This morning, I was drawn to one newsletter email. It was from Robert Reeves. I have listened his webinar at Angel Summit of Hay House in the past month. In his newsletter, he offered a special price of his two online classes; Finding and Following Your Purpose class and The Divine 15 course.

I thought I should take these online courses. I felt positive energy from his courses, so I followed my intuition on taking his online class.

As a beginning I took the meditation guidance to connect to the Divine 15 Archangels.

During the meditation, I asked Angels to show me some physical signs if they were there with me. I know I am very skeptical. But I like receiving the real sign.

I asked to blow some air to my left ear. Within a second, I started feeling the gentle and warm breeze to my left ear. I was astonished that my left eyes started shedding lots of tears. I thanked them to show me the strong sign.

Then, I asked Angels to put their hands on my left shoulders. I still have pain on my left shoulders so I wanted to feel their energy. Then again, within a second, I started feeling being hugged by warm energy. I felt several different energy surrounded by my left shoulder area.

I heard some messages. “My dear child, just relax and enjoy every moment.” “You don’t need to take a lead all the time. Sometimes just go with the flow.”

I know what they meant. I try to take a lead on everything. But Angels are right. I should feel relaxed, and once in a while, I can just enjoy sitting in a passenger’s seat. I don’t need to navigate the direction to go and sit in a driver’s seat and drive all the time.

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Are you feeling overwhelmed about too much things that you want to do these days? That is how I have been feeling these days. There are many online videos that are available for a certain duration. There are many books that I want to read; which in fact, I have already bought some and they are sitting right next to me. There are some events that my friends invited me and want me to join. I want to finish writing my books. I want to educate myself about the ways of publishing books.

I have thought about priority. Which one should come first? Which one is the most needed and precious for current me?

Then my family’s faces popped up in my mind. Nowadays everything has started calming down for us. Everything has started going well for us, after a super tough year of 2016. I have been enjoying spending time with my family. Not anything special. Just simple and normal days. Just spending time with my family and laughing a lot with them.

I thought this is the answer for me.

I should cherish the precious time with my family. Very peaceful time with my family. This is my priority number one thing to do at this moment.

Then, my second priority is to recover my health mentally and physically. I want to live longer and healthier with my family and for my family. I need to work on regain a good balance in my body, mind, and spirit.

I have decided to go one by one. Once I fully complete my biggest two priorities, a new road will open up for me. So, for now, I will stop feeling overwhelmed. I will focus on the most important things to do for now.

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My daughter has some allergic reactions to certain foods such as peanut, cow milk, and animal meat. She also has allergic reactions to dogs and cats. The allergic reactions are tummy ache, head ache, puking, and rush in skin all over the body. The worst and the dangerous reaction is breathing difficulty.

Her school teacher is supportive enough so that she pays attention at the food at the school cafeteria for my daughter. At home, I pay attention to the food I cook for my family. So, the regular days are fine.

However, when it comes to the trip, it gets difficult for us to check all the ingredients of what we eat. My daughter shows her allergic reaction during the trip.

Tonight when she had some allergic reaction, she cried. She felt her allergic reaction as a curse.

I told her it is the opposite. Her allergic reaction is actually a blessing.

This is my personal belief. I believe a spiritually high soul (well-matured soul) has a tough time to accommodate their souls in a physical body. There is a huge gap between their high energy (high frequency and high vibration) and the low vibration of material things including their physical body. Some allergic reactions are blessing to warn them to be alert of frequency and vibration of the food and the surrounding environment. Otherwise, their high vibration might get into a danger.

I still remember about my first reaction when I drank beer. I thought it was unpleasant taste. I felt the same thing about the coffee that I had for the first time in my life. Same goes to a cigarette or soda. After we continuously take certain food or drink in a daily life, our reaction gets numbed.

It is time for us to remember of our first impression to certain foods. Do you really like the taste of your daily life food? Do you take it as part of your daily habit? If you have certain foods or drinks that you take as part of your daily habit and you don’t really like the taste, it might be good time for you to simply stop the habit. Your body might regain the pure reaction as your younger days.

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We are visiting Navajoland during the Easter break. During this trip, we made a great progress about our future house.

Firstly, we measured our home site area about one acre and marked the line with the wooden stakes. Actually waking the edge of the home site gave me clear idea regarding how big the one acre is.

Secondly, we visited a Mobile Home company. We took a tour of several trailer houses.

Thirdly, one of our neighbor showed us their new house. They just built a new house. The house is still 4 months old. They shared lots of their valuable  experiences regarding building a house with us.

Then, lastly, we had a meeting with a broker at the home builder company. There, we had more information about building a house on Navajo reservation.

I feel excited about our new house. But at the same time, after these meetings, I felt overwhelmed about our future chores such as talking with the bank about the loan, meeting and making decisions about the details of the house plan, and moving in the Navajo reservation.

The road ahead of us seems to be long. We just took the first step on the road. I know we will be okay in the end.  

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Yesterday I had a clear dream. When I woke up, I clearly remembered it. However, I was in a hurry to leave for a trip, I didn’t write it down. I had remembered it for a while, but by the time I got out from the car, the memory was gone.

So, before I fall asleep last night, I asked my family souls to show me the same dream that I had the previous day.

And they did. I was amazed that family souls really listened my wish. Well, technically speaking, they always listened my wish, but I could not catch their message clearly before. Nowadays I can hear their message clearly than before. Perhaps it is due to the vibration uplifting on the entire planet Earth.

They showed me the exact same dream as that of yesterday. This morning, I wrote it down so that I did not lose the memory about it.

I am not going to write down my dream in details but it was about a white butterfly. It was big and beautiful. At the last minute, my family souls shared a message with me that I am going to meet the right person in the near future and the person will be a great help on fulfilling my life purpose. I guess the person will be my soul tribe. I don’t know how and when, but I am excited for a wonderful reconnection with my soul tribe.

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When I was chatting with my friend, she said she admires my resilience. I didn’t know the meaning of the term. After she went back home, I looked the meaning up on the Internet.

It is explained as “the ability to recover from setbacks, adapt well to change, and keep going in the face of adversity.”  It is interpreted as “逆境力” in Japanese.

I instantly loved this term; “resilience”. Yes, I am resilient. I have developed my resilience over the years through tough situations.

I didn’t like the adversity while I was going through with it, but the adverse situations are the opportunities to make us strong mentally.

If you are in the middle of tough situations, hang in there; things will get better and you will develop your resilience.

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My dream of this morning was very clear, as always. I was at the top of the high mountain. One person whom I knew very well was at the edge of the cliff. I knew when I went to rescue the person, I would put myself in danger. However, I went there and did my best to rescue the person. At a certain point, we reached at the very close point to fall both of us to the cliff, but I somehow made it rescue the person. The person thanked me over and over again. I felt good to be able to rescue the person.

Right before I woke up, I asked my family souls the meaning and the message from this dream. My family souls told me “as simple as it can be.” So, this dream showed I was able to rescue somebody and the person is appreciating me for my encouragement and support.

And in the real life, I received the great news from the person. So, my dream of this morning was like a déjà vu.

According to the dream interpretations, the rescuer who saves somebody’s life in a dream will be rewarded something good in the real life as well. I look forward to receiving my reward.

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I watched the television show about Manzai-shi (Japanese comedian unit, usually consists of two performers). I was impressed at what one elder comedian commented at the ending of the show. His comment was like this.

As a Manzai-unit, the performers want to do their jobs at equal percentage as in 50%/50%. In the reality, however, there is no such well-balanced units. In the most popular Manzai units, one performer seemingly works more than the other at the balance of 80%/ 20%, 90%/10%, or even 100%/0%.

This rate is what others see. One performer always sweats and does his best, by writing the scripts, socializing with television staff members, and motivating the other performer to practice. On the other hand, the other performer seems to be relaxed all the time, without any sweats, by going with the flow. The old comedian mentioned that such seemingly unbalanced units are actually in a good balance.

I thought this theory is interesting. It can be applied to married couples or work partners. The point is that the other performer plays an important role in the units to take a good balance. Because of the relaxed state, the person might be able to see things from different angles and find new findings.

Recently I have been confused about my true wish and others’ wish. I tend to wish about my spouse on how I want him to be successful. I know it is none of my business. I am still in the process to fully master on “leaving him alone”.

The old comedian’s comment made me realize that we cannot do anything to change others as we wish. We can do so only to ourselves. We can pray and wish for our own, but we cannot do so for others, even for our significant others. If we can change others as we like, the unit might not be interesting anymore…

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I am currently taking an online class about Tarot Card Reading from a Japanese man. His interpretation is unique. They are based on Japanese traditional ways and different from the Western way of interpretation. I especially like his interpretation about The Lovers Card.

There are two major Tarot Cards available. The Tarot Card commonly and widely used is Rider-Waite Tarot, while the traditional and old one is The Tarot of Marseilles. The biggest difference between the two decks is the numbers are switched between the Justice Card and the Strength Card.

My Tarot Card teacher uses the original version of Tarot Card, The Tarot of Marseilles, for this explanation and interpretation.

In Lovers Card of Marseilles, two women are standing at both sides of a young man, and the man is seemingly confronting to choose one from the two. One of the common Western interpretations is “to make the right decision”.

My teacher always adds his own interpretation and spiritual point of view, which I love to know. In this part, he mentioned that there is no such right or wrong decision in life.

For example, if you choose one person for your spouse, out of some candidates. In the course of marriage life, you might daydream what-if scenarios. What if had I marry to the other person, what kind of situation our marriage life would be? However, in his interpretation, the one whom you didn’t choose will never disappear. The person just goes to the background of your life and continues influencing on your life somewhat.

Speaking of good decision and bad decision, what criteria are you going to use? Some people take the criteria that the society sets. Such criteria are that happiness equals with the rich in money or the family with two children. But, do these criteria match to everybody? Absolutely No. Some people feel happiness being single all their life, while others feel happiness with having only spouse without children. Others might feel happiness of having their own small garden to grow organic vegetables and fruits. Others might feel happiness of having a whole bunch of dogs and cats. Such lists go on and on.

I agree with my Tarot Card teacher that there is no such right or wrong decision in life. Every decision we take has good sides and bad sides. If you feel to have made the right decision, the decision has bad sides. Same goes to the wrong decision. You might feel you have made the wrong decision, in the course of life, you might find yourself surrounded by many good sides from the decision. You never know.

The important thing is to make a decision based on your own criteria, not following to the society’s criteria. It is your life and you have rights to make decisions. And don’t forget it is our responsibility to make it good sides with our positive thoughts.

From the bigger picture, each decision might be just the method you take. From the position A to the position B, you can take an air plane, a Shinkansen, even a bus. Some person might walk all the way. As long as we get to our goal, I think it is okay.         

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My parents are good at socializing. They are gifted at people skills.

When I thought about my younger aged days, I was good at socializing. I remember I was brave enough to speak up in front of many people. I was good at making people laugh. I often raised my hand during the class and said something funny or mimicked the teacher’s voice tone or habit. The other classmates laughed out loud. I felt comfortable to make them laugh. In those says, I seriously thought about becoming a professional comedian when I grow up. I spent my elementary school days like that. I always had good friends around me and I never felt lonely.

However, the situation was completely changed at the junior high school. Our school district was divided by the area where we lived. All of my good friends lived in the different area from the area I lived, so they went to the different junior high school from me. I never had any trouble to make new friends at the elementary school, but for some reasons, I experienced difficulties to make good friends at the junior high school.

Along with that, when I was a second year at the junior high school, my former friends at the swimming club suddenly decided to pick on me. I had a very tough one year for being ignored or bullied. Gradually, I started trying myself being hidden. That is how I started even hating human beings somewhat.

In such days, I asked my parents the technique on socializing because I knew they had a great people skill.

My dad told me “to take a deep breath before you say something to others.” He explained that “When saying something from anger, the words can be very harsh. But after taking a deep breath, the words only hit the point but omit the harsh parts.”

My mom told me “to forgive and forget.” She said she was very good at forgetting. She told me that “we humans sometimes do or say something horrible to others. It might not come from their true nature, but the environment or some other things might force them to do such a horrible thing.”

My mom knew I had a good memory. Once somebody did something mean to me, I would not forget about it. My mom told me that having a good memory is not always good for me. She said sometimes I should act being stupid by forgetting. Nobody is perfect. Even I might say or do something horrible to others without knowing by myself.

I guess people skill can be acquired by our efforts in a daily life.   

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