I received messages through LINE app from two people. They were from my dad’s house helper and the other was from my cousin. It was unusual. These two people do not constantly keep in touch with me. As for my dad’s house helper, she has not replied back to my previous message that I sent in the beginning of March. It is fine with me. We already talked about it. We both agreed we would not constantly keep in touch with.

Both of them updated me of my dad. He seemed to be fine with their support.

I was planning to call my dad on his upcoming birthday. His birthday is June 7^th, so I was planning to call him tomorrow at 6 p.m. in my time which is at 10 a.m. of June 7th.

My cousin mentioned he would attend my mom’s 100^th cerebration on June 7^th. He also mentioned the time I was planning to call my dad would be in the middle of ceremony.

I decided to follow my intuition. I still feel not comfortable to talk to my dad. He might be the same as before. He might say something to irritate me. Followed my intuition, I decided not to call him.

Sorry dad. I always love you and think of you. Please feel my love through in soul level.  

***

This morning in my dream, I was with my Korean friend. We were at the beach resort enjoying our vacation. We walked along the beach in the morning. It was fun and relaxing in talking with my friend. After our good distance walk, we had a buffet branch at a nice restaurant. All the foods were fresh and had high energy. We enjoyed the ocean view while having a meal. This dream was so vivid that I could almost smell the ocean breeze and feel the fresh air.

This morning we had a zoom meeting. The participants were five of us: the school principal, and the vice school principal, my husband, my daughter, and me. The topic was about my daughter’s upcoming school year.

We have been thinking about the homeschooling for upcoming school year. In Asian countries they already resumed the school session. Some schools were reported a cluster of Covid-19 infection among students. My daughter’s public school buildings are old. Especially at the cafeteria, it is not totally clean environment in both the kitchen and the eating area. Now that my daughter and I have experienced at least eight week’s school session online, we have built solid confidence that my daughter will do just fine in online study environment. So, with these reasons, we wanted to have some advice from the school.

I had solid belief that the vice principal would be a great help for this. He is a dad of two sons. I believed he would give us his honest feeling and advice.

My intuition was right. He was very supportive of our idea. As a matter of fact, he himself has been thinking about the same thing as we have, about his sons. He admitted he might choose homeschooling for his son for upcoming school year. He gave us one public homeschooling website that is officially certified and funded by State.

As a school president, he already proposed to the State governor that this school would have two options. One is the physical school option and the other is the homeschooling option. The students can stay in this public school for the both options. However, it comes with disadvantage. Since the school cannot afford to hire extra teachers for the homeschooling students, the existing teacher will need to take extra hour and efforts for this new program. That implies the teaching quality of the homeschooling option can be lower that the physical schooling option. The school is still waiting for the official approvement from the State. Once it is approved, they can give us more concrete information.

The principal suggested us to search around the online homeschooling program until then. He also assured in case my daughter chooses to come back to the public school from any other options, it will be a simple and easy procedure, so we don’t need to worry about. It was great to talk with them. I appreciate for their kind support.

***

This morning in my dream I was with my brother at his company. There were other people around us. They were my brother’s employees. We were working on some project and cooperating each other. I was in charge of creating some bamboo baskets. I received great ideas and supports from my brother and his employees. I supported their part of the project too. We successfully completed our project. We threw a party to celebrate our completion. We all were in the good mood.    

Then, I woke up.

I am happy that I started spending more time with my brother happily in my dream. Even though it is only in my dream at this moment, I think it is a good starter to reconnect our good relationship.

In my dream of this morning, I had a train ticket. I had a certain destination in my mind and was planning to leave for there. On my way, I run into a group of some people. I liked them immediately. As a matter of fact, I felt comfortable in spending time with them. We thought we had many things that we should share to each other. They invited me to go to a different destination with them. It was an unexpected change plan, but I happily changed my original plan and decided to go with them.

Then I woke up.

Maybe, my dream reflected my plan of studying Mediumship. I feel my family spirits are happily supporting my decision.

Recently I have been reading the following books written by Mr. Jikan Kaido (開堂 慈寛). I am interested in learning at his school.

「自分でできる霊性開花」

「霊媒（ミディアム）神秘修行　イギリスへ」

「スピリチュアル　アウェアネス: 霊性開花のテキスト」

「虹の架け橋（第一巻）: 開堂慈寛のトランス・トークとサーモン集」

「自分でできるヒーリング」

「光の玉手箱　(第一巻): 心が折れそうになったときに読む本」

「自分でできるヒーリング　エッセンシャル版」

「スピリット・コミュニケーション（第一巻）: 霊界通信の実態が今、明らかに」

I have six house plants. My daughter and I decided to give them a name, so that they can feel even more comfortable with staying with us as our family members.

Golden Pothos – “Grandpa Pothos”

China Doll — “Mofumofu”

Cuctus with a red flower — “Yuuki”

Bamboo small — “Kakera”

Bamboo big — “Anzen”

Money tree – “Kirakira”

Grandpa Pothos has been the longest one. I bought him while I was pregnant with my daughter. I am glad all of them look healthy and happy. I hope they will like their new names.

Due to riots after George Floyd’s death on May 25, 2020, our state governor has issued a statewide curfew during night from 8 p.m. to 5 a.m. It will start today May 31st and end on June 8^th.

I understand people’s anger about racism, but I don’t understand some of unnecessary actions such as burning police stations and breaking stores’ glass windows of shopping mall. Some people joined this movement just to express their stress and anger. Some of their stress and anger might come from Covid-19.

I personally don’t like to fight with radical protest activities. It might include to hurt innocent citizens who just happen to be there. The tax payers like us will need to pay for the repair of the public buildings that the activists burned. I hope people will find other peaceful ways to collect wrong traditions.    

The local retail stores such as Walmart closes at 5 pm due to the statewide curfew order for this one week. I doubt all the stores will cover the workers’ pay for the missing working hours. I feel sorry for the workers who fully depend on the work hours. I hope everything will get back to normal soon so that we can fully enjoy our life as we used to.

I woke up at 5:54 a.m. I am loving that I woke up naturally before 6 a.m. I thanked my family spirits for their support. I quickly got ready and left for a morning jogging.

***

My dream of this morning was great.

My retreat center had been already operation. I was a popular teacher. I had 20 students visiting our retreat tour. It was one week retreat tour where the students can experience spiritual healing, reading, and empowering. My brother was there with me and my family. He was one of our staff members supporting our students. Right next to our front entrance of the building, there was a huge tree. It was an avocado tree. I cut one avocado. It was ripe and ready to be eaten. We all were happy to harvest avocados from the tree. We were excited to cook them and share them together.

***

This dream shows good luck in health and career. I hope this dream will become one of my dejavu dreams.

Last night I was thinking about my wish to change my recent daily life pattern. So, I asked my family sprits to wake me up before 6 am. I don’t like to wake up with an alarm clock sound. I like waking up naturally.

***

My request was indeed heard. This morning I woke up naturally at 5:54 a.m. I went for a morning jogging and started a day as I planned. It was just a tiny change, but I loved it.

***

I woke up feeling refreshed and calm. In this morning’s dream I was with my daughter. We were hanging the laundry clothes. I was feeling calm, and for some reasons, I was feeling happy.

***

The dream interpretation dictionary says this dream implies that I have built a new and good human relationship or I have finished the chores. It also means good luck in fortune and job. It encourages me to actively take any necessary actions. Everything is going well.

This morning my daughter had a dream that we would have heavy rain this evening.

***

Since this past Sunday, it has been getting very hot. Arizona’s summer has been here.

The weather news has published an excessive heat wave warning to the people in southern Arizona. The duration has set from this Thursday noon and ending the evening of Saturday.

***

In the evening I noticed my daughter’s dream was a deja vu. We had rain in the evening. I was so happy to have this blessing. Our plants in the garden were so happy to have the unexpected gift from sky.

I was chatting with one of my neighbor friends. I like her kind personality. She has a kind and nice heart.

In her apartment complex, she has one male friend. They have been friends for more than 10 years. Some years ago, the male friend started acting weird. Sometimes the man walked around without thinking, ended up being lost in the neighborhood area. Other times the man didn’t recognize her as his friend. She suggested him to go see his doctor. He was diagnosed as dementia one year ago. Since then, he has taken several pills to slow down the dementia process.

His aging and dementia processes have gotten worse in a high speed. He is qualified to be accepted in a nursing home, but unfortunately he is one of the patients whose names are in a long waiting list.

Nowadays he was sent to the emergency room several times. He was very close to cause a fire in this apartment room because he forgets after he turns on the gas stove.

He has one daughter in another state. Even though they talk on the phone every week, the daughter never comes to pick him up to her house.

Nobody is actually taking care of him. So, my friend takes lots of responsibilities to support her friend. She obtained a power of attorney for providing him medical pills. She gives him a ride to his regular appointment at the clinic. She brings food to his room every day.

It was a shocking story that she shared with me. I guess she has been stressed out for her burden. She thanked me after I listened to her.

After I came back home, I could not stop pondering about my dad. I cannot take him to my house in America. I cannot go back to Japan to take care of him, as I have my family here in America.

Taking care of old parents is a challenging task for everybody. I think every family has their own unique reasons and situations for not being able to take care of their old parents. I just sincerely pray and hope every single person will go through their path with blessings from somebody.