Today’s dream: I was with other 4 people traveling by a car. The 5 of us were close friends. I was sitting at the back seat. The location looked like somewhere in country side in Japan. The untouched nature was left. The grasses and trees were growing happily. Just being there, looking at their healthy green color, and breathing the nature’s smell, everything was healing for me. When we arrived at our final destination of today, we unloaded our baggage in a cottage in the woods. After we set our bed, we cooked our dinner together. Tonight’s dinner included flied potatoes, sweetened and roasted carrots and kouya dofu, with vegetable miso soup and brown rice. We all enjoyed sharing foods together. Then I woke up feeling refreshed and energized. 

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync exploring Focus-15. Today’s mediation was successful. I went deep into a meditating state and received messages. The message I received today was as follows.

Use my time and energy wisely. In order to make it possible, I already have gifted with an important tool that everybody does not have it. It is my keen intuition. Pay attention to my intuition. Whenever my intuition says uncomfortable, I should leave a situation or a person. Sooner the better. As for the necessary support, please fully trust my family spirits. They are always with me and powerfully protecting and guiding me. They want me to receive it, rather than by hunting it. I remember the message I received long time ago. They told me I own female energy. I am supposed to receive, rather than going out and aggressively hunting to get it. The necessary support will be given naturally. That really makes sense to me. Thank you my family spirits for the great messages. You guys are always awesome. I love you guys deeply from my heart.

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I was planning to attend the healing session starting from 11:30 p.m. in our area. As usual, I went to bed to take some sleep before the healing session. I set my alarm 11 p.m. that is 30 minutes prior to the session. I woke up at 10:40 p.m. to stomach pain and nausea. I turned off my alarm so that it would not bother my family sleeping with me. I sneaked out to the bathroom. I released a large volume of stool. Then I had a large volume of vomiting. It was nothing but ground beef that I ate for dinner. My body could not digest ground beef. During this process, I sweated a lot. I needed to take a quick shower. After I got ready and turned on the zoom meeting for the healing session, it was 10 minutes before the starting time.

At tonight’s gathering there were 5 healers and 8 patients. The meeting host put me to wait there for 50 minutes. During the wait, I had been suffering from the stomach pain. I didn’t miss this opportunity, so I waited for my turn patiently. One female healer was assigned to me. She looked very nice. I had a healing for 30 minutes or so. After the healing session, my stomach pain had gotten much better than before. I appreciate for their kind support. I am happy that I could make it to attend their healing session.

Today’s dream: I saw a clear light-blue sky. I was with other friends. We were having fun spending time together. We were in the park. I went to the swing. The swing was pink. It was wider than a normal size so that two people could ride together. My friend and I rode on the swing and started swinging up in the sky. Then my conscious went up in the sky watching us from the sky, just like a view from a bird or a Drone. The contrast of the pink and the blue was just gorgeous. Then I woke up.

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Yesterday, late at night, I talked with my lifelong Japanese friend over the phone. It was peaceful and calming. She helped me to get back to me to the inner peace.

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My daughter’s homeschooling office sent me two packages so far. One was a laptop and the other was a pack of textbooks, art supplies, and a headset. Everything was not brand new; used ones, but not too old nor messy conditions. The instruction note says we have to keep everything including the packing materials and boxes. We will need to return everything at the end of school year. It is definitely fine with us. We want to keep our house as simple as it can be. We don’t want to keep the old and unnecessary books and school supplies. My daughter has two more weeks for her long summer break. From August 3^rd, her brand new school year at homeschooling will start.

We have started getting ready for her school on our side. I purchased a brand new computer chair. It will be delivered on next Monday. We cleaned and organized her study area. We organized her new laptop on the desk and arranged a book shelf on the side of the desk.

Today’s dream: I was in a building with other people. It might be a bank. All of a sudden, one guy came in with a gun and yelled everybody to lie on the floor. There were old people who could not lie down on the floor due to their pain in the body. There were babies and little children who scared so much and tried to escape from the situation. The bad guy scared them by shooting the gun. I was one of them scaring and shaking on the floor. But on the next second, I thought I need to fight back. I stood up and run around to disturb the bad man’s attention. After a battle with the bad man, his gun fell off from his hand. His gun slipped on the floor and stopped right in front of me. I snatched the gun and showed it to everybody. I pointed the gun to the bad man and told him to release others. Then I told everybody that they could leave this place. Everybody thanked me for my heroic action.

Then I woke up.

This dream showed my current situation. I need to stand up for myself and change the situation.

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The local public school has officially announced their policy for upcoming school year. The three options are confirmed. The students can choose one option out of the three options on either studying on-site, remote, or hybrid (mix of on-site and remote). All the students will be provided a laptop/tablet. Upon entering to campus, everybody including teachers and students will check their temperature. I am happy to know they are working for the safety of the students and the community.

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In the evening I chatted with my Japanese friend. Her statements annoyed me a lot. I should have ended the conversation as soon as I noticed it and ended the conversation. But I could not. Rather, I tried to defense my opinion and we ended up kind of arguing over our different opinion. She repeated emphasizing on how great Japanese people are and how high the Japanese people’s average score of spiritual awareness. And she mentioned bad things about Americans. She said it indirectly, but it was obvious she was insulting Americans. I cannot completely agree with her. I agree that there are many nice people among Japanese, but not all of them. Same things can be said for Americans. I think it is dangerous to beautify only a certain nationality. From my personal experiences of living in America for 12 years and working with many different nationalities coworkers, I cannot categorize which nationality is better than the others. I wanted her to stop categorizing people in a certain box of nationality, race, or skin color. After ended the conversation with her, I regretted for spending time with her. After I ended the conversation with my Japanese friend, some uncomfortable energy stayed in me.

The good thing is I have a great tool to put myself back to my inner peace. The great tool is a meditation.

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided mediation of HemiSync Focus-12. The message I received was like this.

Everything what I felt today was right. It is fine to have honest feeling.

Then, they showed me one sentence. 

“Proclaim your rarity.” Cited from The Greatest Miracle In The World By Og Mandino

This sentence is now familiar with me because I have started reading this every day since July 4^th. Today was my 12^th day. It is interesting to witness some events happen to make me realize some lessons in this note.

After the mediation, I could go back to my inner peace. Now that I am in a calm state, my wish has gotten back to clear. I want the true peace where people respect others as a precious soul, rather than by categorizing them into nationality, skin color, or race. I want my friends to have similar ideas and opinions as I do. I don’t want to be around with anybody who has their ideas and opinions biased. I don’t want to be around with anybody who thinks they are superior to others. To me, such idea is dangerous. Their biased belief is like that of Hitler. We cannot repeat the sad historical mistakes again. We are here to change the world to a better place.  

Today’s dream: At the first scene, I was in the Shinkansen going somewhere for business trip. I was so excited about the job there. At the second scene, somebody gave me a brand new umbrella wrapped up in a beautiful wrapping paper. At the third scene, I saw two Ganesha.

Then I woke up. According to the dream interpretation dictionary, receiving an umbrella from somebody implies the dreamer will be guided to the right people who can support the dreamer. This is good. I do need somebody’s help to deal with the inheritance process.  

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Today’s mediation: I did the guided meditation of Hemi Sync exploring Focus-15. My mind was gone here and there. I tried twice, but in vain. I could not see nor feel anything. It happens. I don’t worry about it. I will receive some messages through my dreams as usual.

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I have playing a video game since 2015. My daughter downloaded one of the pet raising games in 2015. Since the game was made by Japanese company and all the instructions were written in Japanese, she would ask me for help. I was not interested in the game at the beginning, but while I was helping my daughter by reading the instructions, I was hooked into the game. Since then, I have been logging in the game every day. Recently several days ago, the game company announced they will support only for iOS 11 and above, so that the players who have the older versions won’t be able to log in anymore. I am playing with my old iPad of iOS 9, so I won’t be able to long in to the game anymore. With the announcement, I felt relieved. It was really time for me to stop playing this game. Even though I knew it was a waste of time, I would log in and play. I needed to be forced to stop like this situation. I appreciate their decision. Thank you.

Today’s dream: I had four different scenes.

First scene: My mom showed up as herself while she was still healthy. Her appearance was in her early 60s. She looked very happy. She showed me her beautiful smile with her own teeth. In her real life, after she had a couple of sets of a chemotherapy and a radiation therapy, she lost her teeth and ended up having a denture. She didn’t like wearing a denture. But in my dream, she proudly showed me her own healthy teeth. I was happy to see her being happy at this moment. 

Second scene: I saw a white bus comfortably flying in the sky.

Third scene: I saw a red airplane comfortably flying in the sky.

Forth scene: I had a whole bunch of items that I needed to pack into a baggage. There were several people around me. They bounced their ideas off and came to a final conclusion. They chose one baggage and started packing my items in the baggage. With collaborating very well, they were able to pack everything in the baggage. It was amazing. I praised them for their ideas and working together. Now I was ready to leave for my destination.

Then I woke up.

Obviously this morning’s dream was very good. According to the dream interpretation dictionary, watching a white bus implies the dreamer will be successful and blessed by cooperating with others.    

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Today’s meditation: I did a guided mediation of HemiSync exploring Focus-15.

I saw a young woman. She had a long beautiful hair came down to her waist. She was born as a Native America tribe. She was wearing a buckskin dress. When a foreigners came to their village, she became friends with one man. He was born in France. They fell in love and married. They had three children. Her life was not easy at all. Other tribal members treated her in a mean way as a betrayer. She went through lots of hardships and challenging situations, but she was satisfied with her tough life.

I am a very unique soul. I tend to choose my life in tough situations and conditions as I believe I can learn different lessons from the tough environment. The majority of other people won’t be able to fully understand me as I am very unique to the point where is peculiar.

This lifetime is one of such a unique one. My domestic circumstance was very tough. My Japanese family might appear as normal and some people might think the environment was not tough at all. I am the only one who experienced all of the toughness. It is for sure that not many people can sympathize with my experiences. However, there are still some people who will get healed by reading my personal story. So, from that reason, my family spirits strongly suggest me to write a book and publish it.   

In the early morning I did some yard work. After one to two hours work, our front and back yard looked much better.

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Today was one of the hottest days. The temperature went up to 39 degree Celsius (102.2 F). The weather report says an extreme heat wave are coming to our area on this coming week. Our county issued an extreme heat warning and

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In the evening my friend shared some rolled sushi. It was luxurious foods for us. We enjoyed it a lot. However, I felt being full until the midnight. Luxurious foods are good for occasional intake.

Today’s dream: Seeing staples indicates that you need to organize your life and keep things compartmentalized. Learn about how things relate to one another in your life, you will need to combine ideas and events together for easier access and filing. To see stapler in dream means that you will experience some serious and beautiful changes in your business life. You can start trusting in life.

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Today’s meditation: I did the guided meditation of HemiSync Exploring Focus-15. I had about my writing a book in my mind.

A block of thoughts came by. They were like this.

I should start writing a book of autobiography. Starting from about myself. About my parents, my brother, my aunt, and my grandpa. About my jobs. About my strong points and weak points. How I met my husband.

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At night I attended the Sunday service. It was my fifth attendance. Before the event, I asked my son-in-spirit, my aunt, and my mom to show up and tell me some messages, if they can.

When the spirit communication demonstration started, my heart pounded and waited patiently. Unfortunately though, I was not picked.

After the event ended, I mentioned my daughter about that. She instantly conveyed me the messages from my mom. She has been very busy. Especially she has been watching over my dad. As for my son-in-spirit and my aunt, they are shy and humble personality. They don’t like to stand in a spot light. They don’t like to get an attention from many other strangers. That makes sense to me. I am glad my daughter can convey messages from them.

My daughter added the last message from them. They always love me and watch over me. There is no special messages from them to me, because they know I am doing totally fine. This makes sense to me too.

Now that my daughter has been officially accepted for the homeschooling, they sent me a shipping information regarding the necessary school supply. The information notice included our household ID consisting with seven digits.

As a numerologist, whenever I am assigned with some numbers, I add up the numbers and analyze the energy. So, I added up the seven digits of our household ID. It turned to be 33. I was delighted. “33” is the most powerful number among the other two master numbers (11 and 22). It is an ascended master’s number who help other people. This number means a charismatic energy and revolution power. The energy of 33 can have the energy of 6, which is a good number of building a family. I considered this number 33 as in our household ID as a support and blessing from angels about my daughter’s homeschooling.    

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My State has become the top 1 of the infection rate of the Covid-19. I heard many students have switched from public school to homeschooling this year. With the news, our local public school now offers the students three options: on-site schooling, remote schooling, and the hybrid (the students can choose the school days and the home stay days). Each student can choose one option among the three options. I think it is one of the great changes that the public school made.

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 At night I had suffered from sharp headache and had a 3-hour nap. I was still very sick and could not get out from bed. My daughter came to me and gave me healing. After her 3-minute healing session, my headache disappeared. Not only I could get out from bed, but also I could even perform a 10-minute muscle exercise. Her healing ability was amazing.

It was a very hot day. This week our area will have extreme heat day with the highest temperature up to 38 degree Celsius.

This morning my daughter wanted to go to the local Asian market. I like going to the grocery store alone in the early morning, but I decided to break my routine for my precious daughter. I knew the Asian Market opens at 9:30 a.m. When we arrived at their store after 10 a.m., we didn’t see any cars parked in their parking lot. Their store’s OPEN sign was off. The new open hour says from 1 p.m. to 7 p.m. I was disappointed. I will need to come back again sometime. But I cannot complain about this store. I used to get Japanese ingredients from the online shop in Los Angeles, but they have been closed since March. The other Asian market is located in a big city where the Covid-19 infection rate is very high, so I cannot go there at this moment. I am almost out of Japanese soup mix and Natto (fermented soy beans).

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Since the medium could not help me on seeing the past lives with my brother in the reading session of yesterday, I decided to see it by myself. I asked my family spirits for support and did the guided meditation of HemiSync free flow to Focus-12.

At the first vision I saw a pack of people walking in the woods in Hokkaido. There was no nice trails for humans, rather, it was untouched wilderness. I felt the people were the Ainu people. I felt the leader and the father of the family was my brother and I was one of his daughters.

At the second vision, I saw a pack of people in Eastern America. Again, it was in the deep woods. They were the Native American tribe. I felt my brother and I were not in the immediate family but in the same tribe. We grew up together as an extended family.

At the third vision, I saw a pack of people in a wooden raft going down in a river. I saw my brother and me in the same tribe. Again, we grew up together as an extended family.

At the fourth vision, I saw a huge number of workers. I felt they were in the process of building a pyramids in Egypt. I was born as a man. I saw my brother was born as a man too. We both were born in a rich families. We were best friends. We supported each other throughout the life.

These four visions of our past lives were shown to me as if it were in a short movie. Interestingly today’s visions were all shown in an animation movie.

Then I came back to the conscious realm.

I am glad that I have known my brother for long time. I recall our younger days. We grew up like a twin brother and sister. We liked each other very much. At least we shared a good memory in our childhood. This meditation help me to understand my brother more than before. I think I will believe in him no matter what.   

In the morning I received an email from my friend. It was very, very long email. She expressed her complains about her part time job. Reading such negative complains was not fun, rather, just time consuming. Besides, I don’t work there so that they were nothing to do with me. On my second thought though, her email gave me some lessons. Leaned from this experience, I won’t send a long complaining email to any of my friends because I don’t want to drain their energy nor steal their precious time. Now that I know one method to calm myself whenever I run into any stressful situation. I take some long relaxing breathes. If I can, I meditate and ask the lesson from it. More than anything else, I should thank my husband for going to work for me. Thanks to his support, I am not under any stressful work environment.    

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Today’s meditation: I meditated with hemi sync guided meditation of Free Flow to Focus-21. I wanted to see the past lives related to my Japanese family members; my dad, mom, and brother. Even though I was in a deep meditated state, nothing came up to me. Besides I woke up without any memories of my dream. Maybe today is a quiet day.

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At night I had a total reading session from a medium at the Japanese mediumship school. The medium was the instructor at the Japanese mediumship school. I saw her during the spiritual communication demonstration at one of their Sunday Services.

She started conveying messages from my paternal grandpa. Unfortunately he passed away when my dad was young, I don’t have any memory about him. Nothing the medium conveyed about his appearance and his message seemed to be irrelevant to me. I had a feeling that the medium got the wrong spirit.

Then she conveyed a set of messages from two guide spirits. One guide spirit has been supporting me to raise my voice regarding the world peace. He wants me to complete my book. Once it is done, he will switch to other guide spirit.

— While I was listening to this message, I recalled of my early 30s. I read many books about Japanese-Americans who were born and raised in America, but during the World War II, they were discriminated and put into the concentration camp. Those days I often visited Little Tokyo in Los Angeles and met those old people listen dot their stories. I wanted to write a book about them.

The other guide spirt has been encouraging me to draw a portrait. That made me recall my younger days. In my elementary school and junior high school days, I was good at creating art works, especially painting and drawing. I didn’t continue studying the art, because my parents encouraged me to have a higher education, mainly to enter a notable university. The medium kept on repeating the key word “France,” but it was not convincing to me at all. I have lived my life up to now without any influence of France. I never was and am not interested in there at all.

At the last 10 minutes, I asked two questions regarding my past life with my Japanese family members. Nothing was convincing to me. I felt the medium could not see any of my past lives. She just told her own opinions and advice based on her physical level experience. I didn’t feel comfortable on hearing it.

All in all, I felt she read somebody else’s energy, not mine. To be honest, I was disappointed and not satisfied with her reading session. But I know one thing. She did her best effort. She might do a better job for others. It is difficult to find a best matched medium who can read my energy correctly. Ideally, I should raise my spiritual awareness enough, so that I can read my past lives better than anybody else. It is my goal. This reading session helped me to realize my goal.