Today’s meditation. I did the guided meditation to see my guide spirits. My guide spirits gave me a feeling of being proud. It is a feeling of proud for all of us for our strong bond and commitment. For my guide spirits, they are proud of their support to me. They constantly support me and watch over me. For me, I am proud of my constantly acknowledging my family spirits’ supports and listening to their advice. I admit in my younger days I didn’t always listen to them and made mistakes, though.

One question to my family spirits through the guided meditation. “In order for me to shine more in the light, what should I do?” Their answer was like this.

“To get rid of the wounds that I had in my past lives where my loved ones were hurt or killed because of my fame. The similar tragedy won’t happen again. I can become famous again for doing the right things to save and lead many people in their spiritual journey. Although I needed to fight against the ignorant people all by myself, on this life time, I will have many more like-minded souls to fight as a group against the ignorant people, so I won’t be alone. Do not live in the past memory, but move on to the future vision. Remember, I am always with my family spirits and the like-minded souls with their family spirits. we work as a huge group this time.”  

At homeschooling, my daughter had been suffering from the constant errors on the school laptop. The error was obviously from the laptop itself. When the error occurred, I let my daughter to use my personal desktop computer. She could continue her school work in my personal desktop without any errors. However, I cannot let her use my personal computer all the school hours.  

I contacted the support team several times. They thought the error was due to the malfunction of their server. Or, the technical support team people thought it was due to our internet speed being slow. No matter how many times I explained the school laptop was bad and needed to be replaced, but nobody took care of this issue.

I contacted my daughter’s homeroom teacher. Followed by the teacher’s advice, I issued a ticket and requested to replace the laptop to another one. It was August 21^st.

It took them four weeks until somebody finally contacted me and arranged on sending us a replaced laptop. Today, the replaced laptop finally arrived.

My daughter used the replacement laptop. It was obviously much better than the current one. It worked normally. Finally this case was taken care of.

Today’s meditation. I did the guided meditation to see my guide spirit. My guide spirit appeared in a male figure. He was surrounded by bright and sparking light. He was tall, sturdy, and well-built. He gave me a white boomerang. He said this is a symbolic tool. He wants me pay attention of my statements and actions. Whatever I say or do will come back to me. He said to me say and do nice things to others, and they will all come back to me in a nice way. 

I asked a question to my guide spirit what God expects me to do. He said to enjoy every moment in my life.   

I asked my family spirits about my husband’s new job. Recently he received a couple of phone calls regarding the possible job opportunity.

One is to get an IT job position in the military base in Cuba. When I heard about this job position, my intuition gave me a dull gut pain. I didn’t think it would happen, even though my husband is excited to hear from the recruiter more about the job details.

The other one is to get an on-call position on the military base. He had worked as this job position. Again, my intuition didn’t give me happy feeling. We didn’t have comfortable experiences working for this company. This company uses the on-call position worker for their convenience. They canceled on the same day many times. This job position does not come with any benefits.

His former company asked him to come back with the vacant position in Kentucky. My husband was excited about this job position because he will be able to work for the same job content with his previous coworkers. After I did some research about the area, however, I really felt uncomfortable for moving there. I cannot feel my soul to be related to this new area.

With these conditions in my mind, I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Free flow of Focus-12.

I clearly saw the vision of Window Rock. It is located in the capital city of Navajo Nation. I also saw the vision of a flame of a wooden house. It should be our handmade house to be built in Navajoland. I could not get the detailed information about when we should move though.

I received an email from the account. After he talked into my dad, he proposed a compromised plan. It was not exactly what I requested, but at least my dad accepted some of my requests. Since I didn’t want to cause any more arguments with my dad, I decided to accept his compromised plan.

Without the accountant’s help, my family would not been able to come this far. With his support, the inheritance procedure has gotten close to an end.

My family sprits was right. Two days ago, in my dream, my family spirits told me they had been working on this issue and so, I didn’t need to worry about it. I appreciate everybody who were involved in this case and worked on settling down.

There is one more last procedure on October 1^st. I know it will go well and smoothly with my family spirits’ support as always.

I attended my second Mantra class.

I always feel nervous because it is a very small class of only two student. Besides, it is right after the awareness basic class of a 2-hour class and my eyes got dry and tired.

Today we reviewed Sanskrit alphabet and two Mantras.

Regardless of its nervousness, I fully enjoyed the class. I appreciate the instructor to kindly have shared his valuable knowledge with us.

We have three more classes. I don’t want to miss any class. I want to fully focus on learning and enjoy the time spending time with this instructor.

I received the lab test result through my patient portal. I just took the test yesterday. My test result came in very fast this time. Maybe it was the fastest in all the tests that I took before.

The test result was amazing. All the numbers in my lipid panel were greatly improved. All the numbers are now within the normal range, except for my triglyceride. The normal range of triglyceride is set to 149. Mine was 152. I don’t mind this at all. My last value was 405, way beyond the normal range.

I wonder what the main cause for these great improvement was.

It has been only one month since my last lab test. For this one month, I did lots of things to tackle with my lipid panel values. I had a massage therapy twice in this one month. I had a healing session at the mediumship school. I did meditation many days (I cannot say it was every day, but almost every day.) I took a spoonful apple cider vinegar every day. I did exercise as usual every day.

One more thing that I don’t want to admit. I took the medications; 20 mg of Atorvastatin calcium and 2.5 mg of Lisinopril. I took these medications only for 6 days. After I read side effects, I stopped taking it on my responsibility. I hope these mediations were not the main reason for my great improvement in lipid panel. Rather, I hope the above mentioned my efforts are the main reason.

In any way, I am the one who is responsible for my body. I will carefully make a decision in everything.        

I attended my third basic awareness class.

In the guided meditation, I went to see a group of my guide spirits. I saw around 10 figures sitting on the ground. They looked like a Native American tribal members. They beckoned me to join them. We all sat down cross-legged on the ground, very close to one another, to the point where each one of us touch each other’s knees and elbows. In the physical world under this Covid-19 circumstance, we would be warmed for not following to the social-distancing rule. We all were holding a handmade wooden cup and drinking an herbal tea.

As for a light gift, one of my guide spirits gave me a small glass bottle. He told me it is a medicine can heal anything, but for me at this moment, this small bottle of medicine can help me to cleanse my blood flow.

The question to our guide spirit was what spiritualist should pay attention in order to keep ourselves as a pure channel. My guide spirit told me to pay attention to my negative emotion especially anger. Anger is the one that makes our energy’s vibration heavy and causes our physical body’s energy line, aka, blood flow, to heavy and dull. It is fine with me to experience and feel anger, but the important thing is to acknowledge and deal with it as soon as possible, instead of keeping it or accumulating it into deep inside of me. Once I acknowledge it, I should talk to Universe or my family spirits about the reason why I am angry. Then I should explain my desire from the anger by saying I want the situation (or person) to be like this in details. Then, I ask Universe or my family spirits to take care of it from that point, and surrender. They will take care of it on behalf of me, so that I don’t need to concern about me. I will be relieved from the situation or person.

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At the text study, we learned about chakras and their blocking elements. We learned a little bit of Hindu gods; Brahman as the creator, Vishnu the preserver, and Shiva the destroyer. I don’t know much about Hindu gods. I felt the strong need to study about them.

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Toward the end of the class, we did the actual practice. We learned how to see aura energy. The instructor chose 2 fellow students who had a white background. One was a male student and the other was a female student.

The instructor told us to focus on looking at the area 15 cm above of a target’s head. The textbook says to focus looking at the area for 15 minutes, but in the class we did only for 1 minute and 30 seconds. I was so excited that it was my very first time to see somebody’s aura. I saw a Buddhism statue on top of the head of the male fellow student. Later on the instructor told me she saw exactly the same image as I saw.

For the second target, a female student. As for aura energy, I saw white light (energy) extended to the right and left in turn in the timing of her breathing. Other students saw the same thing as I saw. I also saw a female profile on top of her head. This time again, the instructor saw a female figure on top of her head.

As our last exercise, the instructor asked us to read her aura field to see what she had for breakfast. When I focused on her, I saw two oval items. One was brown and the other was green. I thought they were pickles. The right answer was a cup of black tea and a bowl of cereal.    

I attended my second Trance class. This class is the only one class that I get nervous before the class. Tonight there were five students and the instructor.

As usual we started off from the guided meditation. When I met my guide spirit, he gave me a block of my memories. It was my personal memories of 11 years ago. I attended Navajo traditional healing ceremony. I clearly remembered the detailed memories of the visions that I saw during the ceremony. Also, I remembered the clear night sky with stars on that night and the sacredness that I felt. My guide spirit wanted me to keep the memories, as these are the one that motivates me to find the right place and people. My family spirits don’t want me to give up on this journey.

Today’s question to my guide spirit was how I can receive the intellectual wisdom from the Universe. My guide spirit told me we all have our individual land/place where our soul can connect to our hometown in the spirit world. In order to receive the intellectual wisdom from universe, we have to be at the right place, with the right group of people, and at the right timing. When these thee conditions are met, we just quietly and humbly wait and surrender. The remainder tasks will be done by holy people.

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The first practice was an inspirational speech. The instructor asked each one of us to let our guide spirits talk through us about “Sun and Moon.” My family spirits conveyed the message like this.

Sun and moon are like twins. Sun shows us masculine Yang energy while moon shows us feminine Yin energy. Both are equally important and need to be well-balanced. Everything on Earth is the same way. Whenever these contrasting energies are well-balanced, we can achieve the peace environment.  

The second practice was to meet our fellow student’s guide spirit and receive a message for her. The instructor assigned each student to other student.

For me, one of my basic class teacher conveyed some messages from my guide spirits.

First she saw a male figure. He dressed like an Native American. He was a soldier with muscular well-built body. He was wearing some feathers and holding a spear. He looked very strong.

Then she saw a Hawaiian man. He seemed to be at the high rank of the tribe.

 Lastly she saw a female figure with a blue dress. She held a water vase on her head. She dealt with Shinto ritual to convey messages from God. She focused on the water. It is the sacred water. She said I already have the water, and now she is guiding me on how to use it.

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When I focused on one of my fellow student’s guide spirits, I saw a group of 10 figures. I barely could see the leader of the group. He looked like a Native American chief. He showed his figure as wise and old. I could not see the other members. Then one male figure stepped out and showed me his appurtenance. He was a young Native American soldier. He looked like the latter half of his 30s. From the appearance of how he dressed, I thought he is a Lakota. He had a beautiful black long hair. He had muscular well-build body. He grinned with his beautiful white teeth. He had friendly atmosphere. From him, my fellow student is benefited to the nature of accepting other people. She has a big heart to believe in others and when needed, she can forgive them. The message to my fellow student was to keep smiling no matter what. They love her so much. They feel proud of her being such a generous person. Among all of her nature, they respect her that she can forgive other people.   

I woke up earlier than usual this morning. I had an appointment at the clinic. I took a follow-up lab test of lipid panel. My result of lipid panel of last month turned out abnormally high in numbers. The nurse said it was probably due to the food that I took before the lab test. Last time the clinic receptionist told me I didn’t need to fast before the test. So I had the test two hours after I had lunch. So, this time, the doctor ordered the lab test in early morning after 12 hours fasting.

I really hope this lab test result will come in much better than last time. The test result should come in 2 days.