My daughter and her grandma had a nice talk. They are planning to come down visit us in two to three weeks to deliver my daughter a birthday gift/Christmas gift. My daughter told her grandma some months ago that one of her wish lists is an adult tricycle. My daughter never though they would buy it for her, but her kind grandma is seriously planning to buy it for her. We are all looking forward to their visit soon.

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Mediumship Training.

My guide spirit gave me a “thick skin.” He was smiling. I instantly knew it was a metaphor about the classes in the Japanese mediumship school. I have been timid these days worrying how the instructor and the other classmates judge me. That is why he gave me a message “mind your own business and don’t mind what others will think of me or judge me.” It was a clear answer to my question.

The answer is always within me. I just need to ask myself deep inside and feel the real me.

I made my homemade miso with soy beans. I used 600 grams of soy beans and kouji, and 240 gram of sea salt.

I attended Sunday Service at 8:30 p.m. When my daughter attended the Christmas Service of December 19^th for the first time, she liked it very much. So, she has been looking forward to attending her next one that was today’s regular programed Sunday Service. It was my 16^th times for me to attend it.

Today’s medium was one of my favorite teachers and mediums. At the very end of the spiritual communication demonstration, the MC told her she had three minutes for the last person to select. There, she chose my daughter and me for the last lucky winners.

The message was like this.

My mom was attending with us. There were also a big group of spirits. They looked like a Native American tribe. Both of my daughter and I are closely related to this tribe. They conveyed two messages.

The first message was to keep the traditional teaching and healing method through the family lineage. Both of us agreed to perform services to heal people and land. We already signed the contracts before we were born. My daughter was born with great spiritual gifts. Even though her appearance is a child, her soul is a matured soul; a very high ranked soul. Her great soul looked as if an immortal hermit or Goddess.  

The second message was to fully enjoy my daughter’s childhood. Even though she will be destined to go great things to humans in her adulthood, right now she should enjoy being a child. She should run around on mother earth with her barefoot.

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I think our family spirits meant the medicine man lineage through my husband’s family. They want us to go back to Navajoland and work on the to-do-list on our life mission.

As usual, this medium’s message was always clear and accurate. The solid evidence to prove was that my daughter and I got goosebumps all over our bodies. Both of us were surrounded by powerful energies so that we were feeling hot and sweating. My daughter grabbed a Japanese hand fan (a sensu) and started fanning us. We appreciate the medium for conveying a timely message to my daughter and me. We also appreciate to our family spirits for appearing in the service. Thank you to you all.

Today was very hot day. My family and I went to the park and played with a ball. First, we played with the basketball goal. Then we went to the tennis court and played. It was fun running around and laughing at the same time. I think we should do this as our new routine.

It was a cold this morning. I woke up with a door bell at the entrance door. I knew it was my friend dropping off a Christmas gift to us. When I grabbed some warm jacket and answered the door, my friend had already gone, but sure enough there was a nice package sitting at the entrance door. 

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Today I made a handmade 2021-calendar. Same as the previous years, I meditated about the upcoming New Year and pulled some Angel cards for each month.

Here are the messages for me of each month in 2021.

January 2021: Pay attention to messages through dreams, Midas touch – Every project will turn out to gold. Lion – Have courage to proceed. Universe is big and generous enough to fulfill my desires.

February 2021: stay in joy. Trust the Universal law. Universe is wise. Appreciate the beauty in me and around me. I’m an always being helped by spirits.

March 2021: Clear out the clutter. Appreciate friendship. Trust universe’s intelligence. Enjoy the process.

April 2021: envision clearly and vividly. See the future. Spirits are helping me all the time. Feel the rhythm and go with it.

May 2021: Unique path. I am worthy to receive all the good. Unconditional love. Feel the bear energy and feel the earth. Stay grounded.

June 2021: Perfect moment to dive. Cherish family. Prepare for a big change. Feel and enjoy abundance.

July 2021: lots of synchronicities. Be aware of my spiritual gifts. Make people lighten up. Receive lots of positive energy from Universe.

August 2021: Enjoy receiving spiritual visions from higher dimension. Make healing energy from universe. Slow down and breathe. Stay happy and attract more happiness.

September 2021: Stay strong and be patient. Make a decision. Awakening. Do not rush.

October 2021: have compassion to others. Waves of abundance washing over me. I already have enough resources. I am an eternal being.

November 2021: time to move on. Have a backup plan. I can always make myself happy no matter what. Completion of one cycle. Graduation.

December 2021: Have a passion. I am worthy to receive. Universe always stands by me. I always overcome any obstacles.

Today’s dream: My mom visited me in my dream. We were sitting at the dinner table in the living room of my parents’ house in Japan. We both were calm. My mom was talking about my dad that I don’t remember exactly what she said to me. I believe my mom told me that I don’t need to worry about my dad as he has been taken care by many people and his ancestors in spirit. Then I woke up peacefully.

It was a busy day. This morning my daughter and I went to the clinic to pick up some medication prescriptions. We also stopped by at the grocery store as my refrigerator was almost empty. After we came back it was almost noon time. I cooked us lunch and head for the local library.

One of the librarians offered my daughter an activity time this afternoon. After I dropped my daughter off at the library, I quickly went back home and do some private chores. My private one hour went by so quickly. I went back to the library to pick my daughter up.

The librarian and my daughter were working on a project on creating a do-nothing-machine. They were so into the project that I needed to wait there for another one hour.

I always appreciate this librarian. She is very nice and kind. I often feels her as my real grandma. Maybe the three of us, the librarian, my daughter, and I, are spiritually connected.

I did my fifth colon hydrotherapy at home. My last one was done on October 24^th. I decided to do every month, but I totally forgot doing it last month. I feel lighter and comfortable.

I received a phone call from the realtor. She said she finally could get hold of the house owner. The house owner wants to have 10% more price than our offered price. To me, his requested price was insane for this small and old house without any upgrades. I instantly declined buying the current house.

After I told the realtor that we are not going to buy this house, I was filled with peaceful feeling. There are many aspects that I don’t want this current house to be our forever house. I was originally wanted to buy a bigger house than this. I want to have a house with the entrance door facing to east, a kitchen sink facing to a window.

I trust my family spirits. I know they like to surprise me. I know they always love me and provide me whatever I desire. I will wait for the right timing to come.    

This morning I had a doctor’s appointment. It was a follow-up appointment for my recent lab test result. This was done online through Bluejeans app.

My result of HbA1C of August was 7.1. With this result, the doctor told me I had been doing well. I had been well controlling my diabetes without taking the diabetic mediation. However, the result of this month was not good. It got worsen to 7.8

I like my doctor because she stays calm and never says any negative things to me. She calmly asked me what I think the cause of getting worse in this past three months. My life style stays the same. I keep a good eating habit and exercise habits. The only reason that I can think of is my husband’s unemployment. He was unemployed since August 1^st, and I have been worried and feeling stressed out. Now that my husband got a new job recently, I am pretty sure I will be worry-free and stress-free. I will get better again.

The doctor listened to me with her gentle smile on her face. She agreed with me that I will get better in the next lab test.