Today was very hot day. My family and I went to the park and played with a ball. First, we played with the basketball goal. Then we went to the tennis court and played. It was fun running around and laughing at the same time. I think we should do this as our new routine.

It was a cold this morning. I woke up with a door bell at the entrance door. I knew it was my friend dropping off a Christmas gift to us. When I grabbed some warm jacket and answered the door, my friend had already gone, but sure enough there was a nice package sitting at the entrance door. 

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Today I made a handmade 2021-calendar. Same as the previous years, I meditated about the upcoming New Year and pulled some Angel cards for each month.

Here are the messages for me of each month in 2021.

January 2021: Pay attention to messages through dreams, Midas touch – Every project will turn out to gold. Lion – Have courage to proceed. Universe is big and generous enough to fulfill my desires.

February 2021: stay in joy. Trust the Universal law. Universe is wise. Appreciate the beauty in me and around me. I’m an always being helped by spirits.

March 2021: Clear out the clutter. Appreciate friendship. Trust universe’s intelligence. Enjoy the process.

April 2021: envision clearly and vividly. See the future. Spirits are helping me all the time. Feel the rhythm and go with it.

May 2021: Unique path. I am worthy to receive all the good. Unconditional love. Feel the bear energy and feel the earth. Stay grounded.

June 2021: Perfect moment to dive. Cherish family. Prepare for a big change. Feel and enjoy abundance.

July 2021: lots of synchronicities. Be aware of my spiritual gifts. Make people lighten up. Receive lots of positive energy from Universe.

August 2021: Enjoy receiving spiritual visions from higher dimension. Make healing energy from universe. Slow down and breathe. Stay happy and attract more happiness.

September 2021: Stay strong and be patient. Make a decision. Awakening. Do not rush.

October 2021: have compassion to others. Waves of abundance washing over me. I already have enough resources. I am an eternal being.

November 2021: time to move on. Have a backup plan. I can always make myself happy no matter what. Completion of one cycle. Graduation.

December 2021: Have a passion. I am worthy to receive. Universe always stands by me. I always overcome any obstacles.

Today’s dream: My mom visited me in my dream. We were sitting at the dinner table in the living room of my parents’ house in Japan. We both were calm. My mom was talking about my dad that I don’t remember exactly what she said to me. I believe my mom told me that I don’t need to worry about my dad as he has been taken care by many people and his ancestors in spirit. Then I woke up peacefully.

It was a busy day. This morning my daughter and I went to the clinic to pick up some medication prescriptions. We also stopped by at the grocery store as my refrigerator was almost empty. After we came back it was almost noon time. I cooked us lunch and head for the local library.

One of the librarians offered my daughter an activity time this afternoon. After I dropped my daughter off at the library, I quickly went back home and do some private chores. My private one hour went by so quickly. I went back to the library to pick my daughter up.

The librarian and my daughter were working on a project on creating a do-nothing-machine. They were so into the project that I needed to wait there for another one hour.

I always appreciate this librarian. She is very nice and kind. I often feels her as my real grandma. Maybe the three of us, the librarian, my daughter, and I, are spiritually connected.

I did my fifth colon hydrotherapy at home. My last one was done on October 24^th. I decided to do every month, but I totally forgot doing it last month. I feel lighter and comfortable.

I received a phone call from the realtor. She said she finally could get hold of the house owner. The house owner wants to have 10% more price than our offered price. To me, his requested price was insane for this small and old house without any upgrades. I instantly declined buying the current house.

After I told the realtor that we are not going to buy this house, I was filled with peaceful feeling. There are many aspects that I don’t want this current house to be our forever house. I was originally wanted to buy a bigger house than this. I want to have a house with the entrance door facing to east, a kitchen sink facing to a window.

I trust my family spirits. I know they like to surprise me. I know they always love me and provide me whatever I desire. I will wait for the right timing to come.    

This morning I had a doctor’s appointment. It was a follow-up appointment for my recent lab test result. This was done online through Bluejeans app.

My result of HbA1C of August was 7.1. With this result, the doctor told me I had been doing well. I had been well controlling my diabetes without taking the diabetic mediation. However, the result of this month was not good. It got worsen to 7.8

I like my doctor because she stays calm and never says any negative things to me. She calmly asked me what I think the cause of getting worse in this past three months. My life style stays the same. I keep a good eating habit and exercise habits. The only reason that I can think of is my husband’s unemployment. He was unemployed since August 1^st, and I have been worried and feeling stressed out. Now that my husband got a new job recently, I am pretty sure I will be worry-free and stress-free. I will get better again.

The doctor listened to me with her gentle smile on her face. She agreed with me that I will get better in the next lab test.  

This morning I had surprise visitors in my dream. I was visiting me my brother and his wife in Japan. This is very rare because we haven’t kept in touch with for these past 12 years. This won’t happen in the real life, only in the dream realm. I was with them at their house in Japan. Their house looked different from the one I visited many years ago. I heard from my mom they moved several years ago to a new house. My brother and his wife looked happy and welcomed my visit to their house. His wife cooked food for us. While we were enjoying her homemade cooking, we chatted and laughed a lot. I felt good for their kind hospitality even in just a dream realm. I woke up happily and energized.  

I hope our grudges between us melt away and the nice visit appeared in this dream will come true in the near future. I want to rebuild a peaceful relationship with them.

At 3 a.m., I attended my seventh Trance class. The reason why I chose to attend in this tough night hour was because I wanted to see some students whom I never met. One of my instructor secretly told me that there was one student who has studied at this mediumship school for many years and that she is very good at Trans talk. I wanted to witness of her spiritual communication. Once the class started, I noticed the student was not there. There were only four students attended. The three students including me were the same member from the other class, so that only one student was new to me. So, my original purpose for attending this tough hour (3 a.m.) class was in vain.

As usual we start off the class with the instructor’s guide meditation. It was a journey to go see our five guide spirits. My guide spirit gave me a house and a puppy. They told me to patiently wait. They said it might take longer but they would arrange them to fit my desire and provide them to me. They giggled while they were saying that to me. They said remember how I was provided my husband. I met him at the beginning but I didn’t notice him and kept looking for in the wrong direction. They reminded me that I am not a hunter. I should not go out and hunt. Rather, I have female energy so that I should patiently wait. It really makes sense to me. I guess I should wait patiently and keep having the trust that they will come.

（Question1）How my guide spirits think of my progress of this year 2020.

I felt they are happy for my progress. I started taking classes from the Japanese mediumship school and have met some people whom I felt comfortable to spend time with. It was a great progress as I had been shut-in for many years in precious years without meeting any new people.

（Question2）How should I act in the next year 2021?

I felt my guide spirits are encouraging me to keep doing what I have started. That means to continue studying at the Japanese mediumship school.

(Practice1 – inspirational speech) Today is winter solstice. What is the importance of winter?

I received the message like this.

We all continue our spiritual journey to upper dimension. The pace and speed of a journey varies to individual soul. The spiritual journey is like a climbing up a spiral staircase. There are many different leveled spiral staircases. Each spiral staircase; aka a spiritual journey, contains a cycle of four seasons. We plant seeds in the spring stage, let them grow in the summer stage, and enjoy harvesting in the autumn stage. And finally we enter into the winter stage. During the stage of the first three seasons of spring, summer, and autumn, we seldom get lost because we see the road ahead of us. However, when we enter in the last stage of winter, it is a world of pitch dark black. In this stage, we review the past process of spring, summer, and autumn. It is the stage where humans and spirits communicate much deeper and clearly than the first three stages. Based on the reviews, humans and spirits will make a detailed plan for the upcoming next step. Once the plan is made, then the human have to jump to the next spiral staircase. There are always a gap between the old one and the new one. Since it is a pitch dark world, it is scary to jump without being able to see where we are going. But we have to jump anyway. Without jump, we cannot proceed to a next cycle. That is how we continue our journey and this is why winter is the most important stage of the four stages.

私たちはそれぞれのペースで学びを得ながらどんどんと上に行く旅を続けています。それは螺旋階段のように、回りながら上へと旅を続けています。春夏秋冬のサイクルのように旅を続けています。春に種をまき、夏に大きく育て、秋に収穫するというサイクルを経ますが、冬のサイクルではいったん、真っ暗なサイクルに入ります。この冬の間に、今までのプロセスを見直し、何が良かったのか、何が不足していたのか、何が必要だったのかを見直します。なので、この冬の間の見直しのプレセスがが一番重要なプロセスで、光の仲間たちと一緒に、次のステップ、次のらせんへの目標を設定し、計画を精密に立てていきます。そして、私たちはこの真っ暗闇の中で、次のらせんへのジャンプをしなければなりません。それは全く見えない世界なのでとても怖いのですが、勇気を振り絞って次の世界へのジャンプをして飛び込むということを、私たちはやっています。そして、新しいサイクル、らせんで、新しく種をまき、育て、収穫するというサイクルを続けています。

(Practice2 – guide spirit reading)

The instructor assigned us to a different partner to read their guide spirits. I was assigned to read the energy for one of my basic class instructors. I received the messages like this.

I saw the vision that she has been nice to many people, and the vision was shown as if she has given chocolates to many people on the Valentine day. Her guide spirits are proud of her. They said it is time for her to receive in return. The vision was as if she has been receiving white chocolates and sweets from many people on the White day as return. The chocolates are of course metaphor. It means she has been receiving lots of Thank you feeling from many people, and that will be great help for her life.

I received the spiritual message through my former classmate of Mantra class.

She felt my guide spirit as a Latin American female shaman figure. She was wearing layered outfit. She had tanned skin and long hair tied in her back of neck. She put something like a wool shawl on my shoulder and at the same time,

ラテンアメリカの女性のシャーマン。服を何枚も重ね着してボリュームがある。長い黒髪の毛を後ろでまとめている。肌は日焼けしている。ウールのショールみたいなものを私の肩にのせて、同時に肩と頭の周りに手をかざして、まるでプロテクションを掛けているような感じ。木製のラッパを私にくれた。ラッパは象徴的で、良き時が来たことを知らせるアイテム。

(Practice3 – Light Christmas gift to the instructor from his ancestors)

I could not see his ancestors. Actually I never saw anybody’s ancestors before. I hope I will be able to see them in the course of the Awareness advanced class in the future. I could feel some figures wanted to give the instructor a gift. I felt two light gifts. The first one was a white wand. This is a magic wand that the instructor can use it before his class to raise the students’ vibrations.

(Practice4 – Trance speech) First question: There were people who got infected Covid-19 and passed away while others survived. What is the difference between the people who passed away and the people survived?

We, as human beings with physical bodies, cannot go back to the spirit world without our agreement to go back. Thus, the people who passed away by Covid-19 went back to the spirit world with their agreements with their decision to support humans from the spirit world. There are no win or lose in this situation. We are all working together on a huge project to proceed to the next step and next cycle. In terms of working on this huge project, there are no difference between human beings with physical bodies and spirits who went back to spirit world.

肉体を持った人間が光の世界に帰るには、その魂の同意が必要です。今回コロナで亡くなった人たちはみな、光の世界に戻ることに同意して戻り、光の世界からのサポートをすることに決めました。コロナで命を落としたから負けで、生き残ったから勝ちで、などということはまったくなく、全体で、生きて肉体を持っている者たちも、スピリットとして光の世界で生きている者たちも、みんなで力を合わせて一丸となり、次のサイクル、次のステップに進むため互いに助け合っています。なので、違いというのはただ、光の世界に戻る同意をしたかどうか、それだけのことです。

Second question: Covid-19 has still here on Earth and even gotten worse than before. What the spirits want human beings to know through this challenging event?

The current time can be said winter term as we use the four seasonal term in the previous talk. We are currently in the winter time where it is pitch dark. It is the time when human beings and spirits in the spirit world need to communicate much more intensely. We have been reviewing the previous term of spring, summer, and autumn, and making a detailed plan for the next cycle. It is winter time for human beings to stop moving around, but for other creatures in nature on this planet, it might be their spring, summer, and autumn so that they can freely and actively moving around. In this sense, it is well balanced as human beings are not the only living creatures on this earth. The message from spirit world to human beings is like this. Please know that you are blessed to have a life as a human on this very important transitional term. Appreciate how blessed you are to live in this transitional age. Whatever you experience and witness, feel to the most and experience to the most. Live your life to the most. When the time has come for you to come back to spirit world, please share your precious experiences with your family spirits.

現在私たちが体験しているコロナの時代は、先ほどの季節に例えるなら冬の時代ということができます。真っ暗闇の世界の中で、肉体を持った者たちと、光の世界の住人たちが、以前よりももっと密にコミュニケーションをとって相談し合いながら、次の大きなサイクルへと向かうための計画を練っているところです。人類にとっては冬の時代、活動が停止した状態ですが、他の自然界の生き物たちにとっては春であり、夏であり、秋であるかもしれません。これは全体としてはバランスをとっているので、とても良いことだということができます。そして、今この時代に、肉体を持って生かされいる私たちは実はこの貴重な体験をするために行かされているとてもとても恵まれた存在です。そのことを、今、人類すべてが気づき、感謝して、しっかりと目を開いて、今起こっていることをどういう風に感じているのかをしっかりと感じながら、毎日瞬間瞬間を大切に生きていってください。この人生を終えるときに、スピリットの家族たちにたくさんの報告ができるように、生きて行ってください。

This was my seventh trance class. I think I enjoyed this class the most, out of the seven classes. I felt my guide spirits involved and I felt I was working on as a group. I felt so comfortable. Thank you to my family spirits. you guys are the best as always.

I did my third hair dye with henna powder. I always ask my family to be my private hair stylist. Since this was their third time, they got much better in applying henna powder mix to my hair. they both started building confidence in doing so.