Early in the morning at 2 a.m., I set my alarm and woke up. I attended the healing center at the mediumship school from 2:30 a.m. There were 7 attendees including the meeting host and me. I was the only one patient and the others were the healing practitioners. I received a good 30 minutes healing from them. It was so relaxing.

During the healing session, I heard lots of rapping sounds. I never heard any rapping sounds in this house before. I felt lots of spirits joined to heal me, and the rapping sounds came from them. I also constantly felt electrical feeling on my right spine, back of my breasts. During the session, I understood it was my mom stroking my back gently.

I appreciate for the healers and spirits to support me in this healing session.

It was a peaceful day. Today was my husband’s birthday. We cerebrated it earlier on last Saturday with cook out and cake, so we didn’t do anything special today. We just gave him a birthday with and a birthday card that has a Star Wars song with a cute puppy picture.

In the evening, our neighbor friend came with her dog. She came with an adult sized tricycle. It equipped with a basket on the back seat. There, her dog was sitting. She let us ride the tricycle. I was a bit scared, but my daughter was not scared at all. She rode the tricycle back and forth on the street. At night, she fell asleep right away thanks to the good exercise.

It was a busy day. I helped my daughter almost all the school hour for 6 hours. My daughter’s homeschool page frequently got frozen and we needed to restart the computer from the beginning. Today I noticed one thing. In her classroom’s discussion page, some classmates wrote down a very long comment. Each sentence was nicely edited, and the content of the comment was well organized. They were definitely written by an educated adult, not by a 5^th grader.

Today my husband needed to make several phone calls. Every single organization put us on-hold. We needed to wait for a long time until a live person finally picked up the phone. As for the longest one, my husband needed to wait for 2.5 hours to be connected to a live person.

I understand it is not only us but for many others due to the hectic situation of Covid-19.

By the time when I finally went to bed at midnight, I recalled my day wasting time for waiting.

Today was my 51^st day on reading chapter 9 of “The Greatest Miracle In The World” By Og Mandino. Along with reading it, I also started saying 般若心経. I have another 50 days to reach my goal of 100 days.

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In the evening at 5 p.m., I attended the trial class of advanced mediumship class at Zoom. It was a small number of student class. There were only two students including me. I liked this small class.

This class started off from the usual prayer and mantra followed by the instructor’s lecture. Then, we proceeded to the instructor’s guided mediation. It was about a spiritual journey to meet the old aged African Zulu. On the way to see our guide spirits, we were welcomed by their sacred dance. I could actually see their dance vividly in my vision. Their dance was flexible, dynamic, strong, powerful, and gorgeous. I was fascinated with their beauty.

Then we proceeded to meet our guide spirits. Today, my family spirits gave me a lotus flower. When they put the gift on my both palm, I felt heaviness. It was a golden lotus. It has roots attached.

Their message was like this.

They want me to have my root heavily and deeply grounded onto mother Earth, just like this root. Doing so will give me strength and braveness. While they were conveying the message, I felt deep sound with strong and low sound’s vibration. The deep sound could last long.

They also want me to be flexible and dynamic just like a gentle lotus flower petals. The lotus flower is plain and simple, but it has a powerful aura and presence that people will acknowledge. They want me to be like that.

Then, the guide told me to ask my family spirits one question. How is different from the ancient Zulu people and the modern people? I asked this question and waited for their answer. They told me like this.

The biggest difference is a wall and a boundary. The ancient Zulu lived without any walls and boundaries. They lived with their tribal members as a big extended family. They treated children as if their own kids. They treated elders as if their own parents. They didn’t distinguish the blood-related or not. On the other hand, the modern people live with a whole bunch of walls and boundaries. They limit their family only to blood-related. They categorize by the conditions such as skin colors, races, and nationalities. They don’t want me to do any changes drastically such as living as a homeless or anything like that, but they want me to start doing a small challenge every day.

After the mediation, we proceeded to two actual practices.

The first practice was to read the energy of a stone that the instructor brought back home from somewhere.

I felt the followings from the stone.

Ocean, water, blue, blue sky, and the gentle female energy.

The instructor told us he picked the stone by the spring at the foot of Mount Shasta. It is the sacred place for Native Americans. Even at the foot of the mountain, the elevation was high and the air was cool.

The second practice was to read the energy of a picture in an envelope.

I felt a bridge connecting between two different lands on ocean. It was like Akashi-Kaikyo bridge or its sister bridge; Golden Gate Bridge. Its background was clear blue sky with a little bit of clouds.

The instructor opened the envelope and showed us the picture. It was a black-and-white picture of Hindu Goddess. She was sitting on a lotus leaf in the shallow water. I was right about the center item (figure) was on the water connecting two areas, in this case maybe connecting the sacred realm and the physical realm.  

When I woke up in the morning, I noticed one missed call from my dad at 1:34 a.m. He left a voice message in the middle of night. Luckily I set my cell phone to airplane mode during night, his phone call did not bother our sleep. I also noticed a text message through LINE from my cousin. Poor my cousin, he said he received a phone call from my dad. My dad asked my cousin to ask me to call my dad.

I didn’t call my dad back in the evening. I attended the mediumship class for 1 hour from 5 p.m. to 6 p.m. I didn’t want to get disturbed by my dad before the class. I wanted to enjoy the class.

During the class, I set my phone as silent mode. While I was meditating in the class, I noticed my phone was receiving a phone call from my dad. I wanted to focus on my class, so I didn’t bother to answer the phone during my class. He called me three times and left a voice mail three times. I also noticed my cousin again called me through LINE. My dad called my cousin and asked him to call me.

I called back to my dad at home phone but it didn’t go through. I also called his cell phone three times, but it always went directly to the message center. I know my dad doesn’t listen to the message, so I didn’t bother to leave a message.

It was annoying. If he cannot get hold of me, he should use my brother’s help, not my cousin.

The great thing was though, my family spirits protected me by somewhat blocking the phone calls. Maybe it is still not a good time to talk to my dad. He might change to his usual angry mode. I don’t want to get disturbed. 

Today’s dream: My daughter and I were with my dad. He took us to a pet shop. There, he bought us a white French bulldog puppy. We came back home with the puppy, I went to the backyard. I was drawn to a red small flower. When I focused on the flower, the flower changed into a small bird. The bird asked me to hold her, so I held the bird onto my chest. Then, the bird changed into a puppy.

Then I woke up feeling refreshed and happy. It was a pleasant dream.

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Today my Australian friend did a card reading session for my family’s inheritance division issue. She read the energy accurately. I asked her to pull cards for me about 4 options. She didn’t know I already have chosen to the first option; sign the Agreement and walk away without pursuing my lawful right.

Her reading ability is always amazing. She read it accurately. Even though she didn’t know I chose to walk away with empty hands, she mentioned the words “empty hands” at the very first sentence.

Also she read my dad’s energy right, even though she never met my dad. She read my dad wants to control my brother and me via money, and that is why he wants to keep all the money to himself.

In her reading she said it was “a lesson in power struggles”. She also praised me that I have come this far. When I was a child living under my parents’ roof, I was meek and timid, but current me is much stronger than before. I am standing in my power, and I can speak up my opinion to my dad. When I read this part, I got goosebumps. As a matter of fact, when I said to my dad “I am not going to sign until we have a peaceful discussion” on the phone, he lost his temper. He probably never imagined that I would talk back to him. I felt so good to speak up my opinion. Even though I gave up my inheritance right and walked away with empty hands, I still feel I learned a lot from this experience.

All in all, I am feeling fine with my decision; walk away at this time. But I will not walk away on the second inheritance. I will claim my lawful right on the next one.

It was a peaceful day. My husband’s birthday is coming closer. We bought a small cake to celebrate his birthday. Since the cake looked so good, we decided to celebrate his birthday today with the cake.

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In the evening for 2-3 hours, we worked on getting rid of weeds of our front and back yard. Even though it was a tough job, I enjoyed working on the mother earth.

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At night 8 p.m., my phone rang. It was from my dad. I looked at my phone’s screen and wondered for a while if I should take it or not. I decided not to take it. I was not ready to talk to my dad, and I didn’t want to feel uncomfortable right before I went to sleep. I am determined to keep my peaceful days. I don’t want my dad to disturb my peaceful sleep.

Today was a very busy day. After I came back from my chores going to the notarization office and the post office, I needed to get ready for my appointment. In the early afternoon at 13:30, I had a follow up meeting with my doctor regarding my lab test result of August 18th.

My Hemoglobin A1C was not that bad. It was 7.1. The doctor said I have been doing well on controlling my blood sugar. Considering the fact that I haven’t taken the diabetes medication since last October, I think I am doing very well on that. But there was another issue that the doctor wanted to discuss with me.

It was about my triglyceride value. It was 405. It is supposed to be lower than 150, so the result shows my blood contains lots of fat. Also she pointed out the value of Albumin in Urine. It is supposed to be lower than 30. I was just a bit above than the normal range. The doctor told me the high value of Albumin in Urine shows that liver may have gotten damaged.

With the explanation, the doctor prescribed three meditations; for diabetes, for cholesterol, and for heart. I will need to do more research if I should take these medications or nor, and its safety and side effects before I start taking them.

Today was a busy day. I went to the Notarization office and had my signature notarized for the inheritance agreement packet. At first, as I expected, the notarization officer denied my request to stamp 割り印, put the Seal overlapping two pages. However, after I succeeded to make her laugh during our conversation, she became so friendly and nice to me, just like she is my BFF. From that moment, she was very helpful. She went to talk into the office manager and got her approval to stamp割り印 for me. I was so relieved.

My next stop was the post office. I sent out the packet to the Japanese accountant.

When everything was done, I felt so relieved. Since August 11th, or even before, since my mom’s departure day, I had been stressed out with this inheritance division issue. Now I can finally breathe comfortably. I could have pursued my lawful right, but it would have been energy consuming and time consuming. I would not want to waste my precious time and energy on fighting. I definitely don’t want to involve my precious family; my husband and daughter, into this stressful situation. I walked away empty handed, but I am feeling so good.

Dealing with my dad regarding the inheritance division was tough, but it has given me lots of lessons.

Today our Homesite lease process in Navajoland finally terminated. We started in summer 2016 and ended in August 2020. It took them 4 years to process.

Luckily in this situation, the Navajo tribal office allowed us to authorize my dad-in-law to receive the final lease contract documents.

In September we are planning to visit my in-laws and receive the document. My family has been missing our Navajo parents and the Navajoland energy. It will be more than one year since our last visit.