Today I went to the local MVD to renew my driver’s license. Due to Covid-19, the MVD office takes appointment only and don’t allow any walk-in. It worked well for me as I didn’t need to wait in the lobby. Previous years the waiting time in the lobby was unbearable for everybody.

With the I-551 stamp in my passport, I had my driver’s license renewed for one year. Once my green card arrives, I will have to pay for another fee to renew.

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On the way back home, I stopped by at the grocery store. The store was lacking of plastic grocery bags. Instead, customers needed to pack the purchased items in a large paper bags. I wonder if this grocery store has been trying to completely switch from plastic bags to paper bags, as a part of saving the planet Earth project. If yes, I am willing to support their efforts.

Last night right before I fell asleep, I noticed one new email. Without thinking, I opened the email and read it. I regretted reading the email right before sleep, because the email made me stay up for a while. The email was from the Trance class instructor of Japanese mediumship school. It was a reply regarding my application request to enroll his Trance class for the upcoming spring semester. He rejected my enrollment. He said I am not ready for the class. I was shocked and felt uncomfortable. I didn’t get the reason.

I attended this class seven times so far. I did well most of the classes. Only once or twice, I could not fully focus, because of the computer’s technical error of echoing on Zoom and the unstable Internet connection. Other than that, I was never a nuisance for any other classmates. I kept my vibration high. I know I had been doing great. I don’t know the real reason why he rejected me to enroll the class this time. I thought I should leave this school. I already paid for the advanced mediumship class for spring semester. I know I cannot cancel nor I cannot ask for refund for cancellation of the class. There will be 10 classes in this semester. This class will be held by two instructors. The other female teacher is one of my favorite instructors. I still want to learn from this female teacher. I will take the advanced class that I already paid, but from next semester, I decided to leave this mediumship school from next semester. After I made up my mind, I felt relaxed. Then I fell asleep.

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A group of spirits visited me in my dream. I never saw this group of spirits. The mediumship school instructor was with the group of spirits. So, I guess these spirits work with the mediumship school instructor. They asked me not to leave the school. They said keep studying mediumship. The instructor stepped forward and apologized me for rejecting my class enrollment request. He said it was to protect me from psychic attack from someone who gets jealous of me. Somebody complained about me enrolling the class even though I am still a new student at the school. He encouraged me to keep studying mediumship at his school. He asked me to understand the real reason for his refusing. I told him I understood. I promised him to stay at his school and keep studying mediumship.

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I woke up this morning feeling comfortably. After coming back from walk, I noticed I had received a new email from the instructor. It was an invitation to his Mantra class. He added he would omit teaching Sanskrit alphabet in this semester. At the last class of the last semester, I told him I would not enroll the class because I don’t want to repeat learning from the beginning including the Sanskrit alphabet. So I decided to enroll this class.

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I still don’t know the real reason why the instructor rejected me for enrolling Trance class. I still feel uncomfortable about his decision, but I decided to let it go. I want to enjoy his future classes without any grudges. The true reason will be revealed by itself naturally as always.

Today’s dream: Somebody handed me a pair of keys. One was a gold key and the other was a silver key.

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I did the Hemi-Sync guided meditation. I asked my guide spirits about the purposes of my diabetes. I received the messages like this.

There are many reasons for my diabetes.

First reason is to pay off to my bad habits that I created in my earlier years. Such bad habits include hurting people verbally with my thoughtless statements. I used to have too much self confidence in my good health and didn’t take good care of my body. I used to intake lots of bad stuff in my body without thinking about my future years. I took it for granted all the love and kindness that I received from my family and friends.

Second reason is to discipline my mind. My soul is originally strong and loves facing challenges and overcoming them.

Third reason is to cleanse my physical body. I am supposed to perform great life missions in my later life. As the preparation for that, I needed my body to be purified and cleansed.

Fourth reason is to enjoy the reversing process. I will be able to fully reverse my diabetes in 10 years. With my own personal experiences, I can share my original methods on how to reverse diabetes.

Fifth reason is to lead my family. Thanks to my sickness, I have completely changed my life style, eating habits, and cooking and eating pattern. I have built good exercising habit. With my changing these, my family have been receiving benefits from me.

All in all my getting diabetes are nothing but blessings. I should enjoy the reversing process and later on, I should enjoy sharing my experiences with many people.     

Today’s dream: I was at the Okonomiyaki restaurant with my family and friends. We were all enjoying eating hot Okonomiyaki right off from the hot iron griddle. Then I woke up feeling refreshed. I know it is one of the great messaged dreams. The dream interpretation dictionary says the dreamer will have good luck in human relationships. With the better human relationships, things will go smoothly and the dreamer will reduce their stresses.

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In the morning we talked with our neighbor family. They were busy packing their stuff for moving out. This family is a single mother with four children. Since we have built good relationship with them, the mom told us the reasons why they all of a sudden decided to move out. She told us she found out she has a cancer. She already had a surgery twice and one more surgery is coming up in next month. Her mom in Missouri told her to come back to her hometown where she has her mom and three siblings living close to each other. Her mom already arranged a house next to her house available for her family. I had a tough time to hold my tears back. When she mentioned about her cancer, I sensed it is in the terminal stage. I sensed it would be our last to see her in this lifetime. I also sensed that she sensed the same way as I do. I am at least happy for her to have her mom and siblings who are willing to support her and her children. I sincerely wish all the best to her and her family. It was nice to have them as our nice neighbors for the past ten years.

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In the evening I received a phone call from my dad. It was a nice surprise, as I haven’t talked to him since last August. My dad wants to give my daughter Otoshidama of $400. Otoshidama is one of the Japanese traditions that adults give a New Year allowance to children. He said he cannot send it, so he asked me to give her on behalf of him. He said he would give it back to me when we see each other in next time.

I was glad that he contacted me. His voice sounded healthy and strong. Among all, we didn’t end up arguing this time. We ended our conversation peacefully.

Right after our conversation, my daughter told me my mom in spirit showed up, gesturing giving something to her. I told my daughter it was my mom’s idea to give Otoshidama from them. Once I said that, my mom was smiling and happy that I understood her message clearly. Thank you mom for remembering us and supporting us always. I really feel her much closer than ever.

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At night I watched the Japanese movie; 湯を沸かすほどの熱い愛 2016 (Her Love Boils Bathwater). This movie is about a mom who is diagnosed with terminal cancer. I shed lots of tears as I thought of my late mom. Toward the ending, the movie showed the main character in the hospital room suffering from pain. My mom passed away from the terminal cancer, but she chose to spend her last days in her own house. According to their house maids, my mom never wore a diaper. She walked to the bathroom by herself. On her last day, she had a normal life. She had dinner with my dad at the dinner table, had a bath, and went to the bedroom. While chatting with my dad, she quietly departed. She didn’t suffer from pain at the last moment. She planned on how she wanted to depart and made it happen perfectly. I admire my mom for all of these.

This morning’s dream: I was in Japan. I had my passport and was heading to the airport to go back to America. I was crossing a huge bridge. It started a fire behind me. I started running. The fire grew up bigger and bigger burning the part of the bridge I just passed. When I finally reached at the airport building, the fire completely burned the bridge. The burning fire was sparking red and beautiful. The scene was solemn and in awe. Then I woke up.

I thought the message from this dream is I should keep going forward. It seems to me that I cannot go back to Japan anymore. I know of course it is a metaphor. Now that my mom is not living in Japan anymore, I don’t have any more roots in Japan to pull me back. Now I consider America is my homeland. I live here with my precious family. My spiritual root is now tied to this land.

It is interesting to review my messages that I wrote down for this month in my calendar as follows.

January 2021: Pay attention to messages through dreams, Midas touch – Every project will turn out to gold. Lion – Have courage to proceed. Universe is big and generous enough to fulfill my desires.

Today we had the stimulus check of $1,800 deposited to our bank account. It was much earlier than we thought. I appreciate for this support.

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My family and I had a peaceful end of year. This year was an unforgettable year for me.

I started off visiting my parents at the end of January, and one month later my mom passed away at the beginning of March. I had a wonderful surprise birthday wish from my late mom on my birthday. In June, I started attending classes at the Japanese mediumship school. At the end of July, my husband was laid off. In August my husband and I were granted a piece of land on Navajoland. In September and October we often went back to Navajoland and started building a foundation of our shed on our homesite. At the end of October, my mom-in-law got sick and hospitalized for 11 days. In November my husband received had spent busy days dealing with a job interview from several companies at the same time. In the middle of December, my husband was hired.

Even though it was a tough year for me, I have been blessed in many ways in return. In my personal opinion, this year was beneficial for me of my spiritual growth.

I want to share my steps I took to renew my green card.

On 10/2/2020, I applied the green card renewal online. I paid the fee of $540.

On 10/13/2020, I received the notice letter of I-797C. It contains the receipt number of the application.

As of 12/15/2020, since I still hadn’t heard from them yet, I called USCIS main office. The operator told me about I-551 stamp, which can be used as an extension of green card while waiting for their renewal process. The operator processed a request the interview at the local office for me. The operator told me I should receive a phone call from them to schedule an appointment within 7 business days.

As of 12/28/2020, I still had not heard from them. I called USCIS office again. The operator told me to wait one more day.

On the next day of 12/29/2020, I called them again. This time the operator was thoughtful enough to change my request status as “urgent” from “normal.” She said I should receive a phone call from them within 48 hours business day. I thanked the operator and hung up the phone. Tom my surprise, within 5 minutes, I receive a phone call from the USCIS representative. She scheduled the appointment on the next day; which is today; 12/30/2020.

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My husband wanted to take a day off from work and drive there for me. He worried about me for not getting lost in a big city. I appreciate my husband to concern about me, but he is still new to the workplace. I didn’t want him to get into any issue for taking a day off. So I told him not to worry about me.

Before I left my house, I prayed for my safe drive and “not to get lost.” But, as usual, I got lost. I usually get lost while driving at a new area. I lost 20 minutes for driving back and forth, but I could somehow arrived at the USCIS office 10 minutes before my appointment time.

Inside the office I needed to wait for another 20 minutes or so. The male officer was polite. He started off our conversation by thanking me for my patiently waiting for my turn. He put a stamp of I-551 on my passport page and told me the stamp works as a one-year extension of green card.

I am glad this issue was solved. At the beginning of the next year, I will need to go to DMV to renew my driver’s license with this green card extension.

Today I chose the topic of  “Nutrition; 栄養” as my practice of trance talk. The message I received was like this.

栄養

私たちの肉体は様々な器官があり、それぞれの器官が必要とする様々な栄養が必要です。栄養とはつまり、エネルギーのことです。例えば科学的な血液検査によりビタミンDが不足しているという結果が出たとしましょう。それを補完するために科学的に作られたビタミンD剤で補強できるような単純な数式はあてはまりません。ビタミンDというのは単なる指標、人間界で理解するために便利に作られた指標に過ぎず、本当に必要なものはビタミンDのエネルギーということになります。太陽の光であったり、大地を裸足で走り回ったときに体の内側から作られる喜びのエネルギーであったり、誰かと一緒に大声で笑い合ったときに出る笑いのエネルギーであったりします。つまり、内側から放出されるエネルギーと、自然界が放出してくれているエネルギーの両方が不足しているのかもしれません。私たちが生きていくうえで必要な栄養を考えるとき、どうぞ、科学的な数値やデータによる偏った補完方法を考えるのではなく、自然界全体の一部として何が不足していたのかを今一度振り返り、不足していたものを見つけ出してそれを補完する、という方法に切り替えてみてください。この法則は、すべての病気や体の不具合に当てはめることができます。

It was a windy day. My daughter and I made an eye mask together. It should be helpful to avoid migraine. Soon, I will need to make my pajama pants. It will be my next sewing project.

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Today’s dream: a fairy was visiting me in my dream. The fairy was about a 20 cm (7.87 inch) tall. It was a girl wearing a dark blue dress. She was friendly and tried to communicate with us. There were a group of people. Among them, only my daughter and I could see the fairy and communicate with her. It was a fun dream.

My daughter had a fun dream this morning too. She was walking in the woods in the night. All of a sudden, a whole bunch of fireflies showed up and started shining the area for her. She woke up pleasantly.

It was interesting that both of us had a fun dream at the same time. Both dreams are the messages something lucky will come up to us.

My family and I made a vision board for next year. My husband took a long time to go through magazines to select pictures for his vision board. After a long time, he grabbed a glue stick and some seconds later, he said he was done. Even though he took a long time, his vision board was super simple. He glued only one picture and wrote down one word. Maybe he just wants to have a simple year that means peaceful for him.

My daughter drew pictures of herself and some dogs with some affirmation words.

As for me I took my time to select pictures and words.

My key words for the year 2021 are

– New home

– Enjoy

– Laugh a lot

– Stay cool, eat simple, and live healthy

– It’s easier than you think