Recently I have having a tough time for bowel movements. I thought of a colon hydrotherapy. I had my last one on January 17^th so it has been almost four months since then. This morning I had my 6^th colon hydrotherapy at home. I am glad that I did it. I felt much lighter than before.

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In the late morning my family and I watched the movie Thunderheart (1992). Even though it was my 5^th time to watch this movie, I was moved and shed tears. I felt nostalgic feeling to see Badlands.

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In the afternoon I received a phone call from my friend. She will be moving to another place at the beginning of next month. It was a surprising news but understandable. When some life traditional events are supposed to happen, it happens abruptly but we have to quickly adjust ourselves to get on the ride. Even though I am a bit feeling sad of her move as she is the only one whom I can fully trust in this town, I am happy for her life changing event. We decided to see each other one more time before her move.

She will move to up north. We will eventually move to Navajoland. From our new place to her new area, it only takes three hours’ drive. We can visit each other again.

In the morning my family and I went to the canyon hiking. On the way back we stopped by at the car wash place. There, we saw my husband’s supervisor. He started working for this job since last December. He often talks about his supervisor of all the nice things about him. I wanted to meet him sometime, and today my wish naturally came true. We greeted each other. He was indeed nice and calm as my husband often mentions. I am glad for my husband to work under a man who is thoughtful and kind.

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In the afternoon we watched the old movie; The Education of Little Tree (1997). I watched this movie many times before I married. I also read the novel written by Forrest Carter in Japan. I wanted to watch this movie again with my family. I love this movie. I love the part especially Willow John can communicate with Little Tree, Grandma, and Grandpa through looking at the star. 

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I made my second trial of homemade Notto. The first trial was not successful. For the first trial, I followed the manufacture’s recommended recipe. I felt the reason why the first trial was not successful was due to insufficient amount of Natto starter in the recipe. So this time, I followed my intuition and added a generous amount of Natto starter. I boiled soy beans and removed the excess water. Then I added the Natto starter and kept it in a yogurt maker for 24 hours. My second trial turned out great. I enjoyed my homemade Natto for dinner.

In my dream my late friend visited me. He was a spiritual healer in Los Angeles. He put his head in my lap and lay down. We were happily chatting with the close distance. Then I woke up. I guess my friend has been supporting me from the Spirit world. Thank you my friend for visiting me and supporting me.

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In the morning I had my eighth massage therapy. Today the massage therapist offered a Mother’s Day Deal and she added extra 15 minutes foot massage. When I arrived at the parking lot, it was blocked with a yellow tape. So I drove to the next building and parked in their parking lot. I didn’t feel comfortable for parking there because there were a whole bunch of warning signs here and there saying the parking lot for tenant customers only. When I went into the massage therapist building, she was waiting me at the entrance and told me I could park at the empty parking lot across the street. That was what she was told by the building owner. So I walked back to my car, drove to a different area, and walked back to the massage therapist’s office. By then I was all sweated due to the Strong Arizona sun’s heat. My massage therapy ended 30 minutes later than usual. Then I went to the grocery store where it was all crowded by many customers. I had a hard time to move around in the store.

I finally came back around noon. Since I left my house at 8 a.m., I had been gone for 4 hours.

My husband and daughter had worried about me. They were planning to search around me if I were 10 more minutes late. They told me in a funny way and we had a good laugh, but I do appreciate them to concern about me. I always appreciate their constant love to me.

Since the beginning of this month, I started studying Navajo language. Today is the 6^th day.

Here is what motivated me to study their language.

I took online Mantra class twice. With the beginning of the class of September 2020, I started studying Hindi language every day until the end of this April. I am originally love studying and once I am determined, I don’t spare any efforts. I have been studying Hindi every day. But I noticed some unmatched energy in me. I felt it was a strong message from my family spirits telling me to switch my effort of studding Hindi to Navajo language. Thus I followed their advice.

On my first visit of Navajoland when I was 28 years old, I was intrigued by their language. I purchased four sets of textbooks and cassette tapes. I studied their language by using the study materials, but didn’t continue for more than two years. When I moved to America, I brought the study materials with me. I took them out from back of the closet. I started listening to the cassette tapes. One cassette tape broke after several minutes. The other tape was okay, but toward the end of the side, the sound got stretched and made uncomfortable noises. Unfortunately I could not find the replacement CDs. One of my workbook that I bought in 1999 was obsolete. Somebody is trying to sell it through Amazon marketplace with the price of $948. I wish I could sell my workbook with the price.

Now I switched the study material to YouTube. Thankfully many Navajo people posted to teach us Navajo language. I think I will follow one of them and study with his tutorial video clips.  

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In today’s guided mediation, my guide spirit appeared in a young male figure. He gave me a filter. He told me this filter can be used to filter good memories and bad memories. The bad memories will stay in the filter and only the good memories will go through to me. He wants me to take only the good memories and cherish them. While he was giving me this filter and the message, I was thinking about the memories with my mom when my parents visited us in Las Vegas in 2011. We ended up to a rally ugly argument in this trip, but we also had a whole bunch of good memories. My guide spirit wants me to remember the good memories and keep them in my soul.

Today I worked on sewing a velvet blouse. I will wear this blouse for my dad-in-law’s healing ceremony. I struggled with sewing a velvet fabric as it slipped but somewhat I got used to it.

I called my dad in the evening. My dad didn’t pick up the phone, but his housemaid answered the phone on behalf. She told me my dad was sleeping in his bedroom even though it was 11 a.m. in their time.

It turned out beneficial for me to talk to her as I’ve got to know about the recent life of my dad. It sounded like my dad has been doing well with constant appetite. His housemaid also told me some troubles my dad has. All I can do from this side is to keep sending my dad good prayers.

I arranged sending some small gifts to my dad. The company is now under spring break and the gift package will be send on May 11^th. I hope my dad will enjoy my gifts.

I also arranged some gifts to my best friend to celebrate her belated birthday. Today is her birthday.

Today my new green card was delivered. I applied on October 2^nd 2020, so it took them seven months to renew it. Last time it didn’t take this long. Maybe only two months or so.

This time due to Covid-19, the USCIS canceled the biometrics procedure. Sadly they are not going to refund the $85 biometrics fee.

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Toady’s dream: I was traveling somewhere in China. When I was watching a show with other big audience, standing very close to each other to where our bodies touch each other. I have an elderly woman standing next to me. She looked nice and kind. I smiled at her and she smiled back at me. Then she grabbed my left arm and let me hold something in my palm. It was a whole bunch of Chinese coins. She then smiled at me again and told me the coins were now mine. She said go ahead and take them, and use them for myself and my family. Then I woke up. I know it was a good meaning to receive foreign coins.

It was a high temperature and strong windy day. In the afternoon I focused on sewing a skirt for my daughter. This skirt is for the Navajo traditional ceremony for my dad-in-law. By night I completed the skirt roughly. Tomorrow I will focus on finishing up the skirt and start sewing my velvet blouse.

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I received an email from USCIS. My new green card is finally produced and it is on its way. It takes them seven months to renew.

I attended the workshop at 6 p.m. There were eleven students attended.

Today’s guided mediation, we were guided to visit each of seven chakra’s energy field.

I saw like this.

At first chakra; Base chakra, the red energy field, I saw an iron shield and brown raccoon.

At second chakra; Sacral chakra, the orange energy field, I saw a brown bear.

At third chakra; Solar plexus chakra, the yellow energy field, I saw a blue bird and a little boy who is very smart, wise, and spiritually matured.

At fourth chakra; Heart chakra, the green energy field, I saw a brown fawn and a little girl who is also very smart, wise, and spiritually matured.

At fifth chakra; Throat chakra, the turquoise blue energy field, I saw a green frog and a Kappa a Japanese mythological creature. I felt these animals came to tell me that my spiritual gift is to go to the spirit world and the life on the planet Earth freely just like these animals.

At sixth chakra; Third Eye chakra, the indigo blue energy field, I saw a brown eagle and a grandfather who has lots of wisdom. He came to tell me that he; one of my guide spirits, is constantly communicating with me through telepathy and inspiration.

At seventh chakra, Crown chakra, the purple energy field, I saw a white unicorn and a calm and beautiful young woman. She had a beautiful black long hair. She looked like White Buffalo Woman.

After the meditation, the instructor explained the meaning of the seven chakras.

At Base chakra, people tend to see their ancestors, parents, and grandparents.

At Sacral chakra, people tend to see creatures living in water such as a dolphin, or somebody whom they can easily communicate their emotions such as a spouse.

At Solar plexus chakra, people tend to see friends or classmates, or birds who have wisdoms such as an owl, an eagle, or a dove.

At Heart chakra, people tend to see four-legged animals such as a deer, a cow, a bear, and a fox. From here and above their guide spirits tend to appear.

At Throat chakra, people tend to see spiritual people such as priestess, medium, and healer.

At Third Eye chakra, people tend to see all beings including creatures with physical bodies and spirits without physical bodies.

At Crown chakra, people tend to see spirits in the higher dimensions.

At the latter part of the class, the instructor guided us to another guided mediation.

In this guided meditation, we were guided to see all the humans whom we have interacted in this lifetime, including nice people and mean people. We were guided to recognize them and appreciate them. For the mean people, we were guided to forgive them and let the anger go.

I experienced something unique. I felt like I was about to leave this physical body and saw all the people who came into my life. I was filled with nothing but appreciation because they were the one who have helped me to come this far. I realized again on how precious my life is. I thought strongly that I should cherish every minute and every second of my remainder time on this planet and enjoy pursuing my life missions.

It was a great class. I always enjoy this instructor’s class. She is wise and thoughtful, and charming.

It was a busy day.

In the early morning my family and I went to the canyon hiking. We saw many young animals in deer and squirrels. They all looked healthy. We walked two laps today and my fitbit recorded we walked 12,000 steps just in the morning.

We washed our car and vacuumed the inside the car. Now I can feel comfortable for getting rid of mud and dust from the trip.

For the rest of the day we watched the TV show marathon: Resident Alien all day long.