When my daughter turned to two years old, we started taking her to the preschool.

There, I became a friend with a mom of my daughter’s classmate. She was in the same situation as I. She was a foreigner in this country. She is originally from Peru and married to an American man.

At the preschool, there were several moms who were acting weird. Their moods swung day by day, minute by minute.

I used to greet “Hi” or “How are you?” to them. Once in a great while, they would greet back to me with a big smile, but most of the time, they would completely ignore me. Strange enough, right after they passed by me, completely ignoring me, when they saw their same kinds, they would raise their voice tones and hugged them saying something nice to them.

It was still my early years for me to live in America, and I didn’t know that was the racist people’s reactions. Simply because I grew up and lived in Japan where I never experienced the prejudices by the skin color, I didn’t know.

I was deeply shocked and hurt by their prejudiced reactions.

I talked about my experience to my Peruvian friend, to see if I am hallucinating or not. I was wondering if I was talking this too much personal or not.

She had lived in America longer than I was. She confirmed me that I was not hallucinating. She said there are people who judge and show their bad attitude based on the skin color. All we (as minority) can do is just to know the fact and protect ourselves accordingly.

She gave me one simple advice. She told me like this. “When people show the bad attitude like that, simply say to them F++K it in your mind. Make sure to say that only in your mind. Then, let the memory about them go completely”. She used to encourage me “don’t let anybody let you down: Stay where you are.”

Four years ago, she had moved to another state due to her husband’s job. I don’t see her often like we used to do, but I still think of her from time to time. I always appreciate of her encouragement on not letting anybody let me down.

I don’t think I can change those racist people’s minds. But I can at least add the number of people who can agree with my idea. My idea is to respect one another, instead of segregating people by the skin color. Nobody is superior or inferior by the skin color. Our skin color simply tells our ancestors’ wisdoms and traditions. We can share the different wisdoms to make the better world.

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Some people have been talking about the current situation; that is similar to the situation of before the World War II.

I was born this life with the memories of my past lifetimes. My recent life was in Japan during the World War II. I died at the age of 16. I was born as a Japanese boy. My family were lived in Hiroshima and all of them died from Atomic bomb.

When I was in my 20s on this lifetime, I was so drawn to visiting the Hiroshima Peace Memorial Dome. It is also known as the “Atomic Dome” and it was the hypocenter of the blast on August 6, 1945. In the same area, we can visit Hiroshima National Peace Memorial Hall for the Atomic Bomb Victims. It is a museum where we can see the victims’ belongings such as clothes, shoes, and bags. I have visited the museum three times, and at all my visits, I could not stand or walk alone due to the severe headache. I shed lots of tears. While crying, I thought about how we could avoid the similar situation in the future.

Everything has been evolving. If the current situation is similar to the situation of before the War, this time, we should do better than the past. I know some of us are reincarnated to the planet Earth on this lifetime, for the purpose of rewriting the history into a better one. We have learned in hard ways in the past. This lifetime exists for doing better. If we can change the similar situation into better situation than last time, all the spirits and our ancestors’ souls will be greatly healed.

How we can do better than the last time? I feel the importance of uniting. Instead of separating and drawing a line between people and countries, we should acknowledge and respect one another.

I am not a politician and I cannot do anything dealing with political change. But I can convey this message. It is depends on all of us on how we can change the world to the better place. We can contribute in our daily life. We can start from a small effort. Greet each other. Smile to strangers. Use the lubricate words often; Thank you and Sorry. Stop speaking ill of others. Instead, find something good about them.

Our tiny small efforts in our daily basis will contribute to the world peace. I have positive thoughts that we can make the better world together this time.

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This morning I had a dream. I was working as a peacemaker. I knew somewhat it was one of the experiences in my past lifetimes, but I also kew that the same thing has been happening in the current lifetime.

In the dream, there were many people around me. Most of them seemed like they lost being their true selves. Somewhat, the people were manipulated by a certain evil group souls. In this lifetime, that can be applied to mass media. Somebody manipulates the information before announcing to the public, so that the public is provided the distorted information for their convenience. I personally don’t fully trust all the information provided through the mass media.

In my dream, the evil group souls spread the wrong information to the public. The wrong information was that the resource was limited and the only way people could survive was to kill one another. Thus, the people started killing each other because of the fear. I have watched this kind of movies. In such movies, the people started getting panic and stealing other’s food and equipment just to provide themselves and their family members.

In the dream, I was talking to people, one by one, trying to wake them up, trying to remember who they are. When we remember who we are, we instantly know that we don’t need to kill one another. We instantly know the Universe can provide us all the necessary resources. Because, we are the one who can create the necessary resources by our thoughts. Our thoughts can create anything.

The truth is simple. We are all connected. It is impossible to survive for only a certain people. If we want to survive, the only way we can do is to survive all together. That means we need to help one another. So, when we hurt others, that equals to hurting ourselves. When we hurt somebody, or when we kill somebody, the pain of the victim will also be imprinted to the attacker, assailant, assaulter, and murderer.

When somebody hurts others and dies before amending or fixing the issues, in the spirit world, there is no way for the person’s soul to amend or fix the issue anymore. The guilt feeling will stay with the person’s soul forever. That is why hurting somebody equals to hurting ourselves.

So, let’s open our eyes wide and see the truth. The truth is we don’t need to hurt one another to survive. There are a variety of resources available so that we all can evenly be provided. And let’s not forget hurting others is actually hurting our own souls. Once it happens, there is no way to fix it after our death. So, when we do something bad to others, let’s fix it as soon as possible. Let’s be nice to one another.

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Yesterday I participated at the business expo at the local school. It was my first experience to offer my services to totally strangers in a face-to-face basis.  I have offered a card reading to some of my classmates at Doreen Virtue’s reading class through emails. They are also strangers to me, but they are like-minded people and pretty much open to this spiritual field.

For the first 1 hour, nobody had shown up. No visitors to the expo anyway. I started feeling disappointed. I took off my glasses so that I didn’t stare at strangers. Then, in the light of the entrance, I saw two people walking solidly toward me. They were my friend and her husband. I did not know she would come, because she lives far away from the expo place. So, her showing up was an unexpected and wonderful surprise for me. She became my very first client at the expo. She actually broke the ice. After she left, people started coming to my booth.

Yesterday’s experience was totally new to me. And the experience was so valuable for me to go though. Since the clients were totally strangers to me, and they did not tell me any specific questions or details, all I could do was to read the cards that Angels guided me, and listened their messages. It was great experience for me to fully trust Angels and Spirits. I got goosebumps when I conveyed the messages.

Today’s expo went well, thanks to everybody’s support. I could not do my job without my husband’s support. My husband was sitting at the counter and dealt with the reception of visitors and the payment. I never felt intimidated by people, thanks to his protection energy. My in-laws drove down to our house with 10-hour drive and stayed with my daughter all day. I felt all the good prayers for me from my dear friends in Japan, Australia, and America. And not to mention, I would like to convey my sincere thank you to the people who allowed me to offer my services. Thank you all the people, all the Angels, and all the Spirits for supporting me, from my heart.

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Today I am going to participate at the Small Business Expo at the local school. This is my very first time to offer my spiritual services to public (to strangers) in this lifetime. I feel a little bit nervous, but at the same time, deep inside, I feel excited and happy.

This morning, my family souls hugged me and told me “Receive” many times. I knew that was the message and the key word for today’s expo. 

It makes sense to me. My gift is to receive. I am good at receiving messages from Spirits. I am good at conveying messages from Spirits to people. I have taken this role in many lifetimes before. I know, as more I let go of my ego, I can convey more genuine messages from Spirit.

My desire for today’s expo is I will be able to attract the right people who need my services to convey messages. And the people who need my services will be able to find me in a natural way. And of course, Spirits will be able to use me as a vessel or pipe to convey much needed messages to my client.

Two days ago, I had an unexpected visitor in my dream world. It was my grandfather. He had not visited me for many years. I think last time I talked with him in my dream was probably right after he passed away, when I was 11 years old.

This time my grandfather conveyed me one message. It was “Come out from your spiritual closet. Everything will turn out well for you”. He gave me this message with his usual gentle smile so that I know he is doing very well in his spiritual homeland.  

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Yesterday after the Ki-gong class, the instructor let me announce of my small business and the business Expo coming up 2 days from now on.

When I stood in front of people, I was surprised that I was not shaking. It might sound weird, but I think of myself being super shy and cannot stand in front of people without shaking.

After the announcement, some people came up to me and asked me some questions. They wished my success in the Expo. Some of them already read my interview article in the local magazine, and they liked the article. I enjoyed every moment talking with everybody.

I had always thought of myself being shy, but maybe I am not.

Then I thought about my elementary school days. One day, the teacher gave us a homework to write an essay. She told us to write about our personality. On the next day, each student was told to stand in front of everybody and read our essay out loud. I wrote down my personality as being shy and timid. I wrote down all the stuff how I was weak minded, could not say NO to other students when I didn’t like it…

While I was reading my essay in front of other students, almost all the students were turning their head from side to side. They disagreed with me about my perspective of myself. After reading my essay, the teacher summarized everybody’s opinion. While I thought of myself being shy, timid, and weak-minded, the majority students including the teacher thought the opposite. So, I guess I am not shy, not timid, and not weak-minded since I was small.

Maybe this can be applied to everybody. We sometimes misjudge our personality but others properly see our true personality.

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Several days ago, our microwave had started acting weird. When we opened the door, the turn table did not stop, kept turning around. Then, this morning, it completely stopped working properly. It does not warm up the food anymore.

The first thing popped up in my head is the inconvenience without a microwave. It is very convenient to warm the food up with just one minute. Now I have to use the gas stove to warm up my food.

I used the gas stove to warm up my food. It only took 3 minutes or so. It was not that bad. And the food tasted good too.

My thought went back to the year 2000, when I completely stopped drinking cow milk. At first I concerned about inconvenience. What should I do for the coffee milk? What should I do when I want to eat ice cream? What about the time of eating cereal? However, my concerns went away quicker than I thought. There were many alternative for cow milk. I just needed to get used to it. Nowadays, there are even more alternative choices for cow milk, such as soy milk, almond milk, and cashew milk.

Probably it can be the same for the life without a microwave. For several days, I will feel inconvenience, but eventually I will get used to the life without it. It won’t be a big deal.

In recent years, I started hearing about the health risks and harms from using a microwave. I have met at least 5 – 6 people who have given up using a microwave. They told me the transition to the life without a microwave went smoothly. One day, their microwave stopped working and they decided not to buy a new one. So, it might be the good timing for me to completely stop using a microwave. I decided not to buy a new microwave.

It might be a god time for everybody to think about out super convenient life. Do we really need everything that makes our life convenient? There will be some things that we should go back to our parents’ age and our grand-parents’ age when they did not have all of the convenient tools.

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Since I launched my small business, I have been working on the marketing strategy. And I have been thinking of my capacity and preference in marketing strategy.

When I think of marketing, I visualize two images; a hunter and a fisherman.

I know myself being as a fisherman, rather than a hunter. In my image, actively going out to sell relates to male energy. And my image of male energy is being a hunter. On the other hand, passively waiting for the candidate customers relates to female energy. And my image of female energy is a fisherman.  

I don’t think I can become an active hunter.  But I can become an active fisherman who puts a whole bunch of baits on a fishing pole.

It reminds me of two Sabian Symbols. Aries 21 degree: A pugilist enters the ring, and Aries 22 degree: The gate to the garden of desire. My horoscope teacher explained the energy of these two symbols like this. Aries 21 degree describes a fighter. The person are fully motivated to grab what they want. They are willing to fight to get what they want. They make extra efforts to get it. They grab the victory. It reminds me a male energy.

On the other hand, Aries 22 degree describes an attractive trap. The person makes themselves look weak so that they can attract necessary supports and helps. It reminds me of a female energy.  

I think both energies are good. It is up to us how we get what we want; by either using a male energy or a female energy.

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In Japan, in order to get a driver’s license, the majority people go to the driving school for about one month. In my days, it cost me about $3,000 for the driving school tuition.

The instructors at the driving school were usually male who had retired from their main job. I would say most of them were men over 60s. At the school, we learn the driving technique and traffic rules along with the mechanism of the vehicle.

Most of the classes were boring, but there was one instructor who was popular among the students. His appearance was just the same as the other instructors; he was a man over 60. What made him popular was his unique ways in teaching. He would often talk about something invisible.

He said we need to extend our energy field when driving a car. Those days the term “aura” was not commonly used. I think what he meant was “aura” but he used the term something else, such as “energy field” or “conscious field”. He used the term “something beyond our physical eye vision” and “something relates to our sixth sense”. In my personal opinion, Japanese people are naturally used to these “something“, so I think most students naturally understood what he meant.

He picked two students and let them stand in front of other students. One student was told to close his eyes, and the other student was standing behind him. The second student was told to come closer to the front student, slowly and quietly. And the instructor asked the front student to raise his hand when he felt something behind him. Then, he raised his hand when the other student came too close to him.

The instructor explained that we all have the energy fields surrounded by physical body. And when something enters in our energy fields, we can somewhat feel it. For example, while we are driving, somebody suddenly enters right behind our car, we will feel it though our sixth sense or our gut feeling. Usually it comes with something uncomfortable feeling.

I think this instructor was advanced and brave to talk about that. It was 1990 when not many people openly talked about energy field.

Nowadays people have started openly talk about the energy fields. Our physical body is surrounded by some energy layers. They are “The Ether body” “The Astral body” “The Mental body” “The Causal body”.

I agree with the instructor’s advice. He said that daily practice is the key to extend our energy field. We should practice on trusting our gut feeling on a daily basis.

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This morning my daughter had a dental appointment in the early morning. It was done very quickly so that we made it before the school started. When we arrived at the school playground and I was about to leave, my daughter started shedding tears, clinging on me tightly. She said she loved me so much and she did not want me to leave her.

Then, seconds later, we were surrounded by several children. They were my daughter’s friends and classmates. They hugged her, rubbed her back gently, and calmed her down. They said to her “it is okay, we will have a good time together in school, you can see your mom after the school”, stuff like that.

I was standing in the center of the children’s circle with my daughter, in awe.

My heart was filled up with lots of love and hopes. What I just experienced with these children was just awesome. This is the ideal world that we want to make, right? When somebody feels sad, other people go there and send their love and kind words to them. They stay together until the person feels better.

Children are amazing teachers. It is our (adults’) responsibility to take good care of children so that we can learn more from them. Children are the one who will contribute to make our world to a much better place in the near future.

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