Today’s dream: I was an owner of a cafeteria. I was with some customers in the cafeteria and making coffee and meals for them. Then I woke up feeling refreshed.  

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At night at 9 p.m., I had a LINE phone meeting with the inheritance accountant.

He sounded as nice and kind. And he is from the same hometown as mine. He has the same dialect than mine. I felt comfortable talking with him. Through him, I got a whole bunch of new information. He sent me two files; one was the scan data of the agreement document and the other was the detailed items of my mom’s inheritance.

I told the accountant that I am not feeling comfortable to sign the document as of now. I told my honest feeling. He said he would talk to my dad and my brother. His goal is to make everybody to agree and willingly sign the document. He doesn’t want anybody to feel being forced to sign the agreement document.

I have a good feeling to have him as our accountant. I hope he will do well on his job as a peacemaker between us; my dad, brother, and me. It was nice to have him in our case as a third person.

Today’s dream: I don’t remember the detailed situation, but I do remember that I encountered a bear many times. The bear told me that the judgement day would come soon. I asked the bear what kind of judgement. The bear told me it was related to my dad. Then I woke up.

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After I came back from the morning walk, I noticed that I received an unexpected email. The sender introduced himself as a certified inheritance account that my dad hired him. I was so happy to read his email. My dad finally hired an accountant to take care of my late mom’s inheritance procedure.

Since the accountant added his company information, I visited his company homepage. There, he posted his face photo and a brief introduction of his life. He is 4 years younger than me. I am glad he is in younger generation. I can expect him flexible and friendly.

I replied back to him and asked him if we can talk on LINE phone so that I don’t need to worry about the phone bill increase. Over the phone I wanted to ask him many questions.

He added me as his friend in LINE. We scheduled to our first meeting tomorrow night through LINE phone. I am so grateful for this opportunity. Finally the inheritance process is about to go forward.

Arizona governor issued the guideline regarding the schools in Arizona. All the schools are required to give education remotely. The Arizona state does not support in-school education.

Arizona people reacted to this guideline. This guideline is very tough especially for the families whose both parents need to work and they don’t have anybody who stay with their children during the weekday daytime. Also some families claim they don’t have a desk and chair for their children to study at home and other families claim they don’t have a home wifi.

(P.S.)

Some days after this guideline issued, Arizona governor revised the guideline to be flexible for those families. Now it is official that Arizona State supports schools for in-school education. The students who need to go somewhere during the school hours can study at school.   

I discussed about this with our neighbors. Some of parents decided to send their children to school, but they also feel scared of the infection at school.

The bright side though, this year many students have decided to study remotely, so that the number of in-school students should have been dramatically reduced. I hope things will stay good for everybody and we will stay safe.

At the afternoon class, the number of the student was reduced to 6. I was the only one beginner student, and the other students were at the advanced level.

(Initiation)

This class also started from the initiation from the instructor. This time, the energy was totally different from that of the morning class. It was more quiet and solemn than the previous one. I smelled a scent of gentle subtle fragrance, similar to a peach fruit. I was surrounded by white light, then the white light changed into gentle rainbow color. The rainbow colored energy started rotating around me and brought me higher just like a crimping up a spiral staircase. It was high vibration. I felt like I was surrounded by the elite unit or top leveled group.

(Meditation)

The class moved to the guided meditation. It was a different guided mediation from that of the morning class. On the way to our final destination, I saw dark blue and purple, and sparkling silver. Up on those color, I saw delicate and faint pink color.

<Gift from my guide spirit> I saw my guide spirit. She was tall goddess like figure. She reminded me of Kannnon-sama. She had gentle and soft loving energy around her. She gave me a pink rose. The color was just the same as her surrounding aura energy. She conveyed her message in her gentle tone.

Please know you are always loved. You are lovable just being as you are. Please know our love all the time. I am going to give you this pink rose. This pink rose represents love. Please fill up your energy with this love energy. Once you are filled with love, please share it with your loved ones and the people around you. I want you to be a messenger. We will convey loving energy through you.

<Ask my guide spirit to show me my past life that blocks my spiritual growth>

I asked my guide spirit to show me my past life that blocks my spiritual growth. I saw a Lakota woman. She had a beautiful long hair. She was respected for her spiritual gift by her tribal members. There was our tribal enemy group. They didn’t like my spiritual gift to protect my people. One day they came to our village and killed all the tribal people including my husband and children in front of me. They let me alive and had me witness the tragic scene. The tragic scene stayed in my soul. Due to this past life’ experience, I thought I had to hide my spiritual gift and keep a low profile.

I told the girl, aka, myself in my past life, that her painful life was over. Now the future me has regain back my husband and child with me. We have been living peacefully right now. So, be happy for us. Now I am in the safe place. I don’t need to keep a low profile anymore. I can speak up and use my spiritual gift whenever needed. I shed tears with the girl. It was the healing tears.  

(Practical training-Affirmation)  

Same as the morning class, we wrote down 2 sets of affirmation sentences that the instructor shared with us. We read the affirmation five times in total. First we read it out loud in a loud volume. Second, we read it in a little bit lower volume than the first one. Third we read it in a whispered tone. Fourth and fifth, we read it in our mind.

The first affirmation was to order my negative past life experiences that prevent my spiritual growth to be blessed and completely depart from me. I ask holy spirits to bring these negative past life experiences to light schools and light hospitals to be healed and leaned from them. 

The second affirmation was to call back every single piece of my soul and order them to come back to me as pure light. I cherish every single one of my soul’s personalities such as love, flexibility, strength, braveness, funniness, generosity, smartness, and peacefulness. I fill up my physical body with these lights and take good care of my body. With my body, I keep devoting myself for my spiritual growth until the very last day of my physical life.

(Hinzu’s Tantra)

The instructor chanted Hinzu’s Tantra. I felt high vibration. I saw a white huge snake. I knew this snake represented as holy. The snake escorted my soul to high up in a spiral stairway. I felt like the healing energy was checking on every single part of my physical body. I felt comfortable at most of the parts. There was one part though, I felt ouch. I felt that part needed extra healing energy.

(Practical training – ancestors and guide spirits reading)

The instructor told us to read the classmates’ information of their ancestors and guide spirits. The instructor also added, before doing so, it is important to ask our guide spirits to convey us only positive messages to make the client.  

The instructor divided the students into small groups. My partner did very well on reading. I felt sorry that I could not get much information for her.

At the last part of the class, the instructor gave us some warnings when reading a client’s energy. In order to make a reading session successful, all the three related parties; a medium, a client, and the clients’ ancestors and guide spirits, need to collaborate beautifully. When the instructor was learning at the mediumship school in England, his teacher said the students to stop reading if a client said NO three times. When a reading session does not go successful, it is not always due to the medium’s inadequacy. In such case, the medium should stop the reading session and refund the reading fee, and ask the client to change to other medium or change the date. I thought this as very important. I will definitely remember this instruction.

I attended one day workshop regarding the spiritual awareness. Ātman is a Sanskrit word that means inner self, spirit, or soul and a basic concepts in Hinduism. This workshop aimed to release any blocks for our Atman in order for a smooth spiritual awareness growth.

It was one day work shop 3 hours each and total of 6 hours. In Japanese time, they had the morning class and the afternoon class. In my time, the first class started at 5 p.m. and ended at 8 p.m. The afternoon class started at 10 p.m. and ended at 1 a.m.

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At the first class, there were 12 students. This class contained the beginner students.

(Initiation)

The class started from the initiation from the instructor. The instructor entered into each one of the students’ aura field and gave an attunement. We students were told to close our eyes and relax. I focused my conscious onto my energy field. I started feeling hot energy surrounded me. I started having sweat all over my body. Especially both of my palms got sweaty. I felt like being surrounded by many people, just like being in a crowded train. But unlike surrounded by strangers in a crowded train, I felt comfortable for the surrounded energies, because I felt safe with these spirits. Maybe these spirits are my family spirits and ancestors. I could sense the existences of spirits on 360 degrees, but I felt the strongest one being on my right side. I felt everybody’s exciting feeling. They were shouting “Yay!”. I felt they were so excited to attend this workshop with me.

(Meditation)

The class moved to the guided meditation. At our final destination, I saw my guide spirit. I felt “them” instead of just one.

<Gift from my guide spirit> They gave me something on my both palms. First it looked like a white mochi (rice cake). Then it turned to be a golden cube caramel. This caramel didn’t have any sharp corners or edges. All the lines were curbed. It emitted gentle energy. They told me to use this caramel whenever I feel lonely or need to feel being love. They said this caramel has a white and golden energy so that it cleanses my energy field. Also, it satisfies my sweet tooth, so that I don’t need to crave something sweet in the physical realm. I thought it was a great gift.

<Message from my guide spirit to release the block> After I received the gift, I asked them what was blocking me for my spiritual growth. They told me to release my old habit to judge people by their appearance such as skin color or male/female. I should change the old habit to a new habit. My new habit to judge people by sensing their soul. I should be able to feel their vibration by looking at their eyes. Looking at their eyes will tell me the real personality of the person. The new habit is to see and feel the maturity of a person’s soul. In case of the person’s soul as immature, don’t get mad at them easily. Rather, deal with them with compassionate love. They are not bad soul. They are just immature and young soul. They don’t do things with their evil intention. I thanked my guide spirits, and my conscious came back to my physical body.

(Practical training-Affirmation)   

We wrote down 2 sets of affirmation sentences that the instructor shared with us. We read the affirmation five times in total. First we read it out loud in a loud volume. Second, we read it in a little bit lower volume than the first one. Third we read it in a whispered tone. Fourth and fifth, we read it in our mind.

The first affirmation was to allow myself to forgive any humans and events that have hurt my soul from my heart. I release these humans and events from my subconscious. I ask for blessings for these humans and events from holy spirits. When I said this affirmation out loud, lots of tears overflew from my eyes. I hugged myself. I appreciated for this opportunity to release my sadness accumulated in this lifetime and past lives. It was a very powerful affirmation.   

The second affirmation was to release any blocks such as old promises, beliefs, vows, that prevent my soul’s life missions and evolve. We freely added any belief that we limited ourselves for our spiritual growth. I added two of my old belief in the second affirmation. First of my old belief was what I have brought from my past life. I limited myself to be famous and speak up the truth in front of people because I was scared of the bad people who took away my loved ones lives. Second of my old belief was what I had been told by my family. My paternal family inherited diabetes DNA. I terminated my beliefs and vowed to my soul that I will walk my true path and live my life fully until my very last day. I felt so good when I said this affirmation out loud.   

 (Practical training- psychometry1)

The instructor showed one stone through the webcam. He said to focus on this stone’s aura field and connect to our aura field. Once our aura fields merge, we can feel lots of memories that this stone has.

The first vision I saw was a river. Followed by a word “river side.” I felt the strong sun light and heat. I felt the stone’s memory as follows. The stone had been in the river side. The place was dried air and strong sun heat. The stone had many buddies around him. With the buddies, the stone had enjoyed the strong heat and light from the Sun every day.

After each student shared what they felt from the stone, the instructor shared some information about the stone. He went to Mount Sinai in Egypt. At the foot of the mountain, there was a church. From the church, the tour rode on a camel back. On the way there was a river. After passed the river, there was a rock hill.

I was amazed on how accurately other students read the energy. Three students read it right as Egypt.  Other students described accurately about the area. I felt the dry air and strong sun, so I also read accurately.

(Practical training- psychometry2)

In this practice, the instructor put 3 different colored roses in front of him, but we could not see them. He put his right palm on top of each flower, and had us feel the energy of color. Some students got the right answers for all of the three. As for me, I got the wrong answers for all of the three.

This was the last practice of the morning class. After two hours break, I attended the afternoon class.

Today’s dream: I was spending a vacation with my family and my parents- in-laws. My mom-in-law looked much more beautiful and young than the real life. My dad-in-law acted childish. My husband and I had a tough time with our dad-in-law for his selfish actions and behaviors. Then I woke up.

I thought about my dream. I wonder if this was reflecting my fear for living with them in Navajoland in our near future. Or, this dream came to me to show the truth, that we will have a tough time with his actions and behaviors.

I want to move to navajoland soon. But at the same time, I admit I have some fear to live with my husband’s immediate family and relatives very close to each other. They are not bad at all. It is just me. I like to have quiet time and my privacy. I am syncretism. I don’t like to have people very close to me all the time. When we move there, I wonder how I can establish my own sacred boundary without offending my in-laws and the relatives.

While I was cooking, I noticed some rotten smell nearby. I checked under sink and found a shocking scene. Water was leaking and made a small pond under the sink. Water pipe connection was broken.

We called the management office and they sent somebody to fix. We needed to survive several hours without using water in the kitchen.

After dinner in the evening, a maintenance guy came and fixed the water pipe. He mentioned the pipe was broken due to a high water pressure or something.

After the maintenance guy left, I recalled the water outage for 6.5 hours happened on July 28^th. After the long hours’ water outage, when I opened all the faucets in the house, they busted some air and dirt out with high water pressure. Our kitchen sink water pipe might have broken for 2 weeks since then. I am glad it is fixed now.

Once we move to Navajoland and start living on our own, we will have to deal with any water leakage and other house repairs on our own.

Today’s dream: I was in a boarding school. It looked like Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry in the Harry Potter films. I had my own wand to use magic. I lived with my classmates and teachers in the dormitory. The dormitory was like a luxurious hotel. It had a nice restaurant hall and even an indoor heated-water swimming pool. I enjoyed studying, chatting, eating, swimming with other students. Then I woke up feeling happy. I guess I was actually at a school in dream world.

Then I woke up. I didn’t go to a boarding school in this lifetime. I thought it interesting to experience something new in my dream. I recently started learning spiritual awareness in school, so I am studying magic in school even in my dream.

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Today I went to the local Asian store. I used to buy Japanese food ingredients through the online store or the Asian market located 1.5 hour away from my house. The online store is currently temporary closed due to Covid-19. I cannot go to the Asian market in the big city, as their infection rate is much higher than my area. So, going to the local Asian market is the only one option left for me at this moment in order to buy Japanese ingredient. I purchased lots of ingredients there. At home, I was shocked. Many items were already expired long time ago, such as 2017 and 2018. If this is a big chain grocery store, I would not mind to go back there and ask to exchange or refund. However, it is very hard for me to do so to this small store’s owner. I decided to let it go. I will be careful on my next shopping though.

Today’s dream: In my dream, I bought a new Washlet (an electric toilet seat with various useful functions, manufactured and sold by the Japanese manufacturer). I was so happy for my new toilet seat. I was staring at it. Clean water started coming out from it, and overflowing rapidly. I felt I was being healed by the water flowing. It was beautiful and relaxing. It was like a water fountain.     

Then I woke up. I felt it was the continued version from last night. On last night’s mediation class, my family spirits told me that my life mission is to work as a channeler bringing sacred messages from spirits to humans. In order to convey their messages accurately, I will need to purify and clean my energy field as a pure channel.

The dream interpretation dictionary said watching water overflowing from a toilet implies good luck in monetary fortune as well as good luck in health recovery.

I attended the meditation class started 10 p.m. and ended 11 p.m. The instructor had us the students to follow his guided meditation. At our final goal, I saw my leader guide spirit.

First Question—a special gift to me.

My leader guide spirit gave me a light sword.

Second question—how can I use this special gift?

This light sword can be used in two ways.

One is to go up high, to the higher dimension. I saw the vision of myself holding this light sword on my right hand like an umbrella that allowed me to float in the sky.

The other way is to cut off any negative energy in my aura field. This will help my aura field to stay clean whenever I run into anybody who is filled with negative energy.

Third question—what can I contribute to the world as my life purpose?

They want me to remember my life purpose to work as a channeler. I am gifted to convey sacred messages from spirts to humans. They want me to keep being open my spiritual channel, which is my entire physical body and energy field. They want me to enjoy being a sacred messenger. They are so happy that I am ready for fulfilling this precious life purpose. They will keep supporting me by cleansing my energy field.

Right after the class ended, the instructor told me in person that I should keep meditating. I appreciate his advice and his class. With his support, I am feeling much more confident with my spiritual ability.