and energy of a bat into my energy field.

Our spring has come even though it is still in February. The weather is in the midst of transition. We have been having hot days and cold days coming and going alternatively.

Today I did some progresses in getting ready for gardening for this summer. Last year we enjoyed growing and eating tomato, okra, jalapeno, parsley, and radish. This year, I want to have more okra.

My husband talked with his parents on the phone. Last time when we heard from them, my dad-in-law had been recovering from the injury in his left thigh. But today, we heard a bad news. His thigh has been swollen again. And it accompanies with pain. He might have to go through another surgery.

I will keep sending good healing energy to my dad-in-law.

I read the news about coins in Japan. The banks will start charging fee for exchanging coins. When you exchange 500 of 1-yen coins, the exchange fee will be 400-yen. I was surprised at the news. When I was in Japan, there was no exchange fee for coins. I could bring a piggy bank that was full of variety coins to a bank.

When I moved to America, I was surprised at the difference. When my husband did the same thing at the bank, they just gave him a pack of coin roll papers. Here, customers have to roll the individual coins by hand and bring the coin rolls to the bank.

I seldom use cash for payment. I almost fully depend on credit cards. With the advanced technology, soon the number of people who are like me will outgrow the number who pay in cash. By the time of my later age on this life, people might not use coins at all for payment. It will be fun to witness the transition of the payment method.

In the morning we had an unexpected visitor. It was the FedEx driver.

He came to our house to find out the missing two boxes. My husband told him our boxes were delivered to a wrong address. Also my husband told him that we found the packages in our neighborhood and got them back. I told him to be careful next time, because we are not supposed to look for our package on our own. He seemed to understand what we said. We kept on saying “okay” and left. I was surprised that he never ever apologized for his delivering to a wrong address. But both my husband and I were in calm, so we never got mad at him. My husband and I decided to forgive him and let this event go from our mind.

This is a small event but means big to me. My husband and I had been able to stay calm and peace. We never got mad at the driver. It means we are in a good health mentally and physically, and that is great for us.

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Recently I have kept thinking of my late friend; Yamamura-san. I took out his book from the closet. In the first couple of pages, there were some pictures of him. When my daughter saw the picture, she said she has known him from past lives. Also, she said she has seen him in my aura field a couple of times before whenever I was working on healing. She said he does not stay all the time, because he is super busy in Spirit world. I was surprised to hear, but I was happy to know that he still remembers me. Thank you Yamamura-san.

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Right before I went to bed, I received a phone call from my dad. He told me two packages from me arrived and thanked me for that. I was happy that my dad and I can now talk normally. For this, I know I owe my late mom for her continuous support. Thank you, Okaasan.

It was peaceful day. Just one small accident happened but it was quickly solved.

In the morning I received an email from FedEx noticing they delivered two package to us. But our package were never delivered to us. I was in the kitchen at that time but I didn’t see the FedEx truck. This was not our first that the driver delivered to a wrong address. My husband drove around our neighborhood and found two boxes left in front of the entrance door. He asked the house owner for the permission to check the address of the two boxes. They were our packages. So the FedEx driver delivered our packages to the wrong address. It was a bit uncomfortable experience, but I am glad it was solved quickly.

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In today’s guided mediation, I asked my guide spirit some advice for writing a book. He recommended me to read my favorite memoir and follow the structure as a sample. It was a good advice. Even though I learned it in the book publishing online class, I totally forgot about it. Then one book popped up in my mind. It was a book of Yamamura-san who used to be my friend long time ago. I will start re-reading his book.

It was another cold day with strong winds. I had an acupuncture treatment appointment in the morning, but I cancelled it due to bad headache. It is just my intuition but I feel I should change the acupuncturist to somebody new. The current acupuncturist’s treatment does not work well for my body nowadays.

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Today we received a Hardship Assistance Checks from Navajo Nation, which my husband applied in last October.

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My dad-in-law has been recovering from his injury. He had 20 stitches on his left thigh at the two surgeries. He has still been under treatment of antibiotic. His last appointment is set on March 8^th. If the doctor confirms he is completely healed on the last appointment, they will set the date to visit us in March. I hope they will be able to visit us and spend good time together.

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In today’s meditation, my guide spirit appeared in a young male figure. He was in a white outfit in Egypt. He suggested me to pay more attention to nature, such as watching stars, touching earth, feeling winds, looking at clouds in sky, talking to plants, and enjoying water flow. It was a peaceful meditation as usual.

Today is my brother’s birthday. I never forget his birthday, even though I never had an opportunity to send my birthday wish to him. He never knows that I am celebrating his birthday at the back of the Earth. Anyways, Happy Birthday my brother. I wish all the best to you.

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For the past three days we have had cold days due to the Arctic cold front with a winter storm. In our neighbor state, there was a huge car accident due to the icy road. The news reports at least 6 dead in 133-car pileup. I pray for the people involved.

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Today’s meditation.

My guide spirit appeared in a female figure. She was tall, curvy, and beautiful. She looked like Lakshmi the Indian Goddess. She was surrounded by gorgeous pink with rich and abundant energy.

She gave me some messages like this.

I am unique. I am different from others. That’s is just fine. My guide spirit wants me to stay being as me. She wants me to think back of my childhood. I was unique since I was small, and I never got ashamed of myself. I was surrounded by many good friends and they accepted me and liked me being who I truly was.

My guide spirt gave me a glove. She wants me to see things in a wider vision. There are so many people in the world. There are my spiritual family souls scattered in the world. The target audience of my blog and books are those people who are spiritually connected with me. she wants me keep doing what I have been doing.  

Today was a valentine day. I thought I should give my dad a call just to be nice.

Before I made a phone call, I asked my late mom for her support. I simply wanted to talk with my dad without any arguments. Luckily my daughter can see my mom. My daughter saw and hear my mom telling me that she would support me.

So I called my dad.

It was like a miracle. With only one calling, my dad answered the phone. His voice sounded strong and healthy. We greeted each other with happy voice tone. My dad told me he would have the first year anniversary memorial service for my mom on February 27^th. I asked him what he wanted to have for an offering for her alter. He told me he has a whole bunch of incents, so he prefers to have something to eat. When I asked him if I should send some rice cracker, he happily agreed. Then I quickly hang up the phone. I am glad our phone conversation went well.

Then I ordered one box of rice cracker to my dad’s house. I know he will love this rice cracker gift.

At 8 p.m., my daughter and I attended the zoom Sunday Service at the Japanese mediumship school.

The medium picked me and started conveying the message. He said my mom and her mom (my maternal grandma) came to me. He said my mom and grandma were nudging about my husband that he watches a TV all the time and at the same time he is eating some snack constantly. He sounded as if my husband is lazy doing nothing but watching a TV and eating snack constantly. The audience laughed at the message.

I didn’t like how the medium conveyed the message, because he made me feel uncomfortable. I felt the medium was rude to my husband. I felt the medium insulted my husband in front of the big audience by making fun of him.

It was not true about my husband. My husband is not lazy at all. He is very busy with his job and does not have his private time left in daily life. He seldom watches a TV. As a matter of fact, we don’t have a TV anyway. He works as an IT job. Because of his job position of the high responsibility, he pays his full attention to what he does at the workplace. He is not watching a TV, but he is constantly staring at the computer screen for his work. His workplace is at the government building. Nobody can work with eating. He never works at the computer with eating something. I always appreciate my husband for his hard work in order to support my daughter and me. I respect him and thank him all the time. He does not deserve to be insulted like this in public.

After the service, I was suffered from the uncomfortable feeling. I started even blaming myself.  Didn’t I decide not to attend their Sunday Service anymore? The only reason why I attended today’s service was because my favorite medium was attending as a medium for the spirit communication demonstration. I regretted for attending tonight’s Sunday Service. I should have stayed away from it.

This story does not end like this. I have the strongest ally with me in my house; my daughter.

I turned to my daughter. She was sitting next to me, staying peaceful and happy as always. She is gifted to see and hear my late family members.

I asked my daughter if the male medium was right about the message or not. My daughter told me some were right, but the way that my late mom and late grandma were conveying the message was totally different from the truth.

So, the part where my late mom and late grandpa showed up together for me was correct. They talked about my husband was correct.

However, the way they conveyed the message was totally wrong. Since both of my late mom and late grandma are very caring and nice, they never nudge my husband in a bad way in front of a big audience. Their intention was never to make my husband being laughed at nor being insulted. They really worry about my husband. They watch my husband constantly staring at the computer screen at his workplace. They concern about my husband’s health because once he focuses on the job, he seldom gets up from the chair. They want to convey the message to me that they really love and appreciate my husband for taking good care of my daughter and me. They want my husband to stretch his body from time to time and not to keep sitting in the chair for such a long time.

Do you see the huge difference? My late mom and late grandma conveyed the message from love because they love my husband.

Please don’t get me wrong. I am not writing this to complain nor blame about the male medium. Not at all. I completely understand he is a sincere and good person. What he was wrong was he could not see the true intention about my late mom and late grandma, which was pure love from them to my husband. They never appeared to make fun of him in front of the audience.

With this event, I made my mind solidly. I will never attend any of Sunday Service or Spirit communication demonstrations. I can communicate with them directly, and I have my daughter who can clearly see and hear them. I don’t need any other people in between us and my family spirits anyway.