Since yesterday May 18^th I attended the three-day Oracle webinar presented by Denise Linn. Today was the second day. She has been talking about the card reading technique.

Today she pulled some Oracle cards for all the audience. While she was shuffling the cards, I thought about our moving to Navajoland and my opportunities/possibilities to support people in healing.

The first card Denise pulled was “Surrender to the journey — release control.” It resonated with me well. It is out of my hand anyway. I should relax and wait for the best timing for everybody and everything.

After the webinar, I pulled 5 cards on my own. The five cards were Nature spirits, Ancestors, Grandmother Earth, Song of the wild, and Owl medicine.

I interpreted the messages through these cards like this.

Same as the first cared Denise pulled, I will be guided by Nature spirits and ancestors. So I should keep on kicking back, relaxing, and wait for the right timing to come.

It was interesting to see the last three cards. The first card shows the sunrise in East. The second card shows the sun traveling from South to West. Finally the third card shows Sunset in North as owl medicine represents north and spirits in spirit world. So my final goal of this life is to connect strongly with the spirit world in North and connect a rainbow bridge between spirits and humans.

Starting from today, our local library will resume their regular hours and businesses. Here in America, at least in my local area, people started acting everything has gone back to normal. I started seeing people without wearing a facial mask in public. I hope everything is back to normal now. I personally like people wearing a facial musk in public though.

Today’s dream: My family spirits taught me about psychic attack. They suggested me to let go of small things that I experienced yesterday. I encountered a rude worker at the local Subway restaurant yesterday. She ruined my day and I got mad at her attitude. I was thinking about raising a complaint to the store manager about his worker’s bad attitude. But I didn’t do so. A couple of deep cleansing breathings calmed me down. So, this dream was the answer from my family spirits. They told me it was good for me that I didn’t raise a complaint to the store manager. They warned me every action of mine influences the outside world. If I keep staying calm, I influence in a good way to the outside world. If I had attacked the female rule worker by raising a complaint to her supervisor, it would cause psychic attack from the female worker to me. My family spirits want me to stay safe and avoid any possible troubles to protect myself and my family.

The message from my family spirits made sense to me. I appreciate their constant support and love to me.

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My husband brought back a good news. He used to work at the night shift in the previous 6 months, but his supervisor is willing to move his work shift to the daytime. I am happy for him.

In my dream, I attended at the Lakota tour as an interpreter again. I did much better in my job than my younger years. I hope this dream will come true so that I can visit their land again as a job.

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Today my daughter finished all her school work. She will enter her long summer vacation for 2.5 months until the beginning of August. She decided to the daily task during summer break. It includes to study Japanese language, read Navajo creation story and myth.

Also we are talking about visiting Navajoland for one week or so in next month. My husband cannot take one week vacation, so only my daughter and I will go this time.

Today’s dream: I was again with my mom. It was amazing that I saw her in my dream two days straight. She told me she has been reading my life book. It is like the Akashic record book but limited to only this lifetime. She didn’t know everything about me while she was alive. She has been enjoying knowing about me much more than she used to. I was adventurous in my childhood and I still am. She said she will keep watching over me and protecting me. Also she has been enjoying staying with me. I am happy to know that.

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In the afternoon my sewing machine died on me. It kept on showing E-6, which means “The motor locked up because the thread became tangled, or the needle bent and hit the needle plate.” According to my record, I purchased this machine on September 2015. It has been working properly for close to six years without any maintenance. I think this machine is pretty good.

Luckily I have my husband. He is a handy man and be able to fix almost all the machines. He opened up the front cover of the machine and thoroughly cleaned the inside. He fixed it with only one hour or so. He has amazing gift in fixing things.

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In the evening we watched the movie Land (2021). It was a great movie. I liked especially the beautiful mountain landscape. The movie story is supposed to be in Wyoming, but the film was shot in Canada. The movie talks about the Native people’s land. I didn’t know the sub main character acts as a Native until the ending. I recommend this movie not only to nature lovers but also to the people who have hurt mentally before and want to be alone in nature.  

This morning I was with my mom in my dream. I met my mom at our local station. She dressed up nicely as she used to. She liked to decollate herself nicely all the time. I showed up in the outfit which I like the best. I was wearing my favorite T-shirt and a pair of short pants. I didn’t wear make up on my face as usual. One thing was standing out. I was not wearing a pair of shoes. I looked around to see everybody else around us were wearing their shoes. I told my mom I would go back to the hotel and get shoes. When I went back to my hotel room, I noticed I don’t have any shoes at all. Then I woke up.

According to the dream interpretation dictionary says I am in the transitional stage from the old self to find a new self.

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Today was a hot summer day. In the morning my family and I went to the canyon hiking.

We have several house plants growing healthily in our dining room. Among them two plants are especially growing fast. They are China Doll plant and Money Tree. We replanted into a bigger flower pot so that they can grow more.

We planted okra seeds in a paper coffee cup. I hope they will sprout well.

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In the afternoon we watched the movie Dance with Wolves (1990). I watched this movie many times before, but I still could enjoy watching it, especially with my family.

In the afternoon, my daughter and I attended the check-in meeting with her school teacher. The teacher showed told us the test results of the benchmark tests. They had the test three times, before the school year, the middle, and after the school year. My daughter showed the great improvement in math. She also showed the improvement in reading, but this was originally good and not so much improvement. Based on the improvement in math, she has learned better in homeschooling than in the public school. She will learn in homeschooling in the next school year.

I am hoping two years from now; in 2023, when everything will get back to normal, she will return to the actual school so that she can interact new friends and possibly a good boyfriend to date with. That being said, I know it is beyond my wish. I know she will naturally attract the right people around her.

We were informed today that Covid-19 vaccines are now available for youth of 12 years old and up. My Japanese friends envy us of our situation as the vaccines are only available only for old people and medical staff in Japan. They decided a new rule. Once you have the Covid-19 vaccinated, you can start attending the public activities without wearing a facial mask. I was sad about this news. I still like people wearing a facial mask in public for everybody’s safety as the vaccines are still in the trial and error stage. I don’t fully trust the vaccines yet.  

My family decided not to take any vaccines at this moment. I hope the government will keep honoring the individual’s decisions, instead of forcing everybody to take it.

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In the afternoon my family and I watched the movie Sioux City (1994). I watched this movie many times in my younger years. In those days I would fantasize the slimier story like I was an adopted child and my biological parents are Native American. My fantasy was not far from reality. I was spiritually adopted by my Navajo parents and now they are my in-laws in the real world.

My daughter likes the current homeschooling, so we decided to enroll the upcoming school year at the same school. A couple of days ago, I finished the enrolment process. Today I received a notice with the comment saying our enrolment application was not approved due to the missing immunization shots.

I was aware of that. My daughter’s doctor kept on suggesting to take two shots which are recommended to take at the age of 11 and 12. However, now that I have studied intensely about immunization shots and its awful side effects that the government will never shares with people, I am reluctant to have my daughter to take the two shots right away. At least I wanted to wait until the last moment. If the school or the government sets the requirement limit of 12 years old, I want to wait until the last moment of 12 years old and 11 months. I talked with her homeroom teacher and she recommended to talk to the Enrollment Specialist.

The Enrollment Specialist quickly solved my concern. She told me that the state accepts three waivers; personal beliefs, religious beliefs, and medical issues. I signed the document of Personal Beliefs Exemption Form to waive the two shots. I am glad that our state and the school are both flexible for immunization requirements.

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Back on May 4^th, I sent an assorted gift box of rice cracker to my dad and my best friend. At that time the company was taking the Spring break, so the boxes were finally delivered today. They were happy for the variety of contents. I talked with my dad over the phone. His voice sounded healthy and happy. I am glad they are doing great.

I totally forgot about dying my hair. My last one was December 20 of last year. I think my white hair issue has been much improved than last year. I asked my daughter to give me my forth hair dye with henna powder. Amazingly she has been getting better and better in each time. It was so comfortable while she was applying the henna mixing to my hair and massaging my sculp. I think I fell asleep for a while because I don’t remember the whole process. She can be a professional hair stylist anytime.

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In my last massage therapy, the massage therapist used a pair of scrubbing glove to descale my dead skin off. The descaling process was so comfortable and I loved the result. So I purchased the same product as she used. Today my daughter and I used the scrubbing glove. We enjoyed our shining and smooth skin.