My daughter’s dream: A green snake visited her in her dream. The snake approached my daughter at her upper ankle and started drawing something. My daughter often sees me drawing Reiki healing mantra in the air, so she instantly noticed the green snake was drawing Reiki healing mantra on her ankle. Then she woke up. She felt comfortable with this dream.

When I heard about this dream from her, I thought the green snake came as healing energy. Also as she thought, I felt the green snake was teaching my daughter Reiki healing mantra.

I think my daughter had this dream because she concerns about her grandma in the hospital.

My daughter and I took time to send distance Reiki healing energy to my mom-in-law in the hospital. We hope she will get well soon and discharged from the hospital soon.

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My husband came back in the evening. He had visited his hometown alone for 10 nights 11 days since October 21^st. His main purpose for this trip was to finish up our shed’ floor on our Homesite. During his trip, they got a snow storm with low temperature, so that he ended up fixing here and there in grandparents’ trailer house. I am happy for his safe return.

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Mediumship Training.

On the first scene, I was in green world. I was surrounded by white clouds.

On the second scene, I moved to yellow/golden world. Yellow and gold came in and out alternatively. It was like getting sun light from time to time. It changed its color depending on the light amount. It sometimes looked like rainbow.

Then on the last scene, I moved to light blue world. The message was like this.

In the physical realm, I worry and concern about lots of things and events. However, in the expanded realm, I knew that everything is under control in natural. Each person and event has its own best timing and best way to go forward. All we need to do is just simply keep open-minded. I felt like I was in a dragon figure, elegantly flying around in the sky. It was a comfortable and relaxing meditation.

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At night at 8:30 p.m., I attended Sunday Service. Tonight’s trance talk was performed by one of the upper level class students. She conveyed the message regarding jealousy. Her message was like this.

When we jealous somebody, we send our energy to the person. By doing so, we waste our precious energy, that prevents us from utilizing our energy fully to ourselves. We all are different and unique. We don’t need to do exactly same things as others. We individually have our own best timing to broom and shine.

Her message resonated with me very well. I like the way she conveyed the message. And I hope I will be able to study with her in the future class.

My dad and his accountant were planning to send me some cash via international wire transfer. The accountant told me they would meet at the local bank at 1:30 p.m. in Japan time. I told him it would be my 9:30 p.m., and I would be available to pick up a LINE phone call in case they need to receive any more information or to confirm with me something. The accountant told me once the cash is sent out, he would let me know through LINE.

After 11:30 p.m., the accountant called me and reported two unhappy news.

The first unhappy news was my dad’s all of a sudden changed their plan. They were planning to meet at the local bank, but my dad changed the plan at the last moment. He changed to the local credit union. My dad’s reason was because he still wants to keep it secret to the local bank about my mom’s death. This made me irritated. I thought it is disrespectful for my late mom. It has been more than 7 months since my mom has gone. My dad is reluctant to go through the procedure of changing the name of bank account to be auto-deducted the utility bills. He has two house maids. He can easily ask them to help him. It is not complicated procedure. In August when my dad called me many times like a crazy stoker, he wanted to get the Agreement signed as soon as possible so that he would be able to finish all the procedures regarding changing the bank account name from my mom to him. That was why I accelerated the procedures on my side and sent it back to him very quickly. I have known my dad. He likes to keep things secret. I honestly cannot understand why he wants to keep my mom’s death secret. It causes many involved people into a trouble. Because it is a lie.    

The second unhappy news was the accountant could not send the cash today. The local credit union requested the SWIFT code.

I knew my bank does not have SWIFT code. I quickly sent the accountant the URL of bank’s official webpage where stating they don’t have SWIFT code. This bank asks customers to use ABA number instead. I knew the Japanese banks can send money with ABA number from my past experiences. My mom had sent me money through other banks and post office with ABA number instead of the SWIFT code.

The accountant never sent money internationally, so he didn’t have any option left but to bring it back today and asked me to confirm with my bank.

Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of Japanese Mediumship School. Today my guide spirit appeared in a male figure. He looked like a Yamabushi; a monk of Shugendo. He also looked like Tengu. He does not eat much, but his body was covered by well-built muscles. He looked like very strong physically, mentally, and spiritually.

This well-built guide spirit gave me an orange. It was an unexpected gift. I started laughing, and he joined me laughing.  

He told me the meaning of a gift of orange is the importance of laughter. We just shared and enjoyed the laughter together. He said laughter can be shared and it is a great medicine to change the severe and in-tense atmosphere to a relaxed and fun atmosphere. I thought it a great gift. I always appreciate my family spirits for sharing their great sense of humor.

I attended my fourth awareness basic class. At tonight’s class, there were 7 students attended. During the meditation, the internet connection was completely cut off for some minutes, and my zoom screen was once disappeared and came back. I looked at the other students and the instructor. Everybody was comfortably in the deep meditation state. I guess I was the only one whose internet connection was cut off.

Still, I could see my guide spirit. She appeared in the female figure. She looked like Lakshmi. She appeared as very strict. She was not smiling at all. She was tall and skinny. Not to mention, she was gorgeous and beautiful. She gave me a golden vase. She told me to study as much as I can and keep my efforts and knowledge in this vase. Then the golden vase changed into an image of pocket. I thought this pocket was like a Doraemon’s 4D pocket. My guide spirit heard me and finally started laughing. She said I was right. She told me to consider that I have a Doraemon’s 4D pocket all the time so that whenever I study and learn something, keep it into this pocket. When I am done with this lifetime, I can bring this Doraemon’s 4D pocket back with me to the spirit world. We both had a good laugh. I thanked my guide spirit, and my conscious came back to my physical body.

Tonight’s actual practices were 3 different practices.

The first practice was easy. The instructor showed us her both palms closed. She said she was holding a small plastic star in one hand. It was easy for me to guess it. My intuition was right.

As for the second practice, the instructor showed us a white paper. She said she wrote down one number from 1 to 9. My first impression was “5,” but from my previous practices, in my case, the first impression is not the right one. Then I saw “9”. I felt this was the one. Then I saw “3.” When the instructor asked me, I answered “9.” For this practice, nobody guessed it right. The answer was “2.” The instructor was very nice, so she encouraged everyone how they guessed it closely. She told me “2” can be looked like “9,” so I was close too.

The third practice was to read the instructor’s aura energy. I felt water. I felt she lives close to a water body. I felt “light blue,” “a bunny,” “white,” “soft and fluffy,” and “brown grass field.” I thought those information was written in her aura. Then, I saw her guide spirit on top of her head. At first I thought I was seeing three figures, but later on, I found out the three figures were actually one female figure who had three faces; front, right, and left. I thought the three faces represented her personality. The front face had strict and stoic energy, the right face had laughter energy, and the left face had flexibility energy.

The instructor told me she is from Okinawa, so my reading of water body was accurate. In the morning she was wearing a “white” and “soft and fluffy” jacket. As for her guide spirit, she has been told her guide spirit is a female figure with strict and stoic energy.

I appreciate her to be nice. With her positive feedbacks and encouragements, I could enjoy this practice.

Today’s meditation: I did the guided meditation. The guide asked me to see the colors of the lights. I saw pink, red, yellow, blue, many different bright colors. The guide told me the energy of the colors was what I need right now.

I ask my guide spirits to appear in a different figure, so they seldom appear in the exactly same figure as in the previous meditations. I like to see them in a different figure and am enjoying it.

My guide spirit appeared in a female figure. She looked like an alive version of Kannon-sama. She gave me a pink lotus flower. She said it represents an ability to forgive. She wants me to know not everybody is perfect. I am not perfect, and others are not perfect. We all are here on Earth to learn and discipline our spiritual awareness. She wants me to be tolerant and open-minded for others. Sometimes others showed up in front of me and annoyed me to the most. The person might be just spiritual and act as a bad guy for me to learn something. They might be highly awakened soul but acted the bad guys’ role for me. In that case, I should appreciate their support.

Then the meditation guide told me to move to one of my past lives that prevents me of executing my life missions.

I saw myself as a young man in the World War II. I spoke up my opinion to the supervisor in the military. Nobody supported my opinion even though they agreed with me deep inside. I was beaten up by many of others. My family and relatives were treated cruelly due to my opinion. This event had become a trauma in my soul. I made my mind not to speak up in public because I am scared of the similar situation. “The current me” went to “another me in the past life” and hugged him. I told him gently that the bad experience was over. I am healed and I am in the safe place now. In this lifetime, I am with the right people so that it is safe for me to speak up whenever needed. This time I will create a better situation by my speaking up the right opinion.  

I participated in the meditation event. In order to respect the organization, I am not mentioning the event name nor the organization name. They plan for a 30-minute meditation in the morning and evening for five days, total of 10 meditations. This morning’s meditation was a kick-off mediation. To be honest, I was disappointed. It was not a meditation. The person who led the meditation kept on talking about her personal experience and from time to time, she added the words “breath-in and out.” It was not helpful to quiet my mind. This event might be beneficial for others, but not for me.

I am glad to know that this event is not for me.

Everything in the daily life is a trial-and-error. By actually experiencing, sensing and feeling the outcome from a trial-and-error, I can finally find the beneficial and the right one for me.    

This morning for some reasons I was craving coffee and a donut. My family agreed to go to the local gas station to get them. We purchased a cup of coffee and a donut for breakfast.

It tasted so good and I enjoyed the breakfast. The joy didn’t last long, though. I started suffering from the smell of coffee in my mouth.

I thought about my habit of having coffee. Previously I had coffee every morning and afternoon. Especially while I was in Japan, I used to have many cups of coffee every day. Recalling back of those days, I don’t think I enjoyed having coffee. I had coffee as part of my habit and routine.

I recall the reason why I stopped having coffee. In May 2017, my acupuncturist, from her diagnosis on my tongue, recommended me to stop having coffee. I didn’t argue with her, because deep inside of me, I knew coffee was not good my health. So, followed the acupuncturist’s advice, I had cut off my daily habit of having coffee since May 2017.

So, my experience of this morning turned out to be good. It confirmed me that having coffee is not good my health. I won’t have coffee anymore.

Please don’t get me wrong. I am not arguing with coffee lovers. Coffee is considered as beneficial for some people’s health. It just doesn’t serve well for me. I still love the fragrance of coffee, but my body cannot digest coffee like many other people.

Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Exploring Other Lives. I tried this guided meditation several times before, but I could not see much. Today’s meditation however went very well.

At the first scene, I saw a young girl in a buckskin dress. I was outside with my other tribal people. It was autumn evening. I was preparing dinner with my sisters and friends. It was calm and peaceful. In this lifetime, I had devoted most of my time for being an apprentice to become a medicine woman. I learned about medicine herbs and how to use them. I was respected by my tribal people and that made me happy. I was skinny as I didn’t eat to full. I always ate the minimum amount of food.

At the second scene, I was about 18 years old. I was outside. It was winter and all the ground was completely covered by snow. I needed to go far away in order to find the right herbal plant for one of my tribal members. I walked a lot and finally found the right plant. I walked back to my village, I saw my tribal people were all killed. After the tragic event, I lost my memories and had lived several years like a dead person.

At the last scene was my last moment of the life. My husband was a rich Caucasian. I had lived to a very old age. I was in my bed in our luxurious house. I was surrounded by my husband and my children, and grandchildren. My soul departed my physical body peacefully. At the last moment, I was so happy to see my family spirits and tribal people again in the spirit world.

The meditation guide asked me my name in the past life. — I felt their native language meaning of “blue sky” but I could not hear exactly. In Lakota, blue is tho and sky is mahpiya, according to the internet dictionary.

The meditation guide asked the year I passed away. I felt 1686.

The meditation guide asked me the lesson that I learned in this life. — In life, we will experience many different events. I should not focus on just one event even though it was a soul imprinted heavy tragedy. I experienced a very tough event, but I was never alone. My family spirits were always there with me and sent me a whole bunch of support and love through the live persons around me.   

At the end of this past life journey, the meditation guide asked me how I can fully utilize the lesson that I learned in the past life. – I felt the most important teaching I can utilize in this lifetime is to live my life fully. My life has not ended yet. I have 30-40 years more to go. I cannot judge my life at this moment, because I am still in the process of creating my life. I should keep living through to my last day. I will experience a variety of events to come. I should not focus on just a single event. Every event is connected to one another. After a tough event, we can feel the happiness even stronger than before. A tough event makes us learn and become wise. I should not judge my life yet, instead, enjoy every moment and cherish all the events and experiences. I will be fine no matter what.    

In these past several days, I had watched the Intuition and Remote Viewing class. This company offers a series of four introductory classes for free of charge. The owner of the company is the instructor of the class. The classes are informative and helpful. In her second class, she shares her mantra while remote-viewing and explaining what you see.

The mantra is

“Describe, don’t identify”. —Cited from her class mentioned above.

She encourages students to use terms other than nouns.

This mantra is very helpful for me that I can incorporate the technique in my mediumship practice.

In the actual practices at the mediumship school classes, I mentioned a certain noun for what I saw in my third eye. From now on, I should change my way of explaining of what I see in my third eye, by describing rather than saying it as a certain noun.   

On my last visit to Japan, I brought back a powdered bacillus subtilis natto. Today I finally used the natto starter to make my first homemade natto.

I added enough amount of bacillus subtilis natto to boiled soy beans. I let it fermented with the help of a yogurt maker.

After 24 hours. I saw no sign of fermentation. I let it sit in the yogurt maker for another 24 hours, still no sign.

My fist homemade natto didn’t turn out well. I ended up eating just an aged boiled soy beans.

Next time I will steam soy beans instead of being boiled. Hopefully it will turn out well on my second trial.