When we are young and healthy, we tend to take our youth and good health for granted. I was one of them. But we cannot keep on ignoring the messages from our physical bodies.

I was diagnosed as diabetic in January 2014. The diagnosis was really shocking to me. I never expected I would get serious sickness. I took my good health for granted. At that time, my A1C was 8.4, which was considered as very, very bad. I cried a lot. I regretted everything what I did to my body for the past several years. I started blaming this and that, to find out the cause why I became diabetic.

After I went through the phase on blaming and cussing about all the possible causes, I changed my mind to think positively. It happened for some reasons. I realized that I should focus on how I can get healed.

I started eating and drinking healthier than before, and accommodating exercise in a daily basis. I started feeling good about my body. With these efforts, I had recovered my A1C to 5.8, which is very close to normal range. I also recovered my body weight to 122 lb, which I felt very comfortable to move around. I have gained these preferable results within 1.5 year.

Then, my husband got laid off. My family had gone through no income for about 1 year. With this stressful causes, my health situation got back to worse. One year after the good results, my A1C went back to bad as 6.7, and I gained weight to 136 lb.

My health condition swings back from good and bad. I think my body is telling me that I should keep my good health physically and mentally no matter what condition I go through. Now, it is time for me again, to stop complaining about the stressful days. I need to change my thinking to positive again.

As we go through our life, we should put some more efforts than younger days, to take good care of our bodies. Our physical bodies are like our partners in this lifetime to fulfill our life missions. So, let’s appreciate our physical bodies and listen to their requests and needs.

I have started taking online course from Doreen Virtue. Her sincere messages in her promotion video really touched my soul. Doreen mentioned in her video that “In this class, all the students are a beautiful family. We are here to support each other. We don’t compete. There is no competition.”

“We don’t compete.” This is the sentence that I love to hear all the time. It resonates me so much.

There are so much competition in the real world. I don’t care for a win-lose situation. I love the situation of win-win on both sides. I believe nobody needs to feel as a loser.

Then why do we need to compete?

I think the competition comes from our wrong perception about the resource. We are traditionally told that the resource has a limitation. But the truth is that Universe has unlimited resource. The Universe can provide us whatever we need. The planet Earth is actually the place where our will can produce anything, anytime without limitation. When we fully understand this simple logic, or I should say when we fully remember this simple logic, we won’t need to compete or fight with anybody anymore.

Just relax. Please know that resource is limitless. We don’t need to get jealous of others because they has something that we don’t have. All we need to do is ask the Universe.

We are all unique, and each of us came to this life with different purpose. That means we all need or want different things for different purposes. Some people want to have lots of money, while others want to have prosperous in human relationships. And some people want to have great reputations, while others want to have a quiet privacy.

I believe when each of us really focus on what we want, we don’t need to compete, simply because we want to have different things. When we have abundance in certain things, we can share with others who do not have the specific things.

I would like to share my dream of this morning and the message.

I was climbing up a steep circular stairs with my family. At a one spot, we run into one woman who showed her rude attitude toward us. I instantly reacted to this situation, got mad at her, and started yelling her back. When I recovered myself to a normal calm state, I found that my family had gone far, already at higher place in the circular stairs. I run at my full speed and somehow could catch up with my family. Then, with this last scenery, I woke up.

I quickly jotted down the dream as usual, then I asked my family souls what messages they tried to convey to me. They sent me the block of thoughts. So, the message was like this.

Our vibration gets lowered only when we allow to do so. In daily life, there are so many events to test our capacity to recover our energy health back to our normal state.

In my dream, I was the only one who got irritated to the rude woman. The other family members did not pay attention to her.

So, I need to analyze why I got irritated to the woman’s attitude.

Maybe I had energy leakage to allow any negative energy coming in to my energy field. In that case, I need to check my energy field and find the leakage, and fix it.

Maybe I had a low tolerance toward certain people’s attitude because of my ego. My ego had certain standards that all the people should have the same moral as I do, but in reality, people have different morals than I do. In that case, I have to let go of my ego. I have to realize that it is not my job to change people’s moral. I can change myself, but I cannot change others.

At every event, I need to feel my emotion, learn any kinds of lessons that I can learn, and then quickly recover myself to my normal calm state. I should not stay at the same level with a certain negative feeling.

I think the important thing is how quickly we can analyze and fix the cause of our vibration down, and get back to our original route.

As we live our lives, we run into many people. Based on our agreements before we were born, we get to very close with some people. I feel human relationships are like ocean waves. They come and go. Even the relationship is for a short term, some relationships are so precious that we cannot forget. I would like to share one of such relationships. Her coming into my life was so precious, even though it was a very short term.

I had a very close friend when I was living in Japan. When I met her for the first time, I instantly liked her, and we became very close friends. We shared many things in common. Our birthday was 1 day apart, and our birth year was 1 year apart. Our way of thinking was similar. We used to tell each other that both of us would live in America and see each other again somewhere in America. We didn’t know when it would happen, but we knew it would be soon, not far from then. We had built our solid friendship for about 2 years. However, after our small argument, we stopped contacting each other. I believe it was sometime in 2002.

In April 2005, I went to Gathering of Nations Pow Wow in Albuquerque. When I was sitting in the audience seat in the arena, my old friend came to me. It was like a miracle. I was so surprised that she could find me among the huge audience. We hugged each other and chatted for a while. She seemed like very happy of our reunion. But then again, both of us did not exchange our new phone number or address. So, after our miraculous reunion, we had not contacted each other.

In summer of 2013, one of my psychic friend conveyed me a message that one of my female friends was thinking of me and missing me. I instantly thought of her. Since that time, I had started often thinking of her. But there was no way to contact her as I didn’t know her contact information.

Then in 2014, I was guided to one Internet newspaper article, where I was informed of her death of January 2014. Based on the article, she permanently moved to America in 2004. So, she made her dream come true 4 years before I did. I permanently moved to America in 2008.

I really feel our friendship happened for a reason. Although I did not see her again before she left this physical world, I am pretty sure we saw each other in another dimension.

Each encounter is miraculous. People come and go. Let’s take a time and embrace each relationship. As I mentioned in my short article before, the exact same moment does not come back to us again, and that is why we should enjoy every moment.

This morning, my family souls conveyed me a message in my dream. They told me to write down everybody’s name, who has supported us in our tough transition. Then, I should put my both hand on each person’s name, and send good thoughts about the person, one by one, filled with lots of smile and love for the person, and send it to the universe. From there, the sprits will take care the remainder job for me.

My family have received so much love and supports from our family and friends. When I wrote their names down, I was so surprised that so many people have supported us. It is now our turn to return back good thoughts and appreciations back to them, so that they can be rewarded something great for their kindness.

I took my time, showed my appreciation to each one of them. It was so great to know that there are good people exist in this world.

My current phone number adds up to number 7. The number 7 has energy for solitude and spirituality. I liked my number because not so many people had called me on this phone number. I had enjoyed the quietness.

However, recently, I have felt an urge to change my phone number to something prosperous in business. My family souls kept on sending me the message “number 8”. So, I thought about changing my phone number that all the numbers will add up to 8.

My cell phone company offers a service to change our phone number for free of charge. The company gives us the option on selecting the first 3 digit (area code). As for the middle 3 digits, the company gives us around 10 options that we can choose. Finally, as for the last 4 digit, the company gives us just one selection automatically.

Then, on my first trial, I got a very good selection. The last 4 digit was 0444, which I fall in love instantly. Number 4 has energy of stability and fairness. And my new phone number adds up to 44, and adds to 8.

I love this new phone number and I believe it is a small gift from my family souls.

I used to think that abundance comes from wealth in money, and I believe I was not the only one who thinks that way. However, now I realized I was wrong. From my experiences, I have come up to one solid conclusion; money does not make me happy, but abundance really comes from our inner peace.

When I was living in Japan, I was surrounded by good opportunities in the material world. I had a high job title, a high salary, and a high education. I used to live my life freely. Whenever I wanted to go somewhere, I went there right away, without hesitation. I made many friends all over the world when I was traveling alone in many different foreign countries.

Now, I live in America. My family has been struggling financially. We are lucking in money, and it is scary. However, when I focus on my own mental happiness, I am definitely happy and I am abundance, right now. I am so happy to have and live with my family. I realize how much I am loved by my family. My family keeps on sending me their unconditional love to me, which I had never experienced when I was living alone in Japan. With these unconditional love, I can confidently say I am abundance.

Moreover, when I look around what I am provided right now, I am so thankful for everything. I am so happy with my friends who care for me and offer help to me. I am so happy with the house that we are renting; about its energy, its space, and its convenience. I am so happy with the rent amount. I am so happy with our friendly neighbors whom we casually greet each other every day. I am so happy that my family souls started communicating with me much easier than before.

Now that I fully recognize my abundance, I think I can attract all the good luck to my family and myself. I don’t know how, but I can feel something in me has changed / has progressed, somehow.

I don’t know exactly how I can get my hope back to me. Maybe, the energy on the planet Earth has been shifted upward. Maybe, somebody has been praying for us consistently. Whatever reasons, I wanted to share my abundance in my inner peace. And I would like to say Thank you to all who has supported us for this tough transition.

Today is my birthday. March 9th is three and nine in number. In Japanese, three is pronounced as “sun” and nine is pronounced as “kyuu”; therefore, pronouncing “three nine” in Japanese is “sun-kyuu”. Since we don’t have a “th” sound in Japanese language, “san-kyuu” is Japanese version of saying “thank-you” in English.

Recently in Japan, somebody has announced as March 9th is a “san-kyuu” day; aka, “thank you day”. In honor of the “thank you” day on March 9th, Japanese people are suggested to show their appreciation to their family, friends, and coworkers, and teachers, etc. I am so happy to know that my birthday is now recognized as an appreciation day.

Expressing appreciation is a simple but powerful technique to raise our vibration. When we think about appreciation, we put a smile on our face, have a happy feeling, and put aside our daily life’s worries and concerns. We focus on “Now”, in this moment on appreciating.

Whenever we are surrounded by negative energy, let’s think about appreciation to any kinds of things that we are provided. We might appreciate for our good health that we normally don’t appreciate in our daily life; most of us take our good health for granted. Say “thank you” to our body and hug ourselves. We might appreciate for our family. Our parents gave us a life, our siblings give us communicate ability, our spouse gives us opportunities to improve one another, and our kids give us a good laughter and smile.

We are here, thanks to everybody and all the spirits around us. Thank you all.

My client wrote down in her testimonial for my reading session that she was benefited to see her life from a holistic perspective. That’s exactly right on how a horoscope reading helps us.

When living in a daily life, we tend to focus only on an event that we are experiencing. When focusing on an event only, our view tends to get narrow, so does our understanding ability.

In such occasions, a horoscope chart reading can be helpful. When reading a chart, we can see a chart from above; from a bird’s perspective holistically, so that we can see a 360 degree surrounding the certain event.

Every event happens for reasons. Yes, reasons. Plural. Not only one reason.

Especially when we experience something shocking, tough, or unbelievable, we should stop viewing only the event. First, we should calm ourselves down, and then, analyze what is going on the other angle. In a chart, we check what kind of energy (planet) is influencing in what way (cooperative or oppositional) toward a certain event. When we utilize this chart reading technique in our daily life, we can calmly analyze who is supportive and who is not, in a bigger picture.

In order for us to learn something, we need both energy; supportive and not supportive. Sometimes we need somebody who keeps on making us annoyed. With annoying critics, we can learn something that we have never noticed before. But, then again, if we keep on having only annoying people around us, we will be exhausted. That is why we also need supportive energy such as loving, comforting, and encouraging energy.

After a certain event, especially a tough one, we will notice all the events had been influencing each other in a miraculous way. And we will notice and we can finally say “all is good.”

When I was small, probably a first or a second grader, my elementary school teacher taught us that the Earth is shaped like a sphere, and that Brazil is located at the back side of Japan. The teacher also added that if someone dug a hole in the ground in Japan, the hole might have connected through to the back of Japan. I was so excited about this new knowledge.

I hurried back home, went to our yard, and started digging a hole in the ground. I kept on digging a hole for several days. My intention was to make a tunnel to the back of our land, which I assumed to be somewhere in Brazil.

When the hole reached to a certain depth, my dad told me “thank you”. I didn’t know what he thanked me for.

Several days later, I saw a new young maple tree was planted in my future tunnel. Then, I finally realized why my dad thanked me. When he saw my future-tunnel-to-be, he thought it was a perfect size for a maple tree. So, he quickly bought a young maple tree and planted it there.

Well, I am not sharing this story just for fun.

For these several months, my family went through tough days. Several psychic people explained to us the causes of these troubles, all differently. There were some parts that I could not agree at all.

I wanted to know the truth and asked my family souls to show me the truth. My family souls did not show me exact reasons; however, they gave me a memory of this experience in my childhood. Then I realized this story was a perfect example on how we see things differently, and it can be said especially on psychic reading. Depending on our spiritual level or spiritual age, we interpret things differently. What they told me was probably truth on what they felt or saw spiritually. I don’t think none of them have lied to me.

As a human nature, when we encounter so many troubles, we desperately want to figure it out the causes and ask around psychic people’s advice. That was what I did. Then, I finally reached to this conclusion. Here is what I think. We should go deep inside of ourselves to find out the truth for ourselves; we should trust on our own inner voice. Nobody else can interpret our own true situation better than we search and find the truth on our own.